Love For The Actor

Just Want to Live Calmly

Escaping from Farel, the right thing I could think of at that time.I didn't want to be used to hurt Mas Virto, the man who made me his dark lover all this time.

Now that I had escaped from Farel, I was living in a remote, beautiful area, far from the Capital, I intended to start a new life here, taking care of the doctor's mother's lodging, she said, the woman who took care of me and saved my life that night.

He was a very nice person, he gave me a job to take care of his family's lodging. I worked with dozens of employees to take care of a tourist park, and an inn on the beach, precisely at the tip of the earth Indonesia.

I wish this beautiful place, neither Farel nor Virto found.

A month has passed since my escape from Virto, I will begin to live a new life.

“I want to start a new life Doc, for the sake of my children.”

“Well that's good Rin, everyone has a second chance, it's never too late to improve life, and God is also very forgiving, if you really want to repent, as long as you don't repeat a bad mistake again.”

“Good Doc, thanks for accepting me working here Doc, thanks for making me realize my mistake.”

That pretty-faced doctor left me, he'll be off duty out of town.

I never felt calm all this time, even during my life, only this time I felt a place that could accept me with all my conditions, the innkeeper doctor treated me very well, he said, consider yourself as your own sister.

Entrusting all the inns for me to take care of, I felt like I was given the opportunity to improve myself in this place, I felt how cherished as a fellow human being.

When the happy heart was calm, I began to fix my life.

One month is enough to restore a messy state of mind, it is time to rise up and forget all the past.

I will fight to live a good life for the children.

This morning, while wearing a work uniform safari as a supervisory staff at the tourist park, concurrently to supervise the lodging section of the restaurant as well.

When I wanted to start working this morning, I saw my reflection wearing a work uniform on the glass, my current body shape was very different.

“It's okay, everything will be fine,” I murmured slowly, then sighed.

While still standing in the reflection of the glass in the room I was in, the sound of knocking on the door distracted me.

Tok ... Tok ….!

"Yes." Yeah."

"Rin, I'm going to Jakarta, what do you want to leave for your children?"

ask the Doctor.

"If you can find the school address of my children, please let my children know that their mother is fine Ms.”

"Ok, take care of it well Yes, Mother may be a bit long in Jakarta, if you lack energy, Ask for help Rika.” branch

"Yes, Mom."

The doctor's mother left for Jakarta, hoping she could find Jeny and Darma's school.

Being able to hear the news of my children being healthy, it makes me the happiest, it's my hope right now, I want to be able to communicate with my children.

My little prayer was finally answered, after a few months of not being able to communicate with my children, finally this time being able to hear the voices of the two of them, all thanks to the good woman who employed me at this time.

It just so happened that the mother doctor's son's house was close, with my children's school in Jakarta.

The doctor's mother called my son and lent him her cell phone, to be able to communicate with the two of them.

No one is happier than a mother when she sees her children healthy.

“Mother is also dear, be patient.”

“Mother when to go home?”

" Later if the mother's work is done, but, no one should know anyone if the mother is still alive, son," I said at the time.

"Why Ma'am? but we miss mom very much" Darma said with a cry.

"Listen, son, if you tell me you're alive, Om Virto will go find you and beat you up again, do you want that?"

They both shook their heads.

"Okay, ma'am, we're not gonna tell anyone."

"Good, then I'll pick you two up for a vacation where mom works, look, the place is beautiful, right,"

I pointed my phone camera towards the beach.

Darma's face was immediately happy, my handsome boy was very fond of the beach.

"Mother promise?" he showed off a row of white teeth lined neatly.

"Yes, I promise, but you also have to be diligent in studying, when you work say whatever you want."

"Yes!" the cry of Jeny restrained the overflow of excitement.

Everything was going well, as I told the doctor's mother honestly, but I just wanted enough of my children to know where I was right now.

Even if I didn't tell my mom and dad, I realized that if I told my mom, I'm sure that one hundred percent, she would tell Virto too, and at worst, she said, Mom would come to my workplace and she would stick to me like gum, with thousands of requests that I could not fulfill sometimes.

That's why I better not tell my parents enough that my children know I want to be alive and strong for both of them.

Let me be a child of disobedience to my mother, because my mother also disobeyed her own child.

Mother defends Virto more every time we fight, my mother has no affection for her own child, mother only thinks about herself. Thinking of how she got the flocking to warm her body, when her husband for months did not come home.

Mother willing to finance all the needs of men, which is important he wanted to invite to live in his rented to give warmth.

When he keeps a man in his rented room, the money for his living expenses is sometimes requested from me, if not from Mas Virto.

Mirisnya, the mother's husband knew about his wife's affair, but did not say anything. Sometimes I get confused by the way of life we live with my mother, the way of life we live with my mother is not normal .

But at this time, the opportunity to enjoy life in peace and tranquility, I hope that until I age my life can be as peaceful and peaceful as it is today. I don't need men anymore in this life, because they all just make me suffer.

Tomorrow the beach will be crowded and our lodging will be filled with people attending the festival, a surf sports competition.

The most interesting sports for young people.

It was also what made the female employees very excited this morning, because it would meet handsome people from all over Indonesia, because the festival was followed from various regions.

The race is held every year, every year they meet handsome people. I hope Taslan's name on the coming guest list isn't the same Farel Taslan.

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