Love For The Actor

Just want to live quietly

PART 35'S

Just Want to Live Calmly

I had to leave Dr. Farel, hope that guy doesn't see me again.

I hope to God, if we ever meet he forgets me and the child I bear.

I did not expect Farel to be part of this journey in life.

Why do you always run away from Farel when he has been good at looking after you? There may be such a question.

Look; because I lost faith in many people, including Farel, because when this heart started to believe there were many things that made me doubt.

One of them is the brother who wants to eliminate me.

Finally the black minibus left the motel. I left Farel still sleeping, because of the influence of the drink I gave him.

The car we were riding in would carry up to the port a considerable distance away, after driving for about an hour, finally arriving at the port.

When we got out of the car, we were told to rush into a small boat.

"Why are they all acting so hastily and fearfully?"manya curious.

"They avoid thugs in this village, just look at it later if you don't rush away, some village thugs will come and ask for rations"

When we all got on the ship and the engine was turned on, sure enough some men ran to the harbor, even shouting for a stop, to stop, chasing all the way to the shore.

My eyes immediately glared in panic, the person who had locked me that night was there as well, I could not forget the face of the crazy thugs who had almost lost their lives.

Very grateful, because they can avoid them, a little late, maybe they will also transport me also with the beer they will loot.

"Thank God we survived" said the ship's captain after being at sea. With the happy faces of the beautiful women on board.

"What is your name, we have not had the acquaintance before," said a woman with a butterfly tattoo on her left shoulder, she was seen as a senior among the women.

"I'm Ririn Mbak,” I replied casually, dealing with women like them is common to me.

“Lu again bunting?” ask a woman who is holding a cigarette.

“Hire of?

Paid how much?,”tippal a look like a thug.

"Over where is the same mommy, what flowers?"

"No Tea, I'm not a mommy, I just happen to want to hitch a ride to Bali and pay more to the motel owner, ' said I tried to be friendly even though the woman looks songong.

If at that time I did not bring this small drumband, I have taken the duel to all of them, because I was bunting So I chose the safe way, be polite and give in for the common good.

They all think I'm a night butterfly like them, I've been converted, I used to be from the same world as them, but now it's worse … bunting without a husband even in pursuit of someone else's wife.

But looking at my current state, I don't know what this self is called.

Bunting without a husband is something I didn't want to do long ago, but the vision of fate paints a different thing, I'm pregnant with a man who wants me gone.

"Oh, I think a flower too," he said cynically.

Regular flower calls are aimed at them, the comfort woman or the evening woman, there is usually a call depending on the price of the fare, and how many customers he can serve in one night.

When a call woman gets a lot of customers, she will be given a special nickname, of course, will get special treatment from the pimps as the boss, or commonly called mami.

Usually if she is beautiful, their mother, will give her the name red rose, if she booked the officials will be named blue orchid.

I can understand the codes and symbols they use and use because I've been there.

After boarding the boat for a few hours, finally, arrived in Bali.

the first thing I looked for was a hotel owned by the doctor's mother, lucky sir Bayu branch manager already knows me.

"Hey Rin's Holidays?"

"No sir, please lend me your phone connection to Mom, I don't want her to worry, because I disappeared without news,” I said hurriedly.

The guy with the glasses just kept looking at me.

After telling Bayu, finally the man gave his cell phone, sure enough the middle-aged lung woman worried me a lot, when she knew I was missing.

"So now are you okay Rin?”

ask the doctor's mom on the other end of the phone, I'm lucky to have a very good boss .

"Yes, I'm good, ma'am, I want to work here alone, afraid of those thugs, looking for me again" I said.

"Alright, you're there, your belongings, I'll send, take good care of your baby" replied the doctor's mother turned off the phone.

After leaving Doctor Farel, now that I am in Bali, I will work and re-civilize myself on the island of the Gods.

Wishing my escape this time, not being found by Farel, this is really from the heart, I don't want that man, hurting myself and my baby, for me Farel

wounds that are hard to heal.

Not to be hypocritical, but, I just want to forget the bleak past.

Before, if I didn't bunting, I wanted a new life. Where people know me, Ririn, the young widow of two children, just got there.

There are no frills of former night butterflies, former mistresses of people, former barmaid, former bar singer.

I want to throw all those bad predicates out of my life. However, it will be difficult because right now, in this body there is a life that I must take care of and I must protect

Seriate....