Love For The Actor
A confession
Finally the handsome man came out of the bathroom too, this time he wore a t-shirt made his body muscles printed clearly behind a Navi-colored shirt.
“No shower?” Farel.
“Iya shower,” said I opened clothes bought at the boutique for a change of clothes. Forced to wear the clothes without washing first, because Farel did not give me the option to go home to Sinta's apartment. Because my clean clothes are there.
I went into the bathroom carrying clothes to it, after securing my phone to hide it, I deliberately quickly came out of the bathroom, I was afraid Farel found the phone.
When he came out of the bathroom, he was already sitting on the sofa with a face that looked very serious.
‘What else is with him?’
“What do you eat let me order?”
Farel's eyes looked at me seriously, as if there was something he wanted to reveal to me seeing his face make a speech.
“Anything,” I replied half-heartedly.
I felt like there was such a high distance between the two of us and Farel ever since he received a call from that woman.
“Rin, sit down, I can't stand having to wait. How about him tell me,” Farel said. He promised me he wouldn't ask until I was ready, but couldn't wait.
I took a deep breath and sat down beside Farel.
“There tell me anything also”
I nodded, putting on the most sad face.
“Maaf”
“What's Rin? Say something”
“I can't take care of him I'm sorry”
Farel's face immediately turned pale, looking very stiff he held his breath, as I opened my voice.
“What does it mean , did you lose him?” He looked at me with serious eyes, even I could not bear to see him.
“I left your house back then, because our lives were in danger”
“Iya I know. Then ..?”
“I managed to give birth to her, but I left her and I went to Taiwan”
“That means he's alive?”
“Iya”
Farel breathed a sigh of relief.
“But a week after giving birth to her, I left her at the orphanage,” I said in a soft voice.
“What …? You left the baby one week?” ask Farel.
“That I did more safety both of us,” I said regretfully
“I have Rin, why not tell me, why leave my son in the orphanage”
“I still mending left him in the orphanage of Mr. Farel, than I left him just like that on the streets. Your brother wants to kill us both, then what can I do?”I'm trying to hold back emotions.
“Call me Rin, acute news.” Farel's eyes glazed over.
“If I called you that day , it would be the same as me harming ourselves”
“Tell me you left in which orphanage?” This time Farel looked at me like a knife.
“I don't know, I left it to a nurse”
“Lalu ..?” Those eyes were really furious.
“He gave it to the orphanage, when I came there, after four years, he no longer had people taken for adoption and brought to Japan,” said I started making lies.
“What? What kind of mother are you Rin with the heart to leave your own flesh and blood that is only one week old!” Shouted Farel in a high voice.
“No will, now tell me in the parlor where did you dump my son?” His face was extremely angry and disappointed.
“I gave birth in a remote village of Bali and the nurse drove her to Dharma Bhakti Orphanage. When I returned to Bali after four years,” said the caretaker, someone had adopted him, Japanese people of Indonesian descent and brought to Japan”
Sure enough to hear my eyes that had been just glazed now spilled water, the crystals falling from the tip of his eyes, Farel finally cried, but without a sound.
I saw his hands clenched firmly holding back the outpouring of emotions inside his chest.
“Sorry if I put him in an orphanage,” I said lowered my head.
Farel turned his back, he brusquely put away his tears, then gazed outwards from the hotel window, he could not hide the outburst of his grief-stricken emotions.
“You know, from a long time ago if I really wanted that child Ririn, you know that But how could you be so heartless to leave her in the parlor and let someone else take my son, she said,” says Farel still with body facing window.
“I also do not have the heart to do Farel, which mother would do such a thing”
“Why not bring it to Taiwan with you?”
“Then we ate what there if I brought it, I came to Taiwan to work, the intention is I will take it after four years after I raised the money, te-”
“You just want to save yourself Rin, if you care and love her you should try how to contact me, I don't think at all that you could just let your son, you know, your own flesh blood on others”
“Then you were there when we were in danger, when your brother wanted to eliminate us both. Where are you?”
“Rin, that day I also kidnapped someone, so I can not save you”
“Iya it's the point that you also can't save us from your sister. Who asked me to leave the house, the old man died on my lap after the two thugs accidentally pushed his eyes out. Farel, until now the feeling of trauma was very imprinted in this heart.”
“Yes, I was wrong for not being able to help you back then, but there was not the slightest thought that you would leave her in the parlour.
I don't think there's no intention of seeing or telling me before you leave? No effort to find me?” farel said he blamed me.
“Then you ... what have you done after you know, we left home?”I asked back.
“I'm looking for you Rin, I'm looking for you like crazy, to the point that I .. ah no,” he said in a desperate voice.
“Don't ever blame me for not being able to keep him. Now ask yourself, what is your great effort to fight for our safety at that time,” I said carried away with emotion.
“Don't dictate to me Rin! you know how my great struggle to take care of you, you who never wanted it since the beginning of your pregnancy”
“Don't you think I'm also happy to leave him in such an orphanage. One week after I gave birth, I came to Jakarta. I came to see you with great effort, to the point that I disguised myself as someone else to meet you, so that your crazy brother would not find me. I came to the hospital where you worked, when I came, wanting to complain to you. But what I saw in my eyes was beyond belief, when I desperately struggled to give birth alone, when I came to see you . But what do I see ...?”
Farel turned his body to look at me with a serious look.
“You came to the hospital? after childbirth?”
“Yes, the intention ... I want to tell you that your son was born, but seeing you with the woman at that time, made me step down and I decided to leave Indonesia tomorrow. So don't just be able to blame me,” I said remembering the past hard times it made me very sad.
“What you see is not as real, me and him are okay”
“What my eyes saw at that time was quite the answer to my heart's question. Mr Farel!”
“Me and him have nothing to this day, even this second Ririn. to me. You're my only wife to date, I've never married her and never married anyone. Do you understand that?”
“A-a-what?” My eyes looked at Farel with a surprised look.
‘Did I misjudge again?’ manya panic.
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