Love For The Actor

Love For The Actor
Meet With Him Again



Tomorrow the beach will be crowded and our lodging will be filled with people attending the festival, a surf sports competition. The most interesting sports for young people.


It was also what made the female employees very excited this morning, because it would meet handsome people from all over Indonesia, because the festival was followed from various regions.


The excitement has been seen on the beach, where the festival will be held, even our inn has begun to be filled with guests who will stay because the festival is held tomorrow. But somehow this heart felt unsettled.


‘Rin calm down, nothing will happen, everything will be fine, ' I said in my heart, trying to calm my heart, my body at this time easily feel tired and often dizzy if standing for long, I chose to sit down, drink a glass of warm milk as an uptake, suddenly an employee approached with a face.


"Sister, I'm excited right now," Tere said with a gregety face, holding back the feeling of pleasure.


"Why?"


"In the western block where the guests of the young children, they are all handsome charismatic, they all the handsome ones just came from Jakarta."


"Oh, what,?"awabku is just.


"Son't I'm in charge of the western block, right?" he said begging, let Mira to the east block, there are most parents, lazy me," Tere said with eyes in a flickering pleading sign.


"Well, do it well, yes."


"Okay, sister" said the curly-haired woman with great pleasure.


After two months, I was officially appointed as a permanent supervisor, an extraordinary position for me, considering that the pilgrimage I have is only the Junior High School, I got the position right now just because of a belief and because of the pity of the doctor's mother for me.


Therefore I will try to maintain that trust well, because I realize a trust is very valuable I also try to be close to all employees.


I also tried to understand Tere and the other kids, because they were all young, still wanting to see the beautiful or the handsome guys, if I wasn't anymore


To me that handsome guy, my son Darma their photos are filling the memory of my current phone.


Tonight we set up a stage in the front yard of the inn to add entertainment, so if there are guests who want to contribute songs, it will increase the excitement, even I was scheduled to perform some songs.


I don't mind , because I used to be a dangdut singer, we always held the stage at various events, I was also a former cafe singer and had a pretty good voice. So tonight, I don't mind entertaining hotel guests.


I also did my job as a supervisor well, making sure every visitor was not lacking anything and getting good service from our hotel.


When he finished going through all the rooms of the inn and was about to go down to the music stage. Suddenly Tere pulled my hand again.


"Let's join kak, they lack a team in the game there is a handsome man asked me to invite brother.”


"What game? Who invited?”


"There's a handsome guy.”


Tere pulled me into one of the saungs in front of the inn, where the guest gathered in a boisterous voice, a guest from Jakarta dominated by young people.


"Sister Ririn is our team!" tere shouted, he joined the game and invited me to join. But, while in that saung, I almost fell backwards in shock.


When I pleaded not to bring the man together again, he was now in front of me, but miraculously when I was shocked to death by meeting him. He looked at me calmly, as if he did not know me and a beautiful woman was writhing spoiled in his arms.


I took a slow breath to stabilize my heart that was still beating violently.


I wish this man amnesia forever and not to remember me, when I ask God not to see them again, maybe God is busy ignoring my request.


Farel Taslan, he was calm as if he did not know me and I really hope, he does not remember me and I think that he really wants to forget me, because there is already a beautiful woman with him. From the way she treated him, I thought that beautiful woman was his lover.


I'm trying to be professional.


"Ok our team is fit," said a man who looked more mature.


A handsome man approached and introduced himself named Dimas, this handsome man who became my partner in their game.


"What game is this?" I whispered to Dimas who was standing next to me.


"Don't know, he said the traditional game of love rope."


When I heard his name, I laughed, because it reminded me of this rope game.


"Did Ririn know?"ask Tere the most fussy.


I'm nodding. "But it's a game for lovers the problem is we both ..."


Dimas laughed "Yes right, that brother who chose to stick around they all brought a partner while I didn't."


"How about we just step back and we go to the stage, sing one or two songs?” I said to take the big, tall man away from Farel.


Dimas nodded in agreement. "Well, what game is this? tie it with a rope. I just back off, I'm the same Sister Ririn just want to sing,” said Dimas left his friends.


We both left people who had partners, I breathed a sigh of relief, for not joining Farel. I felt suddenly that my leg knees were shaking from meeting the man I had avoided the most in this world.


I held back from being ordinary in front of him, but it was very difficult, I had tried earlier, not to look at him or meet him in the eye. But what happened, he looked at me with a meaningful gaze that I couldn't understand made me even more frustrated.


"Are we going to sing here?" tanya Dimas pointed at the music stage in front of the inn.


"Yes, you go first, yes, I'll catch up with you and I'll finish my job first."


"Ok, ok, Mommy."


I went to the bathroom and sat limp on the toilet,


"Why ….? Why did I have to see him again?" I'm desperate, it's hard to pretend I don't know him, after everything we've been through, two months ago he still lives with me under one roof, there was no way I could pretend to be calm in front of him.


After washing my face and taking a breath out of my nose and exhaling from my mouth, I hoped the little ritual would ease my nervousness. However, the result was the same, my heart was still beating uncharacteristically, even as I wanted to stand my knees were still shaking.


The arrival of Farel to the island of Toros was like a nightmare to me. But, I have to overcome it, I promised my children I will live a good life, after being able to calm down, I came out of the bathroom.


Again this heart, made almost dislodged by him, when out of the bathroom Farel, was waiting for me at the bathroom door.


"Do you want to escape again?”


“No, I just want to go to the bathroom.”


Dag .. Dig ..Dug …


The sound of this heartbeat is getting kicked, like a drum in a hammer. Why did I have to meet Farel again, after I tried so hard to get away from him? ‘Yes God can't I live happily?’ I said in my heart.


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