Just A Wedding

Chapter 87

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Not a few minutes later he reopened his doors.

" My parents loved each other, there was no third person in their lives. A very happy family, my mother always obeyed all my wishes because I was just a child. I crave a family like my mom and dad who love each other and fill each other up. I chose Asri, because I thought he could realize my wish to live happily as a husband and wife and family. But it was not." Mr. Satrio told me in a soft voice.

" I've failed in my household with Asri, with you I don't want to fail anymore. I really left myself to you in Rin, completely......... I was really scared, divorced again. The pain I can't express. Not only was I injured but Adrian and Adry were also devastated by our divorce," Netra Pak Satrio contained a cloud - a cloud that was preparing to hum with a cry, but she endured. Blinked - flickering his netra so as not to spill on his cheek.

" Do you regret getting divorced from Mbak Asri ? tanyaku powerless with lamented Mr. Satrio seemed to suffer far from Mbak Asri and his family who used to. I realized I was just new to him.

" I know Asri is always angry with me because I always put my mother first in everything. One day, my mom asked me to accompany her because my dad couldn't drive her to my aunt's house in .. (a city outside Java in central Indonesia). I left Asri for eight days pregnant nine months, Adrian was hospitalized. Asri was very young, every day she always cried asking me to go home soon. Until now, I couldn't forgive myself because the guilt always stopped. "

I don't know what feelings Mr. Satrio has in his heart right now. But why does his story make thin and fine lines in my heart. I'm hurt by his past stories with Ms. Asri. It seems clear he really loves Mbak Asri, although often he said he did not love Mbak Asri anymore. What am I supposed to do ? Should I go back to my original goal ? Living only with my children ? I cannot live in the shadows of their memories, Asri and Satrio.

" If you ask me, do I regret divorce from Asri my answer is no. Cheating is not allowed for any reason. I'm the only one who's an unfaithful man, let alone a wife, a mother. I got divorced from Asri because she cheated on me not because I loved my mom more like my first divorce with Asri. Only I ask for your understanding, to forget Asri so easily is too difficult for me."

" If you still can not forget Ma'am Asri, I will still lose mas.....So maybe I should back off." I said my wish. Because from the beginning I was ready for everything.

" No. Don't be like that. Our duty is to be together so that I can escape Asri. You can see for yourself, I tried hard to no longer touch and relate to Asri again. If you also stay away from me, I don't have a grip. All this time what made me strong was because of my responsibility as your husband and father of Tangguh and Thavisa. I've said enough Adrian and Adry broken home products that often see their parents quarrel. I don't want Tough and Thavisa to go through the same thing. That's my promise to you."

" My and Asri's divorce greatly affected Adrian and Adry. Although it looks cute but Adry's attitude is now more quiet. I'm also afraid Adrian's study was affected. Especially now Adrian is participating in the acceleration program, working on thesis and lecture S2. I don't want to because of our divorce, study the degenerate children." Mr. Satrio's face reddened with tears could not be held out free from his granary.

Mr. Satrio's hand grabbed the cellphone in his pocket. Incite a number make a phone call on Adry unanswered then switch on Adrian.

" Yeah.pa," Adrian's voice greeted Mr. Satrio courteously.

" Is Adry asleep ? ask Mr. Satrio gently.

" Yes Pa, it's been....... Adrian is doing a job. Adrian hangs up," Adrian's voice stamped.

" Adrian .....are you crying ? Your voice is raucous ?" asked Mr. Satrio in a surprised voice. He rose from the ground and rest on my lap.

"No pa,"

" Don't lie to papa. Papa go there now if you're not honest,"

" Mom......,"

" What happened to your mom ? " ask Mr. Satrio who is like a confusion with the current situation. But the netra he led me to ask for my understanding.

" Mama just came and complained. Mama's expectations are very high in order to come back with papa. Mama still loves you so much, "Satrio reflexes turned to me for listening to Adrian's story.

I am currently in a whirlpool that powerfully drowned in an instant. I have no power to be in such a situation. I want to run and run away. If I could turn the clock around, I would never have chosen to receive a proposal from Mr. Satrio.

" Mommy apologized to us, because mom, Papa and mom got divorced. Mama promised, will restore the situation as before, we become a happy family again. Mama...mama..kneel on me and Adry apologizes." crying voice also heard along with the story of Adrian. Satrio could not hold back his tears either. While I was just staring motionless I didn't know what I was going to do.

" Pa.., Papa also deserves to be happy. Therefore we allow Papa to remarry and divorce from mama.Papa do not worry about mama, Adrian sure mama still can not accept the fact papa divorced mama. Adrian and Adry apologized to papa without compromising our respect and affection for papa. We'll always support you no matter how you are." Adrian's voice was held back.

" Sorry pa.....Mom really alone just has us. If papa, Adrian believes papa will be strong because it has Him (which he means is me), Tough and Thavisa moreover there is Oma Elly and Opa Hardian who always provide support for papa. "

Mr. Satrio sat on the side of the bed with his face down and hands that still hold the cellphone but not in a calling position. The phone is falling slowly down. He looked down..continue to bow.tangis sniffled without sound. His body trembled because of the sobbing cry that made no sound. Why do I also cry to feel the pain he felt. I want to scream like him too.

Seriate..........