Love For The Actor

When reality is not as expected

After waiting for a few minutes, finally Dr.Sinta came too, this time, the look of her face changed again, different from when we came earlier.

‘He is like a chameleon, can change at any time’ I said in my heart, seeing the look on his face that looked very nervous this time.

“Rin Farel, not in his room,” he said with a doubtful look made me even more curious.

“Where?”

“Said a nurse I met earlier .. she again had lunch in the hospital pantry , how about we just go home,” he said trying to persuade me to go home.

“We have walked so far Doc, just one more step, we have to retreat”

“Rin, the hospital's pantry, in devoted to the doctors at this hospital”

“Doctor forgot Yes …. I'm, right, a neurosurgeon, my name is dr. Linda,” said I looked at her panicked face, I'm sure dr. Sinta had already seen Farel there, I was getting nervous and at the same time curious, I walked hurriedly excitedly to meet Farel the man who was currently, so my husband. I even forgot that my life was in danger.

“Rin, put it this way -” Sentences dr. Sinta was cut off, when she saw me speechless.

I stopped, with a stunned face, as I entered the pantry, the dining room of the doctors at the hospital. My eyes were fixed on the pair of men and women, who were wearing white robes sitting down to eat together casually.

Farel sat down with his fiancee, they both had lunch, looked very comfortable, the woman's gaze and the familiarity of the two stunned me, in silence, to the point that my legs could not be moved.

I thought that Farel had married his fiancee from the woman's gaze on him and the attention that she gave Farel.

What I thought was wrong, Dr. Sinta's right …. Not everything we expect to happen is what we want it to be, sometimes the opposite.

When I was sure, that Farel didn't marry her and would choose me with Haikal. It seems my faith was wrong again.

Farel looked calm, enjoying the food on his plate, although there was no smile on his face, nor returning the attention of the woman, but in contrast to the woman looking at Farel with love, what these eyes saw, he said, enough to treat my curiosity and be able to answer the guilt within this month.

I was feeling guilty about leaving Farel without saying goodbye, thinking that Farel would desperately look for me and his son.

‘AH …. I EXPECT TOO MUCH OF YOU’ I said laughing wryly, laughing at myself.

In fact .. handsome-looking man, it was back at the hospital that had fired him for marrying me. Farel, back at work there, I should have sensed that.

‘What Virto said might be true, if he waited for me ... giving birth, just married his fiancee? All right enjoy your life’ I said in my heart.

“We go home,” I said turning my back to Farel and his woman. The woman who was his fiancee and probably is now his wife.

“Rin, don't get me wrong, maybe they just had lunch together,” said dr. Sinta tried to calm this heart.

“It's okay Doc, we just go home, you're right, I shouldn't have come here .. This time my feeling is wrong again,” I said chuckling, covering up the heartache I felt, but even though these lips laugh, this heart screams pain.

“Rin, maybe the woman is just his friend, maybe they are both doctors,” said dr. Sinta's. He didn't know it was Farel's fiancee.

“Dok, I'll just go home, the doctor will still do the operation, right?” I almost fell down, because my eyes suddenly twitched.

“Rin, we go home together”

“But what about your operating schedule?”

“Why?” as for me trying to be tough in front of doctor Sinta, I don't want to look weak in front of that woman.

“For you,” he said looking at me with a deep look. Then took me out of the hospital and took me away from there and took me to the park, a little far from the hospital.

“Rin, if you want to cry cry cry, I will accompany you,” he said looking into my eyes that have been filled with water that is ready to spill into this world, I blinked these eyes, I opened them, I don't want to cry in front of the doctor.

“Untu what?” I asked for a small laugh, a forced laugh, though my lips laughed but my heart felt like it was burning.

“FOR THIS UNFAIR LIFE YOU PAST!”he said with a high voice.

To those nasty jerks, Hik ...Hik ..Hik.” Love who cries .

”I feel what you feel Rin, I feel all that . You know .... Why didn't I want to get married until now? It's because my boyfriend is married to the woman his mother chose, it hurts Rin, I hate marriage, I hate men, I'd rather live alone forever.

You're a very strong woman Rin, if I'm in your position, I don't know what I do”

“My eyes are dry Doc, I don't want to cry anymore for it, at least the guilt for this one month, will be gone, I won't, I was thinking that I made a mistake in leaving him without excuse. I thought Farel was looking for me here and there. But if he's married to his fiancee as his family wishes, what can I do, Doc? Will life not go on?" I pretend to be tough.

“Do you love her?” asked the doctor still sobbing from crying earlier.

“Yes, I opened my heart for him. But maybe from this moment , will be closed again”

“How about Virto? the man loves you so much and he has also parted ways with his wife, there is nothing wrong if you start a new life with him.”. Sinta's.

“For now, no longer, I will not choose anyone between the two of them .. Let's go abroad”

“You want Rin, you want to accept my offer?”

“Yes, I will work hard for my three children and forget them all”

“You are a very strong woman Rin, but why am I even feeling so sad you are acting ordinary. I can't stand Hik . hik, I just heard it and just saw it feel so bad, I wouldn't be strong if it was in your position Dr. Rin”. Sinta came back crying what I was going through reminded her of her life experience.

Her boyfriend has been with her for six years. However, choosing another woman, married to the woman of his parents' choice. They talked about marriage with their family. After their relationship ran aground and the marriage they had arranged failed, her mother became ill and died and two weeks her father followed her. The trauma of her loss prevented her from marrying again.

“Maybe Farel's eyes are right Doc, he once told me; 'Loving humans outweighs the Creator's love, a mistake'

Maybe I'm like that. Then I better get away and leave them all. Save a new life for the kids”

“Yes, you're right Rin, I salute you with the rigidity of your heart. I thought you were going to cry out when you saw your husband, which is why I did it when I saw my girlfriend with her new wife. But, this time I want to raise my thumb for your steadfast attitude facing the bitter obstacles of life that you experience”

“I'm also sad, I'm also fragile Doc, this heart also hurts. But I thought, I should be strong for the sake of the children”

“You are right. Let's go and forget it all,” said dr. sinta

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