Love For The Actor

Love For The Actor
All right, let's get married



Farel left me by the beach, angry, but I had given up on marrying him, for the good of all. But he left me without giving me an answer.


Now my heart asks; does he want to marry me, does he not?


I was still standing by the beach spending time enjoying nature, staring at the whirling waves of the beach, enjoying the beach air, but this chest still hurt.


“What should I do! I wanted to repent, but I couldn't find a way out. I've got to how?” I look up at the sky, I don't know for whom I'm referring.


I was desperate, to the point of wanting to jump into that ocean, in order to escape all this trouble. However, the shadow of my two children made me undo the intention of doing.


It did not feel like it was late afternoon, I decided to leave the hotel looking for a place to stay, because Farel had given me a warning to no longer occupy an empty hotel room.


I walked out, hoping to find a place to stay close to where I worked, but as long as I walked, only the hotel buildings were lined up, not as easy as finding a rented as in Jakarta.


Walking around many places to find a place to live with drumband in the stomach, making the legs feel sore, while sitting in a stall enjoying ice cold to refresh the throat that feels dry, dry, the stomach also felt cramping, because walking in circles, it was very heavy to live my life, living alone was not a problem for me as long as I was not pregnant.


"Yuu ... Why do you have to stay in my stomach, anyway," I said staring at this stomach in despair. But I regret my words again.


"Sorry, I'm desperate, son" I rubbed my stomach.


While sitting enjoying the cold coconut water, one hand sewn on the forehead that felt very dizzy, when turning towards the road, accidentally these eyes saw someone who was not a stranger, looking at me from the car.


‘Ah, Farel, are you following? Alright I will not run away again at this time, but do not know later’ I said in my heart directing my eyes elsewhere.


When busy with his own thoughts suddenly ….


“Bu, one yes!”


Farel was already sitting in front of me ordering one young coconut ice. The look in those eyes, now, was not as sharp as it was.


“You don't have to do that, this is my villa key, I know you haven't got a house yet, so stay with me"


"I can find him don't worry"


"Finding a house here, is not the same as in Jakarta, so stop being stubborn, come on"


"Where?"


"I've told all the officers that you're my wife and you're pregnant with my son"


"What ...? why do it"


"I don't want them gossiping about you because you're pregnant and never work most of the time"


"Yes I'm sorry about that, I'm just looking for a house, so I'm out of the hotel during business hours"


"They won't care if you have a lot of problems or a lot of mind burden. However, the main responsibility work. So instead of them gossiping badly about you, I announce that if you're my wife, so they stop gossiping and you can just calm down. Didn't you say you wanted to marry me?”


“What? So how denga-”


“Do not worry he will be fine”


“That means well, did you fire him?”


“Not”


“Ah, thank goodness. Thanks,” my word is soft.


“But he I moved to the Jakarta branch, I don't want him near you anymore”


“Can I call him?”


“Sure, wear mine only.”Farel gave me his phone to use.


“Pak Bayu's my Ririn I-"


“Rin, thank you, because of you, I did not get fired, I was transferred, and Alhamdulilah bangat I was promoted to the post.


Rin, do you know .. you are like an angel for my life, it is thanks to you, I promoted to the post twice in this one year”


“I'm happy to hear it, happy serving in the new place Mr. Bayu, sorry, had time to make you in trouble”


“No Rin, I feel guilty for not being able to help you. Take care of your health Rin, I pray the best for me,” Bayu said on the other end of the phone.


Hearing he is happy, this heart, also happy even though there is still this part of the heart that still hurts. I hung up the phone and gave it back to Farel.


“Already?” farel asked looking at me with a deep look.


“I'm not as bad as you think Ririn is, so please don't treat me like that.” Farel said.


“Iya,” I said small nod.


I chose to be quiet, staring deep into the streets of Bali, I know, that pair of brown eyes kept looking at me, but, I never cared about her.


“Do you eat?” farel asked as I chose a thousand languages.


“Not yet, I haven't felt hungry”


“Alright, before we go back to my villa, it's good we eat there first.” Farel pointed to a restaurant originating from the Sakura country, famous for its shabu-shabunya cuisine.


“It looks like, I'm not hungry yet.”


“But me and him feel hungry.” Farel pointed at this stomach.


I just remember, in the morning I only absorbed one sheet of wheat bread until now it's 14:00 I haven't eaten also”


“Alright, let's have lunch, I stand”


“Eat Rin's afternoon, it's already afternoon, come on. ”He stretched out his palm, asking for my hand to be held together. But I chose to walk alone.


‘No need to do that’ I said inwardly, gawking past Farel.


He poked his shoulders at the rejection I was doing, walking for about two hundred meters we walked towards the resto, Farel left his car beside the stall, he walked beside me acting like a standby husband guarding his pregnant wife.


When he arrived at the Farel restaurant being very kind, whether it was out of pity for me or he felt guilty, I don't know, but the treatment was very good, he said, but my heart asked me until when Farel could bear to be so kind to me.


I sometimes wish there was a friend from Jakarta who saw us. Does he dare introduce me as his future wife or tell me honestly that I'm pregnant with his child?


I was curious about it, Farel was being very kind and considerate when we arrived at the restaurant starting from chopping up the meat steak he ordered for me, on the sidelines we were eating a small prayer as if answered suddenly Farel's friend from Jakarta came to our table.


Now, my heart must prepare to marry Farel, as I have agreed.


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