
When I woke up I found myself in a room that was very foreign to me, the room was all white. Farel's private room.
"You're up, let's take it." Farel was still acting even colder.
"What's going on?"
Farel turned his body which he was standing in front of a glass window staring at the beach.
"You ask what happened?"
"Yes"
"Where should I start?" that cold face, made me really feel fed up with him.
"Why am I here?"
"Oh. Ririn Wulandari Taslan, that is now your name, you are already my wife at this time, so .... You do, everything has to go through my permission, you understand?"
'Oh, married to Farel, that nightmare has started in my life' I said in my heart.
"Why should it be like that?"
"Because right now, you're under my control"
"Whatever ... do what you want," I said with an annoyed face.
"OH, so you agree with my idea"Farel held my wrist carrying it to the bathroom.
"A-a-what do you want to do?"
"As you say, calm down! I'll do it carefully, I don't want to hurt my son"
Farel unbuttoned his shirt and pulled the rest with a single pull of some of the buttons scattered on the floor.
"What are you doing, why are you being so rude like this?"
"Ririn, I told you right now, I'm already your husband what you heard that"
"Then?" I said I didn't understand what purpose he was talking to me like that.
"Then it's like this." Farel suddenly held my chin and grabbed my lips, my eyes glared in surprise at the sudden attack, not quite there, he took off all my clothes, leaving not a single thread stuck to this body.
Not yet had time to think, our bodies were both plain without a thread wrapped at this time, he pulled me up in the shower and took a bath with him , I was hypnotized, just silent, just silent, don't even know what to do.
"We start here "
"What Do You Do? it's early in the morning"
"It's morning, I want to start the morning beautifully" he whispered to my ears, making my hair stand up.
Then he turned my body to face himself, now that our bodies were facing each other, I felt so clumsy that the hard-muscular man looked at me, I could only close my eyes, I could only close my eyes, it was inconceivable that my body was bloated like an ancol clown, stark naked in front of Farel, it was truly embarrassing.
"Don't close your eyes, you have to open your eyes, to see what's going on," Farel said back******* these lips and hugged my innocent body, farel's skin, which was filled with fine feathers, touching the skin made this body, the more stiffened, the bottom I felt hardened, touching my core.
'Oh, this is so embarrassing' I said in my heart.
Satisfied with his lips and down every inch of this body, not to forget, too, Farel left many marks of possession in many places, content to do that, now, he pulled my body. Then, he sat in the chair he took into the bathroom, he sat on his lap, and our bodies fused together, I know, he did it very carefully.
But this was not merely satisfying the desire for Farel. I saw anger on his handsome face, rather, he seemed to warn me that I was now his wife and warned me that my duty was to serve my husband.
My eyes were still closed, not daring to open.
"Don't close your eyes, you have to keep your eyes open, so that you can come to your senses and see the reality, that right now, you belong to Farel Taslan and no other man. Don't think about it once in a while, in front of me,” he said in a firm tone.
"I'm so ashamed Mr. Farel, could you please give me a towel"
Instead of giving her a towel, after content to channel her desires, she let go of her body and she was also my maid to clean herself, then pulled into the reflection of the glass.
"Look Ririn, don't close your eyes, from this moment on .. The woman in the reflection of the glass, can only think of me and no other man. Do you understand?"
Looking at that sharp look, I just nodded obediently.
*
One week after marriage to Dr. Farel, as time went on I could finally accept, if this time , was married a second time . Right now, I'm married to Farel, although my heart doesn't believe me sometimes.
Yet, here I am now, caught in a marriage I do not want, married to a younger brother whose household I almost destroyed.
"You don't have to go to work at home." Farel gave the order.
"Why? before we got married you said I could work, but why is it changing now?"
"Ririn I don't want you to be okay, look your belly is already so big"
"Sir Farel, it's the third pregnancy, so I'm experienced"
"I know, I know ... ! no need to remind me that you are a widow! but right now, in this house, you're already my wife your duty is only to serve me and keep my son forget about the others"
"It can't be like that, you promised me that our marriage was just a deal"
"I don't care about a deal and a deal, I just want him to be healthy" he said cynically.
'What's with him is he still mad at me?'
I sat there silent, the nightmare was just beginning, Farel was managing my life as I wished, no this, no such thing. I don't know what makes a guy still mad at me.
"We're married, but why are you so angry with me, you scare me,” I said looking at her face.
Farel let out a long sigh, then he pulled out a chair and sat down in front of me.
"We're married, but your heart still keeps that man here." Farel pointed at my chest.
I just fell silent, didn't want to mispronounce and didn't want to give the wrong answer that made Farel even more angry. But even being silent, is misunderstood by him.
"You don't argue, that silence, I mean yes"
"I'm not saying anything like Mr. Farel"
"Listen Ririn! I'm already your husband now, so can't you call me a married person!" his face flushed with anger.
"A-a-I have to call what?" many nervous.
Because actually I was also confused to call the name for Mr. Farel, for me he was only a superior .
Farel stood up to snatch his briefcase and he left with an angry face.
'You should teach me how to call you, what I say when I call you' I say in my heart.
I stood at the door watching Farel pull out the car, his face still looking very angry and his eyes looking at me cynically, he just left.
Now that I live alone in the house, there are many feelings that are raging in this chest, the desire to escape again appears in my head.
I'm sure getting married will make my life hell, because it's only been a matter of weeks married to Dr. Farel, he's set me up.
"What's going to happen next?"
Standing in front of the mirror looking at my reflection that resembles a clown, I just realized that my pregnancy this time, it was bigger than my first and second pregnancies, he said, I feel he is very active moving at the moment.
Then how's my next life, if Farel's still jealous? How do I take his heart?
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