Love For The Actor

When the heart burns with jealousy

Farel permits out, looking for fresh air, he goes somewhere.

As I slept, I felt someone touch my cheeks gently, I opened my eyes.

Virto is right next to me.

"What are you doing here Mas, get out quickly," I said in a panic.

"You must go Rin, your life is in danger"

"What does that mean?" manya panic.

“Listen Ririn, those criminals just want to target you, they want to get rid of you, I will be very guilty for life, if you get hurt because of me,” said Mas Virto with his hand holding my hand.

I didn't realize that if he held my hand, because then I was freaking out, that's when Farel came, seeing this hand in Virto's hand, I knew, he was going to get angry, he was going to get angry, haven't pulled a hand yet.

Ppb …!

It came from behind, hitting Virto's back head with a tray, as the strapping body fell on the floor.

“What you do!” panicked shouting.

“Let's go from here.” Farel took my body into the car.

Farel, driving the car at high speed, was driving like a madman, his face blackened with anger.

'Yes, God. I don't want to die this way, but if it's my destiny, I'm resigned' I said in my heart, holding the car firmly, I can only close my eyes.

Letting Farel drive like a fidelity, I dare not forbid it and stop it.

Again he was furious because Virto, just to open his mouth, I did not dare.

So being resigned would be better, if he wants to kill us both with his son, let it be like that. He too will lose.

The car tyre was pounding long on the brakes suddenly, I did not dare to open my eyes yet, but a vague shout sounded from the car door. It turned out that Farel wanted to break through the crossbar of the crete, a little bit, of course the body of the car, would have bounced, otherwise our bodies were crushed under the crete .

"Aaaa ... !” He shouted furiously, one hand lashing the steering wheel of his car. He was panting with a pale face like an undead.

Someone banged on the car glass door, with his face still tight, he lowered the car glass a little.

"Sound stupid! If you want to kill yourself. Don't be here, it's a danger to others, if you want to die. Sono ...! plunge into the sea" said a middle-aged man in a furious tone, he was the keeper of the crete's doorstop. I just kept quiet, my hands hugged my stomach and one hand still held tightly to the handle of the car.

Farel closed his eyes, took a few short breaths, after calming down, slowly blaming the engine for driving back down a deserted road and stopping his vehicle at that spot.

He went down, stood looking out towards the sea. I choose to shut up whatever he says and whatever he does I surrender.

It is undeniable that I feel scared every time I am with Farel, I always imagine that the man came to finish me off, he came to avenge his brother.

I imagined that Farel, the izrail of the angel of the lifethrower, in a handsome version, every time I was with him, I felt half my energy drained out of worry.

'Why should he be angry with me? did I ask Virto to come? I didn't know he was coming, but why did he almost kill us?' My eyes shed tears again, not imagined if he really crashed the car into the passing crete.

I felt so sorry for the fetus in my womb, when I was scared, it seemed to be agitatedly kicking, as if it knew that our lives were in danger, I let Farel stand, I chose to wake my head in the car seat, close my eyes and one hand stroked the very agitated Utun.

I did not know Farel entered, my eyes opened and shocked as his hands gently stroked my big belly.

“Sorry dear,” he said, towards this stomach, then stroking gently.

"Why are you angry with us, I didn't tell him to come. You almost killed both of us" I said in a bold manner.

He was silent, his gaze getting colder, even exceeding the cold of the north pole.

'I have to how to deal with this guy, should I run away like Virto said? should I run?' now that thought is coming back to my brain.

"Tell me, am I so scary for you." Both Farel's hands held my face.

'Physically terrible no, how scary it is, precisely. Looks very handsome, nose pointed, eyeballs are beautiful, his face is firm, you are very handsome Farel' I said in my heart.

"Then why are you afraid of me?"

"Because you're always mad at me, you always stare cynically at me, I'm afraid,” I replied soberly.

"You don't know, I'm jealous of Ririn, because you don't set aside a little place for me, in your heart"

"How do I do that, if you come to obliterate, you come to avenge your brother on me, how do I love the man who will kill me,” I said in a trembling voice.

Farel's face stiffened, his eyes softened, his face stiffened again, he looked me sharply.

"What do you mean?"

"The kidnapper who caught me was your brother's man"

"Don't accuse me recklessly" said Farel, his eyes still dare not look at me.

"I heard the man calling your brother's name"

Farel was silent, his hands clenched strongly, his eyes were sharp, seeing him like that, I could only hold my breath in fear,

I stroked this stomach, to calm down. Farel saw that, little by little his face softened again.

He also put his hand on my stomach."Calm down baby, Daddy's with you I won't let anything bad happen to you." Farel brought his face closer to this belly and stroked, full of affection. "We'll meet my family" he said later.

"What's? you're crazy," I said in a panic." You just take us to the crocodile's mouth, your brother will kill us, don't do that, I'll hold on to the body"

"That's how you're safe, I also want to dispel your doubts on me.”

"No, I do not want to meet your family Mr. Farel, your brother and your father will get rid of us, you will also be embarrassed later.” I-i refused.

"I'll be with you, don't be afraid,” Farel said, calming. Now the man decided to introduce me to his exit, when he had been reluctant to do that, but when he saw the virto coming, he became willing.

*

The next morning, Farel took me home to Jakarta, I felt my soul go away from my body again, while on the plane to return to Jakarta.

“Peace , fear not.” Farel grasped my palm, he also put on a warm coat for me, but I was like a statue.

'Why do things I don't want to do, always happen to me?'

I was getting scared when, we arrived in Jakarta exactly in front of the Farel family home, I imagined that I would give my life to a group of monsters.

"Pease .. don't be afraid." Farel, wiping the sweat soaked my forehead, though his hand held tightly to this palm. I was walking alone in a very dark fog. My body trembled, not daring to let go of Farel's hand.

Arriving inside the house, my body almost collapsed when I saw the evil woman looking at me cynically and beside her stood Virto who looked at me with a look of pity.

'Please save me Mas Virto, please, keep me away from people who want to ruin my life' I said in my heart.

Meeting Mas Virto's wife made me tremble, that fierce woman left a very deep trauma in my life, I don't know, she said, can I still open my eyes at home or will I close my eyes forever? let time answer.

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