Love For The Actor

An affair with an ex-husband

When morning came to say hello, a bright light slipped into my room from between the green curtains that I used to close the window of the contract that I occupied.

My body is still rolled lazily, this body is so heavy I was invited to wake up. There is a sense of loneliness in my chest that my two children are not at home, usually I wake up quickly to take care of all their needs, he said,make a morning absorption and many things I have to prepare like a mother takes care of her children, although sometimes it is very troublesome to do it because as a single parent in this house, but,  I never feel tired and complain for them, I always happily do it and proud to still be able to do the best for them.

I should've picked them up by now to his father's house, because time with their father was up, time to stay with me again, because according to the agreement my two children will live alternately every month at his father's house and at my house.

The boisterous sounds of children playing in front of the rented house did not necessarily make me disturbed, my mind swayed to think of many things, he said, but the one who seized the heart and the brain the most was the man who enjoyed this body last night.

It was Mas Virto, a security man, serving as Intel, a handsome, high-strength man.

  Kriei ….

 Kriei ….

While daydreaming to the seventh sky, my phone suddenly rang.

“Mother, don't so pick up the kids today, this?” ask Dimas my ex-husband.

“I'm lazy, just a little.”

“Again, can I take it to the doctor?”

“No need, kids on again

why?”

“Kids again on watch, it was Jeny nanya, what mom so pick up what not, she wants to go home he said.”

“Later, Aa, say my kids are lazy.”

“Alright, later I number,” said Dimas hang up his phone.

Returning to continue the spoiled tambourine, no children at home makes me lazy to cook.

To fill the stomach that has been rumbling this, I will just order an online application, my brain again ventured to think about Mas Virto with his family.

‘He must be having fun, where is the time to think about me’ I felt sad, my mind hurt, but this is not the first thing he went on vacation with his family.

That big tall cop has been with me for about five years, there are so many reasons why I can't get away with the guy who already has that wife.

Tiiing …!

Mobile phone notifications.

I lazily grabbed the white rectangular flat object, my hand quickly rubbed the screen.

Message from Virto.

[What else?] Fill in the message of the man who cheated on me.

[Again sleeping in the room] I replied unhurriedly

[Non't go anywhere!] reply again.

There is a part of the heart that suddenly refuses.

‘Why can't I go anywhere, while he's having fun with his family, is this fair?’ my question is in my heart.

Although I have no right to be jealous of him, but this heart is still difficult sometimes to accept the fact.

Too busy thinking about obscure things made me forget to reply to Mas Virto's message, I left the phone on the nightstand, and I got out of bed and into the bathroom, she said, maybe taking a shower will refresh my wild heart and brain.

Gts …

 Gts …

“Awhile I'm in the bathroom!” my words from within.

Damn again, I forgot to lock the bathroom door.

Dimas went into the contract when I was in the bathroom, I thought it was okay, if he was with my kids, I came out of the bathroom, just using a towel wrapped around his chest.

“Eh, Aa, children where?” I asked with a bad feeling, even though he was the father of my children but he was my ex-husband.

“Not coming,” he replied, as a normal man I don't blame him staring at me with unblinking eyes

He stood up and approached, making this heart almost jump as it was beating fast.

“Aa, what would you do if you didn't come with the kids?” ask me to buy a body to the closet and open it.

“You smell the heat of Neng,” said the man who was once my life partner with his hands coiled around my waist.

“Aa, what do you want?” ask me to release his hand

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The rented house that I occupy is only one room, which is inhabited by a king-size bed, as a place for me to pick up sustenance from married men, I deliberately choose a luxury, as a place to pick, so that anyone who sleeps there feels comfortable.

The house that I occupied was only one plot, and I was partitioned with cabinets and curtains as a room for my children, when Mas Virto came to warm his body.

If he doesn't come, the children will sleep with me, if the man comes, they both sleep in the bunk bed that belongs to both.

Do my kids know what my job is? Don't ask, my kids know, even a few times they're doing it.

Am I sad?

The first time was sad and despicable, but now I'm used to it, and my children understand me and what I am for, of course, to earn some money.

“So you think you really think you are sick Neng, so Aa came,” he said, with one kiss landing on the overdraft of my neck.

For a moment this body craved for him, the smell of the body of the man who had given me the two children, still lingered in my memory.

“Don't, Aa .. later on look at mom,” said I was a little pushing, although this body is very longing, because the loneliness I feel at this time needs a breakout. However, my heart still had a hint of sanity, telling me to refuse.

“Why Neng ..” he said raucously with a sad eye with a hunting breath.

“Don't, Aa what people say later,” said me with a little reject, but my body wants it.

“Terus .. how different I am from your mistress, is it because of money?” ask gently with a warm look.

“Not ,Aa, I just don't want-"

“I'll give you money like I did that guy Neng, if that's what you need”

“Aa, if he knows you are here later you will be beaten again as Jan-” used to be

Not even this lip finished speaking, but he quickly clung to his index finger, the look in his eyes and the fragrance from his body made it helpless, until it just happened, just like that, doing with a man who has become an ex-husband is very wrong, but what else? my brain is broken.

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