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Haikal Adnan Taslan's

“ Rin, whose name is your child?” ask Dr. Santi.

He was still holding the handsome red-faced baby.

“Haikal Adnan Taslan, my husband's grandmother's given name”

“A very good name, according to his handsome face”

Now the red baby was enjoying the first breast milk I gave, when he saw that his face was very similar to Farel .

‘This heart wonders how Farel reacted when he saw his handsome son, I am sure he was very happy.

But I'm sorry, I had to bury your dream of seeing your son, when he was born, all that I did for the good and safety of his son both of us.

"Pity you son, you shouldn't have been born with this kind of predicament, but your aunt is a crazy and cruel woman" I told the still-red baby.

*

One month after giving birth, I was forced to drive her to an orphanage.

Help from doctor Santi.

“What must be so far Rin, pity your son,” said Doctor santi looked at my son with a look Iba.

“I know Doc, that I did for his safety, whatever happens later, say it's your son. If someone is looking for him.

“Alright, my heart is so sad, if I don't have much work, I will take care of your son, but I am very busy again a lot of work, to the point that I don't have time for myself,” he said stroking Haikal's face.

“I'm not the meanest mother and Setega that the Doctor thinks I left my son in the orphanage, that's a message before he died. He asked me to do that, to protect him.

I'll keep an eye on him, I'll do it to keep him safe, if the time is right I'll pick him back up."

I drove a baby named Haikal Adnan Taslan to one of the Dr's family's orphanages. Santi, in a village in Bali far from the village of Bayu.

"I'm sorry I put you here first, I'll pick you up later and we'll stay together again with your two brothers, but wait for mom to raise money to buy us a house and make money for your future" I kissed her on the forehead.

“Dok, I need a nurse to take care of Haikal, I'll give her a big salary, but the important thing is that she takes care of him inside the “ House

“Why should be in the home you leave.If you have money to take care of him, you can take him far abroad," said Dr. Santi

“That would be hard, Doc, one of those men, an Intel cop, found me an easy thing for him and another one .... The woman who wanted to get rid of me seemed to have many eyes everywhere, because, wherever I went she would find me and always wanted to kill me.

I don't want him to hurt my son, whatever I do to protect him. I'm also sad Dok did this, my” my words kissed my son's cheek with a sad feeling.

“Alright, let's do as you want.”

The doctor was finally supportive. I feel lucky, even though there are bad people who want to hurt me, there are still good people who want to help, one of them is this beautiful-looking doctor.

I had to leave Haikal in the orphanage, even though this chest felt like it was being squeezed out, as it left him, a feeling that could not be expressed in words.

I stood beside the parlour, taking short breaths to let go violently, convincing myself.

‘You must be strong Rin for the sake of your three children’ I said in my heart to get rid of the falling crystal circles from the corner of this eye.

“don't worry, your son is in the care of an experienced nurse, I will continue to watch him,” he said looking at my face.

From now on I was tough and strong, although I actually wanted to cry out all this sadness, I needed someone's shoulder for where I was crying, but nothing.

When I went back inside the parlour, the one in charge of the new beach arrived, he looked at me with a small smile, they were familiar with such things, he said, many young women are leaving their children in this home .

Young women who do love one night with the tourists who come to Bali. The lifeguard woman judged me as one of those women, especially with a Caucasian Haikal face.

“Do not misjudge Mom, I gave birth to the son of the man who married me, only I do not want to explain in detail, why and why I left him, but one thing is for sure, I'd like to say ..me and her father later, will take this child someday from here. So, please take good care of my son, this is me giving the mother a cell phone so I can communicate with my mother and son, I also give money for this child's fee every month," I said I was annoyed by his gaze.

The woman fell silent, "I was thinking, if, like most people, mothers who take their children to this place, then leave them, just leave a letter and run away.

Then a few years later came claiming to want to take the boy, sometimes I wonder if they all have hearts? taking care of the baby, the poor baby needs money and energy, but some of them even say a word of thanks do not want, if they are like that, if they are like that, usually I immediately refuse the children to be brought," said the woman at length she was a woman who was assigned, responsible for taking care of the home.

"I'll send money every month ma'am, to help with the cost of managing the home . But please, whoever comes in who claims to be family or relatives, never tell him about Haikal"

"The woman's face seemed stiffened at my words.

"Is there a problem, what this child is -”

"Life the boy and I, in danger, I don't want to explain, by whom and for what, essentially our lives are both in danger Mom, that's one of my reasons why I didn't bring it with me”

"What was that from his first wife?" The fat woman was too eager to know more about my life.

"No. But please take care of him,” I said quickly.

"Alright son, then the problem is hand over to mother.”

That poor one-month-old haikal baby, I finally put in an orphanage there, he'll be safer than I carry around without any clear place.

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