
PART 36'S
I'll Find you
After leaving the island of Rojo, a very beautiful island, which is located at the end of the earth of Indonesia. That beautiful island was, I thought it could be for my place to calm down. But what a force, Farel Taslan the man who had ruined my life, found me there.
I escaped from Farel again, now I am in Bali. Convincing myself, if all will be well, I believe that if his intentions are good and want to repent God, will make things easier, by saying Bismillah I am sure everything will go well.
The business of lodging owned by the mother doctor is spread in several cities, including on the island of Bali, lodging on this very beautiful island, the branches here are larger than other cities, including the island of Bali, a restaurant stands majestically beside the hotel, so no wonder, if here more employees.
"I just work right away sir, put me anywhere," I said, no matter the position that would be given to me, because it saw the state of my body at that time.
"Mother said you'd still be under surveillance, maybe just a rolling system, a watchdog here, transferred to Ancol"
"Oh, well, I'm glad sir, so I didn't seize anyone else's position"
"Don't worry, no one knows your problem, it's between me and you who know, they think it's company policy," the tall man said.
"Oh, thank goodness Mr. Bayu”
When I told the dark story of my life, Bayu also finally told the story of his life, he was also a widower with one child, his daughter was five years old, his wife left him four years ago, right when his daughter was one year old. His wife ran away and married a foreign man from Germany who vacationed in Bali.
Since then, he was reluctant to find a wife to replace his wife, Bayu treated me well, making me not too afraid when he started work.
When I arrived, I immediately worked, now the uniform I was wearing was actually more beautiful than the first uniform, the motive looks like a stewardess of one of the airlines of the country. But when I wear it with my body like this, it looks like a Ragunan clown.
I've dismantled the stitches to make it on my body, but what looks like, I'm even like a clown.
"Weh, beautiful ma'am, like a flight attendant," said Bayu in the morning, I went with the morning apple in front of the hotel.
"Mister Manager's praise, I take it as my morning encouragement," I said walking beside him.
Although I was not confident, when I got a new position in a Bali hotel. Co-worker questions, both superiors make me want to run away.
“Where's your husband?” that question, too often makes my head hurt.
This morning, I introduced myself to all my employees that I was the new supervisor, replacing Vita who was rolling to the Ancol coast of North Jakarta.
After the morning apple and self-introduction, now is the time to immediately work on starting to check the cleanliness of the hotel pool, when you see the Caucasians chatting casually with one of the hotel employees, he said, it made me want to take a C class and want to take a course, so I could be like them.
'If my career is good and I'm smart, maybe my kids will be proud of their mom' imagine the faces of my two kids, these chests feel tight, maybe they're tight, I don't know how my two kids would react if they knew I was pregnant without a husband.
they both must be embarrassed.
But how should it be? I've tried several times, aborting this baby that I bear, but it didn't work.
I want to work hard, I want to carry out my duties as a supervisor well, as one of my gratitude for having been accepted to work even though only Junior High.
When my shift hours are running out, I choose to sit on the balcony of the hotel enjoying the beach of Kuta Bali is so charming, when viewed from the hotel balcony it looks surfers doing the action conquer the big waves of the beach, and, my eyes were amazed when I saw a young woman showing her action, conquering the big waves, and with a very stunning movement, she seemed to merge with the skateboard she was on, because he continued to do the movements of the somersault, never fell.
"Crazy, great, how big the guts are," I said standing holding the hotel balcony barrier, Bayu gave the room the most comfortable position for me to occupy, while working in Bali.
"Of course, as big as your guts." I turned my body upside down, as soon as this heart again wanted to jump out of the chest cavity, my hand almost dropped the coffee cup I was holding, my eyes glared in shock with a gaping mouth.
"Sir, how did you get here?" I was still shocked, causing my voice to shake like a broken cassette.
"Why, are you surprised?" In a relaxed style, then he sat on a balcony chair and rested his head on the back of the chair, making both arms become head pads.
Seeing her acting so relaxed and calm like that, made this body even more frightened.
'Is he angry that I took his card and some of his money?' I ask in my heart, the brain cradles for everything that happens.
'Did he come with his fiancee or did he want a vacation?'
I started to get nervous.
"For your money and card, I apologize-"
"It's okay to assume it's your payment, don't you like to be paid," he said, cutting my sentence, there was pain in the heart as he said that, that's why I didn't want to meet them, remind me who I was in the past.
"Oh, you don't have to pay me ak-"
"It's okay, I don't like to wear the free," he said, ripping this heart apart again.
I couldn't say anything more, silence, the most appropriate choice, I was silent, he was silent too, but I knew his eyes were looking at me, as I stood tilted, it shows my body shape like a clown.
I stood up, looking at the sunset that left an orange-colored streak on the horizon.
I pointed my finger in the direction of the orange sun, which blocked my view, if I had a cell phone I might have captured the beautiful nature.
There are no cameras to photograph, once in a while these little smiling lips enjoy the incredible beauty of nature.
However, I saw from the end of my eyes, Farel pulled out his phone and took a picture, but what was photographed was not the sunset. However, he pointed silently at me and took a picture of me.
Realizing my photo was taken secretly, I turned this body around, turning my back on him.
"Did you feel so proud when you left me at that motel alone? is that what I got after fighting my life to save you?”
"Sorry”
"Sorry for what?"
"Everything, I work first" I said leaving him.
But with a quick movement he caught my body and stuck it on the wall pointing his lips at mine and*******my lips in a possessive manner.
"What are you doing, what if someone sees, I'm working hours" I said pushing his body with all my might.
“I told you that night ….
RIRIN WULANDARI'S.
I will find you wherever you go, you make me very angry this time”
Seriate....