Love For The Actor

Love For The Actor
Sleeping With A Foreign Man



I ignored the message from Virto, down to the dance floor, the effect of drinking two glasses made me unable to control myself.


Squeezing the body following the rhythm of music that echoed in the room klup night we came.


Rasi pulled me into the middle of mingling with the visitors who were dominated by young men, seeing Rasi opening her belezer, the young men swarmed us both.


Asking Rasi to go up to the table and slip fifty thousand bills into the bra, she danced more and more to show the beauty of her body.


I chose to bend to the rhythm of the music, ignoring the calls of those who asked to accompany the guests.


“Ayo Neng accompany Om to drink,” invite a fat-bodied man.


“No Om, I want to dabing, until morning,” said I refused his invitation, I saw from the dress stelan, he was a man who a lot of money, the old bandot left me, after I refused.


Actually in the night klup for a beautiful woman like me easy to get money, just invited to accompany for a drink has also earned money, if used differently again. But this time, my intention was not to make money, let alone seek warmth. I just want to throw away the burden of piled up thoughts.


Seeing Mas Virto's wife share their happy moments on social media during the holidays makes me angry, even though I should not be angry and have no right to be angry.


But lately my heart started to rebel, this heart started to saturate.


Five years of being satisfied with Mas Virto's desire, during that time I felt happy because all my needs were fulfilled and sufficient, but this heart began to feel tired.


Five months ago, his wife Mas Virto came to my apartment, an apartment he gave Mas Virto to me.


The woman came to bring some men, her wife beat me up and kicked me out of the apartment I thought was mine, it turned out that everything could not be mine, her words still stuck in my heart.


“Listen to despicable women …!


you will never be able to get anything from my husband, other than his big one, take it easy, I am willing to share it for you,” Mas Virto's wife said loudly that night.


“I didn't ask him to be mine,” I said looking at him boldly.


“If you do not want to have it, there is no way you want to hang with it, when obviously you already know that he already has children and a wife.”


“He who always chases me doesn't even want to let go of me.”


“He who does not want to? or are you the one who won't let go because it belongs to the big one?”


Seeing that woman was furious, and not to mention that she brought the thugs, I just kept quiet and resigned, the woman grabbed me and hit me. Luckily a friend came to help at that time, so I survived.


From that moment my heart began to feel saturated and wanted to escape from the burly man, become his mistress something very bad, at this time I only occupy a small contract that is far from the reach of his wife.


Then why survive?


So when friends invite dugm I immediately agree, the children are safe because there is the same father.


I want to stop being Mas Virto's pet, I want to be free.


The sound of the vibration of the phone I put on the table, this is the umpteenth vibration, but I chose to ignore.


Scratch that noisy object and the bully and I put it in my handbag, after taking a bottle, I went down again to the dance floor, continuing to sway to the groove


the music boomed, Iren pulled me into the middle of the circle and swayed and pranced to limp feet.


"I'm not strong anymore!" I shouted into Irena's ear . The beautiful white woman held her ears close.


"What?"


"I'm not strong!" I shouted for the second time.


"I'm afraid there is a friend Virto who comes here later,” said I.


"Quiet, no, I know everyone here and know all the guests who came,” Iren replied, I trust him even too much trust in Iren.


"Ok, keep me from going over, yeah!"


"Ok," he said by forming his fingers in the form of 'O'


He continued to sway around in a sexy body, and occasionally he swerved spoiled, puffing his chest mischievously towards the men who swarmed him.


My legs were starting to feel helpless, a young man approached me to accompany him to dance. However, I rejected it subtly, I did not want to accompany or comfort anyone. I just want to put all the burdens on this heart.


Because my legs could not stand it anymore because I was dancing until morning, I chose to sit on the sofa next to a middle-aged woman who was fat, we called her mom.


the sexy women that roam the bar were his kids, he was a pimp.


"Kok everything rejected, Neng? you already have a lot of money yes,” said the fat-bodied woman to me.


"Again the dizzy Mi," I said putting my head on the table,


my eyes felt very sleepy, after drinking the glass that Iren had thrust at me earlier, until I finally fell asleep soundly.


**


The morning sun's rays bouncing right on my face woke me up, my body was in a lot of pain, as I turned to the side.


My heart was beating very strongly, staring at the body figure of a man lying beside me, a hard muscled man not wearing clothes fell asleep


Cowering beside me, I panicked even more as I peeked at my blanket-covered bottom.


"Oh basic****** damn you Ririn" I mean to be upset with myself.


I picked up my clothes one by one which was scattered on the floor, whether what happened between us last night with the stranger, I can not remember, I just felt like my body was hit by a concrete block and my head was still dizzy.


'Oh, I have to get out of here before this guy wakes up'


With a cautious attitude I put on my clothes and came out of the room of the foreign man who had taken me tonight. I don't want her to wake up and not want her to see me, nor do I need to know who she is, I wish she amnesia forever and forget me.


I walked out of the room quietly, even while descending in the elevator people were looking at me with intimidating looks, I didn't care about their gazes, all I care about is my poor nippy. What if Mas Virto knew about this, then run my life.


The gem thing I was looking for when I went down to the ground floor was the bathroom, while staring at the reflection of the glass, not only was I shocked by my own appearance, even kuntilanak


I would be surprised by my messy form.


The slid mascara made black lines in the eye area, and at this time not my lips are red, but my face is full of red lipstick scribbles.


"What did that bastard do to me anyway?"I wash my face with bathroom water.


The next thing I was worried about was my phone, I reached for the little bag of flattened rectangular objects, I wiped the screen and these eyes glared sharply in panic


There are many incoming messages, and dozens of missed calls, which the caller does not need to ask again is certain'Mas Virto.


I panicked, I didn't know what happened to me that night, I couldn't remember, nor did I know who else the man who slept with me last night was.


The problem with my ex-husband is not finished, now I am also sleeping with another man. I have a feeling that Virto will beat me to death.


Seriate.