Love For The Actor

Missing my mother after giving birth

“Rin, after leaving your child in the orphanage, what do you want to do?” ask the doctor as we sit in the park in front of the orphanage.

Now, the one-month-old baby has been taken care of by a nanny who I pay a special salary to care for baby Haikal.

This body sat with the doctor, but, as if my soul seemed to drift somewhere, I sat with the doctor, lifeless, sitting still, sitting still, the words and questions that the beautiful doctor asked, evaporated just like that, without seeping in this brain. The smell of my son's body still lingers on this body, wanting to feel like I'm approaching him in my arms at all times, giving him a mother's breast. But that desire was hard for me to do.

I felt as if I had lost a limb while leaving Haikal there, with him for nine months past the many obstacles of life, and escaped death. Because of him, I received great attention from Farel, I touched this stomach .. There is no more big drumband that I always carry.

“Rin ..!”

Call the doctor wake me up.

“Yes, Doc?”

“If you have a heavy heart to leave your son. Why don't you just work in a parlor, all to take care of Haikal,” said Doctor Sinta, it seems he understands what I think.

“No Doc, it's the same I didn't protect him if we were together,” I said in a weak voice.

“Then what do you want to do?”

“I'll work Doc, to support to my three children”

“Oh, fine, but, do you have a destination?” The doctor looked at me curiously.

I just shook my head, for that moment I had not determined my purpose for leaving.

“I don't know Doc, so far I just want to keep Haikal safe first, maybe I will look for work in Bali area only, what jobs are important halal”

“That's Good Rin, but, if you can not work in a public space, look for a job that is not directly dealing with the crowd, for example a chef, working at PT do not be a supermarket cashier or restaurant waiter. If you work in that section, a week you will definitely find”

“Good, Dok”

“But how about you come with me, to Taiwan Rin, I happen to be and my brother just opened a restaurant there,” said Dr. Sinta's.

“From the first many people who invited me to be TKW there Doc, but I was afraid, it was hard to leave the kids”

“Oh, well I don't want to force, I just want to offer you a job, the decision is in your hands,”.

*

After giving birth to Haikal, not knowing why, my mind always remembered the mother who brought me into this world. I wanted to apologize to her, one word that I wanted to say to her after I gave birth to Haikal. Do not know why, when giving birth to Haikal alone, the figure of my mother also I miss at that time. The pain of ten ribs being broken all at once, that's what I felt during Haikal's birth, different from giving birth to her two brothers, I thought the same thing my mother felt in childbirth.

Although she was not a good mother, for me, but she was still my mother.

So before looking for a job, I decided to go back to Jakarta to see my mother, maybe just say hello and give her a little money.

Because right now, I still have more sustenance. The money and ornament that Eyang gave me I sold and made money, just a necklace that I did not sell that he gave to Haikal . When sold the nominal value is good.

Therefore, I intend to share for my mother, I know how difficult that woman's life is, when I'm not around.

Mom always gets money from me, my mom only has one child from marriage.

At the wedding from first to sixth, the mother had no more children. So I can say I'm the only mother's family.

When giving birth to Haikal, that's when the shadow of the mother always seemed in my mind. I gave birth to Haikal, just as my mother gave birth to me.

Escape to the village because of fear from my first wife. According to the story of the mother, when she gave birth to me into this world, not accompanied by her husband because the father was working outside the city.

I imagined the pain my mother was going through while giving birth to me as well.

So, today, I'm going home to Jakarta, hoping my mom is okay. To visit the mother of course with a perfect disguise, If time allows I will also visit my children later.

For ten months I did not know the news of my mother, there was a longing that greeted the heart when remembering her figure. I'll be home on a night flight from Bali.

I deliberately took a night flight, so that my disguise would not be known.

“Rin, are you sure to go home in such a situation?”

“It's okay, I've been performing like Lady Gaga ni,” I said pointing to the yellow wig I was wearing.

Doctor Santi chuckled when he saw my appearance that looked like a rough bule.

“Suitable kok Rin, your skin is pure white body height so no one realizes that you are Ririn Wulandari,” said Dr. Santi praised.

“But how my body is stretched,” I said pulling a soft belly fold after giving birth.

“Nothing Rin, your age is still young number two five, can still be improved if you are good at taking care of yourself,” he said again.”

It's wear to cover the fat part.” Doctor Sinta, giving elastic return to cover the fat that is hoarded

The beautiful young doctor that night drove me to the airport.

“Thank you Doc, want to take me here”

“It's okay Rin, go see your parents .. be careful.”

“Well Doc, drop Haikal yes, I'm only briefly in Jakarta, see the state of mother, I immediately go home”

“How about your other children?” The beautiful doctor looked at this face seriously.

“If time permits, I will secretly meet them at school, but it is dangerous, I fear Virto is watching them for the sake of searching

my. But for my kids later, I want to see mom first”

“Alright do your best for your mother before it's too late, you're still grateful to have Mother Rin, than I've no Mother,” said Doctor. I just nodded.

Walking left the long-haired doctor, headed for the check-in room at Bali Airport. I was hoping that when I met my mother, I didn't see Virto what else Marisa was.

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