Love For The Actor

Are you crying because of her?

“What cares about me, does he care when I ask him to stay away from you?” Farel looked at me cynically.

‘But I care, because I still have a heart, not like you, man has no heart and feelings’ I'm inward.

“Pak Farel, I told you I was wrong”

“Stop defending him Ririn, do I need to kill him all?I don't like anyone who gets in my way and I'll get rid of everyone who tries to get in my way” Farel said angrily.

Hearing all that, I felt angry at him. I came out of the room, after getting dressed and leaving Farel still sitting casually in the room.

“Where are you going?” asked Farel, I ignored him.

My heart is suddenly very sad, considering Bayu, yesterday he said he wanted to take his elderly mother to the doctor, to get treatment, because his legs hurt.

‘Iya pardon how he took care of his daughter and how he brought his sick mother, if he should be fired, Bayu his only family pedestal, if he does not work how he feeds his mother and daughter?’ I asked in my heart.

I looked for it in the hotel area, but nothing.

“What do you see, Mr Bayu?” I asked a hotel employee who came across me.

“OH, I saw him standing on the beach, in front of the hotel, Bu”

“Ok, makasi, yes”

Walk with a hasty attitude, looking for Bayu.

‘Bayu must have known, if he will be fired, he must be very sad and choose aloof’ I said in my heart.

I walked to the front of the hotel, walking along the beach, about two hundred meters from the hotel, I saw Bayu standing aloof staring out into the ocean. Seeing it like that this heart, was very sad.

‘Geez, why does my heart feel so guilty seeing it like that, it's all because of me’

I walked over. ”Rin, what's up?”

Seeing her sad face as if she was carrying a heavy burden, made me very sad. “Pak Bayu I apologize,” said I sobbed with a vibrating body.

I usually never cry about anything. But looking at Bayu, I felt so sad that I could not hold back my tears.

“Rin, it's okay not your fault”

“Pak Bayu, it's my fault I shouldn't involve you in my problems, I ruined your life, I'm sorry Mr. Bayu,” I said more and more crying.

“Rin, don't cry, you are a strong woman, never cry for any problems, I know that, please don't cry,” Bayu said, calming me. I cried out all the feelings I had endured since yesterday.

“Pak, how do you take mom to the hospital, if you get fired, how do you finance your family. Oh God forgive me..” I cried even more in front of Bayu, feel, the pain experienced by the father of one child, I know how sick the man felt.

I bowed my head before him, I even willingly knelt before Bayu as a sense of regret for what he experienced.

“Rin, what are you doing? Don't be like that” Bayu also lowered his tall body, offsetting my body, he lowered his head in front of me, both hands holding this shoulder.

“I'm sorry Mr. Bayu, I didn't know it would be like this, how you brought a sick mother to the hospital, how you took care of your daughter,” I said in tears.

“It's okay, while God is still giving health, I am sure, there must be a way,” Bayu said carrying my shoulder to stand upright.

“I promise, I will avenge our heartache, to that rich family, I make them feel the pain as we experience,”.

“No Rin, you can't do that. He did that because he loved you”

“You were wrong Mr. Bayu he hany-”

My sentence was cut off, because suddenly there was a voice from behind us, Farel stood leisurely both hands folding in his chest.

“Rin, it's okay, everything will be fine, I go first,” Bayu said, apparently, he was afraid of Farel. The man left me with Farel standing by the beach.

I was still standing staring at the vast ocean and enjoying the cool breeze, the waves dancing beautifully here and there, as if laughing at the suffering I was going through.

I wipe away the water at the end of my eyes, I don't want to cry in front of Farel.

*

“Bapak wants a wedding, right? All right let's get married,” I said opening my mouth.

Farel looked at me with a cynical look.”Is this because of that skinny guy?”

“But instead, let Bayu keep working”

“Whataa? You did that for her?”

Farel's face seemed stiffened, his hands tightly clenched, his jaw veins drawn against each other.

“Pak Farel I don't want others to suffer because I”

“Oooh …. Your very highness, Mother Ririn! Then what about me …? You broke my heart, don't you consider me human too?”

“Pak Farel, Mas Bayu is the backbone of his family”

“I don't care”

“Iya! rich people like you will not know how sick it is, if you want to eat but you do not have money, when there are people you love sick, if you want to eat, but you can't do anything because you don't have money, you never have that,” I said angrily.

“Do you want to say, you did all this for her?”

“Iya!” I said firmly.

“Why?”

“Because I feel what Bayu feels, you won't know how hurt a parent feels when his child asks for a snack but you can't give it because you don't have money, You don't know how sick it is to see other children, but your children are just watching because their mothers don't have money, you never know that, because you were born holding a mas spoon in your hand. But I feel it Mr. Farel …. When I got divorced from my husband and I wasn't working at the time, I felt all that.

I felt that pain …. I beat up my little daughter, when she asked for a ten thousand barby doll, she wanted to be just like my neighbor and I locked my son away when he asked for a bowl of meatballs. Because I don't have any money. I don't want Bayu to be unemployed and feel what I feel too,” said with a cry.

“I've never seen you cry. Are you crying because that guy”

“I did not cry because of it, but I cried because of my destiny. You always think I'm low, just because I made a mistake. But you never know why I did it. You only care about the title of Actor attached to me,” I said crying.

“Alright, if you want a wedding let's do it, I don't care what you plan on me. But please let go of Mas Bayu, let it work back”

“Don't do that to me Ririn, I was so angry, when I saw you crying because of another man. I hate it,” Farel said leaving me.

My defensive wall finally collapsed as well, I cried in front of Farel, I gave up, I agreed to marry him, I didn't care what would happen.

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