
The tired face is clearly visible in Mr. Satrio, after his magrib immediately rested until he missed the dinner schedule. How not to get tired, almost half of the day is passed by taking an angkot with me. And the other half he worked seriously with his teammates at his land office.
Black flash
" I want to rest for a while, today I am very tired," said Mr. Satrio before laying down on our bedroom bed.
" Are you angry because I took you around riding an angkot ?" I was uncomfortable because Mr. Satrio looked exhausted.
" No...just I've never been in an angkot before, so it's a new experience for me" replied Mr. Satrio a little nervously to me.
" Don't put it to heart, we are still in the process of recognition and adjustment. I hope we are patient with each other in our attitudes and habits. You want to do that ? for our household. For our happiness and that of our children,"
Mr. Satrio kissed my forehead, then broke down while hugging me.
Flash off
Many times Mr. Satrio's phone vibrated the sign of an incoming call. From Adrian and sometimes change Adry. I deliberately did not accept it, because I felt that the phone was privately owned, even though I was his wife I was not entitled to receive calls for him.
I dialed Adry's number, I chose Adry's because I was uncomfortable with Adrian. His always cold attitude made me hesitate to call him.
" Hello ma.....Is papa there ? We called Papa ignored, ", said Adry.
" Papa's resting, is there a message ? mama Arin will tell you," I told Adry.
The sound of the phone changing hands. This time it wasn't Adry speaking but Adrian.
" Do you have no heart ? Our mother is in treatment but you and papa are gone. Is your heart made of stone ? lost his humanity ? I've asked you kindly so that you are merciful to a losing opponent. But you ignored him !'
" Adrian is not...mama .....,"
" Are you deliberately keeping Papa away from us ? Keep papa away from my mama ? Cut Adrian to attack me with all his quick sentences.
I'm not in charge of Adrian's charges. In my little heart there is nothing to keep Adrian and Adry away from Mr. Satrio. When it comes to Mbak Asri I only forbid Pak Satrio to pay excessive attention to Mbak Asri. I agree to all the maintenance costs of Asri mbak covered by Mr. Satrio, which I do not agree Mr. Satrio always keep from the morning, day and night accompanying Asri mbak. Am I wrong ?
" You turned out to be a smile on the face but behind us, you stabbed us by taking papa completely for you and your sisters," the voice of Adrian's call was immediately cut off.
Is that their view of me all along ? I'm just a woman who ruined the happiness of their mama and their family ? Wasn't I the one that Satrio ignored all this time ? When I was twice pregnant and giving birth, I never felt close to Mr. Satrio. Even all my own expenses are worked out. It was only a short while when I was pregnant with Thavisa but then Mr. Satrio unilaterally left me without caring for me and my children. Isn't Mr Satrio close to me just this two months ? That's because he was disappointed with Asri. I held back my own tears, in silence because I didn't want Mr. Satrio to know about everything. I really don't want everything to get messed up and heated up because of my complaints against Mr. Satrio. I came out of the room and also went out into the courtyard to get some fresh air and to let me cry freely without Mr. Satrio knowing.
" Mr Arin...why cry ?" henry asked suddenly came to me from the direction of the road. I just realized the car in front of my house is Henry's car.
" Henry why did you come here ? Hurry home ! I asked Henry. I was confused by Henry's arrival - arriving. Worried Mr. Satrio got up and saw us.
" Henry please, come home. I only miss my mother" I replied, looking at Henry.
" It's because Ma'am Arin is sad. I accidentally passed in front of Madam Arin's house, I from buying cooking. Want ? henry asked as if he didn't care if there was Mr. Satrio in my house.
" Henry please.. go home ! Help me to be calm in my life ! I cried with a voice mixed with tears.
" Mr Arin is calm I do love Mbak Arin but the desire to pursue Mbak Arin is extinct," 12,,,, the,,,
" Well, I'll go home, I'll call you in a minute" replied Henry calmly stepping out of the yard to his car parked across the street.
Henry was still looking at me as he moved forward with his car. My tears are breaking more and more, I really feel alone now. Moreover, Tough and Thavisa are not in my arms. Who am I supposed to lean on now ? I was hurt by the words Adrian gave me. Didn't expect the extremely reserved Adrian to be such a pity when speaking.
My tears flowed like a raging universe with its thunderstorms and lightning falling to the earth. Tightness was felt in my chest, and the crying was still going on. Can't I just be happy for a second ?
" Dik Rin....why outside ? Cold air. Get in ! " satrio's advice to me.
" You're crying ? asked Mr. Satrio look jolted to see me cry like rainfall. He led me inside to our room. Just keep leading me until we sit on the side of the bed next to each other without pause. My cry is getting bigger even without a sound but my body is trembling with tears.
" Do you love her so much that you cry like this ? ask Mr. Satrio gently.
I widened my eyes to oppose what he had in mind. It's not because of Henry that I cry like this. Not because I had feelings of love for Henry, I cried like this.
" I will make you happy in our household. If we're happy you'll forget you ever loved him" advises Mr. Satrio.
" Stop your crying ! kasian baby in your womb will cry. "the soft advice of Mr. Satrio to me.
" I promise, I'll make you forget it in a way that makes you happy. Let's open a new leaf leaving the past for our happiness, our household," continued Mr. Satrio while kissing the top of my head.
" Sir, Rin I really hope for you a lot, in our household. I have failed in marriage, children have been victims of our quarrels, of our divorces. I promise to make you and our children happy. What a home I had yesterday as a learning for us," a clear voice was heard from Mr. Satrio as if an information we should run and we obeyed.
Mr. Satrio turned to his mobile phone that vibrated because of a call from Adrian.
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