Love For The Actor

Everyone's cynical look

Seeing the commotion and chaos in the room, his entire family came into the room. They're all curious

"What exactly happened?" asked Oldest brother Farel with a puzzled look. The tall man looked at me.

I could not see everyone's gaze on me, as if around a horde of angry wolves, who were ready to attack and tear my body apart.

I'm like a rabbit that goes into an angry wolf's den.

Virto stood up, he stayed away after giving me treatment. However, Farel's sharp gaze on me has not receded as well, either,

Though at this moment, he was all I needed in this kind of situation, when all his family were looking at me with bullying gazes, even Farel was angry as well.

Of the many people, only Mas Virto looked at me with a concerned look, but he could not do much, in the current situation, he could only be silent.

Feeling very dizzy again, kneading the forehead that feels very dizzy.

"Rin, you must be tired, just rest in my room," asked Farel to take her to his room.

He asked the housekeeper to clean the broken plate, he also asked his family to come out, so I could rest.

'I hope when I open my eyes later, not in this house anymore' I said in my heart I chose to sleep.

*

When I opened my eyes, it turned out that my prayer was not answered, I was still in Farel's house, precisely in the room of the man who owned the brown eyeball, I could tell, if it was Farel's room, that was Farel's, there are photos on the table and wall.

On the wall is attached a fairly large size photo, photo Farel with a beautiful woman with a typical eastern face, her face is very beautiful and nose pointed. I'm sure the woman is her fiance, seen in the photo they both showed off the engagement ring.

I wasn't angry about it, because from the beginning, I already knew, if the man already had a fiancee, he was also a doctor and I caught him calling him several times. I can't be angry, though, that I'm married to Farel.

I just hope that the beautiful woman will be able to accept the Farel child that I was born with

I tried to sit, an infusion was attached to my arm, giving me the strength to sit.

In that room there was no one, when I woke up I felt very hungry again.

'Oh, I'm hungry'

Pulling the infusion hose in the hand and trying to vent out of the room, to look for food even though the nutritional intake of the infusion is there into this body.

However, I still felt very hungry, did not want to starve to death, I fought that fear and came out. However, when I wanted to go to the kitchen, I heard Farel at his family's court.

“Do you want to embarrass this family? How can you impregnate a woman whose origins are unclear. You're a doctor Farel Taslan!” Shouted his father, in the living room.

I heard the man's voice, yelling at Farel. Instantly this body trembled, hearing that anger.

I'm looking for another way down to get some food, not wanting to get through the big family meeting, Farel's house is huge like a palace, so, so, to get down from the third floor to the bottom have another staircase from the side.

I came out quietly from the stairs to the back and penetrated the highway, fortunately in the pocket of the clothes I was wearing there was twenty thousand dollars that had been scuffed, across the street is a small shop selling meatballs.

Exit quietly by way of sneaking and towards the striped gate . I finally got to the meatballs.

Asking his brother to make one bowl, I was like a dog that was not fed for a week, eating very voraciously. To the extent that the meatball brother was confused when he saw me.

'"Okay, just eat slowly Neng," said the brother of the meatball who saw the eating greedily.

Hand filled with wounds made the salesman's brother stare with pity.

"Sow from home, Bang," I replied at will, the dark-skinned man's face, stiffening at once, as if he were afraid.

"Cock, run?"

"Berantem same people home, make one more bangkok Bang, I have not eaten for two days"

"Ha! two days? Oh my pity, even though Mbak is pregnant," he said looking at me with concern.

I just laughed wryly in my heart, when I saw the meatball seller's man feeling sorry for me.

I was thinking. Did those brothers still feel sorry for me, when they found out who I was? I asked in my heart, wanting to feel like I was laughing out loud releasing this raging feeling in my heart. Got the title of actor, made my life journey like hell.

The path of life I live is so complicated I feel like my life has been cursed. Cursed will not be happy. Since childhood has been miserable, to adulthood, still miserable.

Spending two bowls of meatballs makes you have more energy, the desire to escape from Farel, there is a chance. But where am I going? I don't have a place that can hold me.

If I go home, I'm sure, my mom will kick me out on the street, in shame.

If I go home to my children's father, he might accept, because I know Dimas still loves me.

However, it will hurt the children, they will feel embarrassed because their mother is pregnant out of wedlock.

Pressure after pressure they will hear from their father's family, they will insult me in front of my children and their hearts will be hurt.

‘I don't want it to happen, better, I die on the streets, than my children are embarrassed because I’ I said in my heart, wanting to run away, but not knowing where to go.

Now that I was in confusion, I really did not want to go back to the Farel family home, seeing Marisa's gaze made me unable to breathe.

While sitting in silence, suddenly someone held my shoulder.

"Happy?"

Farel found me in a meatball stall, he probably saw a cctv attached around his house.

"Not yet, can I order one more bowl, I'm still hungry, I didn't have enough money"

Farel, taking a deep breath, asked for another bangkok for me. I didn't offer it, I'm sure rich people like them, wouldn't eat, roadside food like I eat.

"You don't have any intention of running away anymore, do you?" farel asked me.

"No, I'm just starving, I'm afraid to eat at your house" I said.

Now I regret, earlier, less quickly to escape, re-enter the house of the Farel family will make this life like hell again.

“Eat slowly, later you will,” said Farel pulled a few sheets of tissue through the chair he will sit on. The rich are free ….

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