Love For The Actor

What You're Hiding From Me

“Ririn, are you okay?” his face looked pale when he saw me hugging my stomach.

“Ririn …. Are you still-”

“Do not touch me!” I threw out Farel's hand, I walked with the pain in my hand with my stomach, leaving Farel in confusion. His eyes were still staring at me, not knowing what he was thinking of me right now.

I walked to the room I was in, poured a glass of water to gulp it down, I hope he's okay. My hand stroked the stomach that was still painful, the smooth movements had started to feel.

The fetus that used to want me to disappear is now still residing in this womb. He's the most magical little guy, because no matter how big I used to want to drop him, he stays strong and stays.

Even the night I escaped from Farel two months ago, she still held firm in my womb. That night, I ran from Farel's apartment to the highway chasing a vegetable tub car and jumped in and I collapsed. I didn't care about her the fetus in my womb that night.

I already thought that I was in a rage, that anger and hatred towards Farel made me hate him, to the point that I wanted to throw him away a few times. But as much as I try. It stays afloat, as if he wants to say ‘ Mother let me see this world’

When I passed out and at the help of the doctor's mother, the woman awakened me, she also gave me advice that made me stop to abort. The doctor said that night;

“Rin, he is also entitled to live.”

“I hate my dad so much Doc, I'm in a trap and-”

“Therefore, let him live, I am sure he will wipe away your tears someday, and he will also change the destiny of your life, let him live don't let you sin twice.”

“Kok twice Doc?”

“You are pregnant out of wedlock just a sin, moreover you will kill him you will be more sinful for the second time.”

“But I was framed Doc,” said I defended myself.

“There is a reason we are trapped , if you do evil to others, then evil will also come to you. Therefore, do not let regret make you shackle you, you have to make the right decision in your life, by raising this child lovingly.”

The long advice from the doctor made me realize, and feel guilty for wanting to kill a child who had no sin, since then I decided to make peace with myself, intending to raise himself without needing to hold Farel accountable.

“Alright Doc, I'll try.”

“Stay at Mother's place, you will be comfortable and can calm down in sani. But remember ….! you have to keep the fetus in your uterus well, never think to get rid of it again,” Doctor threatens firmly.

“Good Doc,” said me at the time, then the doctor's mother and her husband drove me to Toro island and I work here comfortably. Then why the happy moment and the peaceful moment that I feel only for a moment?

Now the man I hate is coming back to ruin my life. I wish my pregnancy wasn't known to Farel, I don't need her, I don't even want to have any more contact with her, I can raise a baby in my womb without her, I just want to live peacefully not want to be kicked out by anyone.

I was still sitting on the side of the bed rubbing my stomach trying to calm him, at the age of my womb is currently entering the fourth month over two weeks, can still be hidden through looser clothes. However, if you have been wearing ordinary clothes small mounds have begun to look .

While sitting rubbing the stomach, a knock on the door was heard from the door. I thought it was Farel following me.

“What else is it people? hopefully he did not suspect me earlier,” my mumble was small, before standing up I tidied up the uniform I was wearing, making sure the uniform did not show this body shape.

Taking a deep breath, then exhaling from the mouth, with a little courage that I gathered. I direction this hand pressed the handle of the room door, I breathed a sigh of relief it was not Farel.

“Mbak is okay?” rita asked, looking at my face with concern, some employees who are close to me, know my condition is pregnant.

“It's okay, just a little limp, can you replace me? I'm dizzy,” I said looking for an excuse, actually I just want to avoid Farel.

“Alright, but who is the man Ma'am?”

“He's just a friend, it's just a misunderstanding.”

“Yes, I've just slept, let me just replace.”

“Thanks Rit.”

“It's okay, madam, that slender woman left my room.

I lost my appetite tonight, I don't feel hungry, I intend to sleep. Just wanted to take off my work uniform.

Hc .. Tok ..

I just pulled the shawl over the chest, because my clothes I was wearing I removed the top button. ‘Rita forgot to ask lock’ murmured ku’

I fell silent, my guess was wrong, not Rita who asked for the key. But Farel stood with his hand against the door.

“Are you okay ....?” Farel stared at this body full of investigation.

“Only my stomach acid hurts.”

“Let me check,” He pushed the door

“No need, I've taken medicine.”

“A-a-I want to talk to you briefly.” Farel spoke stammeringly, there was something in his brain that made him so curious, his eyes still fixed on this part of the stomach.

“I want to sleep.”

“Just a minute.” Farel, still holding the door leaf with one hand.

“I'm so tired today Mr. Farel, we'll talk tomorrow only.”

“You will escape me again, I know that ..”

Seeing Farel's coercive attitude, it made me feel irritated.

“At this time, I want to take a shower Mr. Farel, look at my clothes I've opened, you're not asking me out without clothes, are you?”

“I'm just for a minute. What are you trying to hide from me?” Again Farel's eyes stared at this part of the stomach.

I tried to be very calm, so he wouldn't get suspicious.

“Besok only Sir, I want to take a shower first.”

“Alright, let's talk tomorrow if you don't escape.”

I just nodded slowly and calmly in front of Farel, I hope with me to be calm, he does not suspect me anymore.

After closing the door again I leaned limply against the door leaf, meeting Farel this time made me seem to lose energy.

*

When morning comes, I wake up early as I do, I want to walk by the beach, enjoy the beachfront view, that's what I do every morning. When I opened the door, Farel was already sitting there.

‘What is he doing here? has he been waiting since night?’ I asked in my heart, because the clothes he was wearing were the same as the clothes he was wearing when he met me last night.

“What are you doing here?” my hand pulled the clothes I was wearing to cover my stomach.

“A-a-I'm waiting for you,” Farel said his eyes look swollen, maybe he did not sleep tonight 'cause keep me from escaping.

“I just want to exercise, talk later.”

“I'm just for a minute, you made me wait one night.”

“I didn't ask dad to wait for me’ right?”

“I mean it's not like that, you just need to answer me.”

“What forcing is indeed the habit of father?” manya reply.

“I just want to know. What are you hiding?”

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