Love For The Actor

Confession of love

Finally Farel wanted me to persuade him to go home, he was more convinced, when I asked him to help bring the collection of clothes that Sinta brought during Fashion Week a few days ago.

Farel helped me carry some big suitcases and Sinta already brought some suitcases first to Bali

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After flying for tens of hours from Paris, we finally arrived in Bali and chose one of the hotels, I deliberately chose near the hospital that was mentioned Joshua, he said, I intend to get Farel to the hospital.  After tidying up some big suitcases, feeling tired, feeling my body helpless, luckily we arrived at noon in Bali, I laid this body on the bed and it turns out Farel also followed me. After a while he lay down he said;

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"You always drive me crazy, from this moment on, you will be my prisoner until you find my son" said Farel, tilting his body to pull this palm, and then making his cheekstring.

Her face looked very sad, a second later, I felt a warm liquid running down the back of my hand. When I looked around, the handsome-looking man cried. I let the man finish his sad feelings, my heart was sad to see him too, but be patient I will definitely take the boy to him, I just need the right time, he said, I don't want my hard work to go to waste.

"I miss you guys so much Rin, I really hope one day to see my son" she said in a trembling voice.

"I'm sorry," I said.

Seeing him cry like that, I thought that I was a very bad person, for keeping a child away from his biological father, even though there was a part of my heart that felt sorry for Farel. However, there was a much stronger part of the heart that refused to confess to Farel. So I had a headache, because of the inner conflict, I was afraid of everything I saw at the moment and I heard, just a mirage, I was afraid I was disappointed later, be alert for the moment, be alert for the moment, natural thing, until I find out all the truth.

Farel fell asleep, I let him sleep. However, not with me, I kept thinking about how I would behave for now.

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Seeing Farel fall asleep on my palm, I pushed his body slowly, but the man who worked as a doctor woke up, looking at me for a long time with his eyes that looked red, because he had slept well.

"Don't try to escape from me, Ririn"

"I can't move your head heavy, my palms ache" I said looking for an excuse.

"Let it be like this, I want to sleep" Farel said, closing his eyes. But I feel uncomfortable.

"I want to go to the bathroom, I want to pee" I said, letting go of my hand.

I have known Farel for a long time, but, I have not been able to understand the meaning of his eyes , that look sometimes I cannot understand.

“Why?”

"I just don't get used to being seen like that, I feel ashamed too,” I said.

"Shame on me? it's not that much, I told you . You're my wife and my son's mother, should you still be ashamed?”

“It is natural Mr. Farel, I am just an ordinary woman who can be groggy if seen a man,” I said turned this face away.

“Rin …! Can't you love me? I love you so much I don't know why, I love you so much, when there are many beautiful women around me. However, ever since I knew you four years ago, since that night, I've been in love with you, even I feel like I'm cursed. Because I miss you so much all the time,” Farel said looking at me deeply in the eyes it looked very sincere.

The confession of love that Farel did did not necessarily make me believe it, even I did not know it was sincerity or just pretend. Too often wounded are let down by men, making my heart hard as a rock, hard to believe for some things.

I just smiled a little at Farel”Do you want to drink something?” I wanted to stand up, but his hand pulled my body down.

“What's that hard to accept my love?” farel asked putting his chin on this shoulder, now the hard muscular body was hugging this body, from behind.

“I can't answer Mr. Farel” yet

“Do not call me with that call. Just call me papi or dad, or abi , that is, don't treat me like a Rin” stranger

“I'm not used to it, maybe if he was, maybe I'd call you that”

In a hotel room in Bali.

Then how about it, I can't answer yes, just like that. What if he is married, and already has children, isn't my life getting tragic, later?

"Yes, I'm so hungry," I said hoping he would take me out to eat, I thought seeing the outside atmosphere would make this brain clear thinking.” “I want to go out to see the location of the boutique was”

“For what?”

"I want to work, want to see the location of the boutique”

"No need to work, I will meet all your needs.”  I was shocked to hear it, not that a few days ago he supported me, but why this time he came back like a killer, he always thought, that I would run away.

"It's not just for me, there are many mouths that I have to feed Mr... If I don't work, father , my mother and my two children how”

"Then take me to meet your parents and children"

"A-a-what, it can't be , I'm not ready,” I said weakly, it would be a lot of trouble if Farel asked to meet with my family, Dimas said my father still often satang home with my ex-mother-in-law.

Farel sat down in a crouch again, then he said with a wounded face.

"Why can't you love me even a little Ririn, I've been waiting for you to love me for five years, tell me how you want to love me and take me to your family”

"Pak Farel ak -"

"Please, don't do that to me Rin, I'm human too, I need to be loved and loved" Farel said.

It's not that I don't want me to be very happy if Haikal meets him, but I need time, until all that was said was true if he was really not married and his family would accept us both. I just kept quiet and looked at Farel

"Your eyes often make me wrong guess, the look in your eyes makes me think that you are in love with me, when you are not,” said Farel, he took off the shirt he was wearing, finally the wound on the shoulder was faintly visible to me.

"What happened to your shoulder?' ask me to vent.

"That's a wound .. a real proof, for all my love for you, I hope you believe me,” Farel said

Didn't want him to think I was always cold and didn't care about him

I asked." Who?"

"You"

"I ...?"

"You don't believe me that I'm really in love with you Rin, it's early to approach you to avenge my brother. But as time went on I fell in love with you"

"Are you in an accident? When's? Where" I asked, when I saw the scar on that shoulder.

“Yes when you left the house, that night, after I got away from those thugs, I looked for you everywhere, from night even to morning, around all the places, I looked for you, I'm exhausted from looking for you and having a single accident. I was exhausted, then hit the road barrier and my car plunged off the bridge at Senen Central Jakarta. So don't you ever think, don't do anything for you Rin, I also almost lost my life and I was almost a year in the hospital to get recovery. Can't you trust me yet?”

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