Just A Wedding

Chapter 2

Mas Ravi smiled at my arrival, and I replied with a sweet smile.

" It's been a while ?" while putting the bag. I sat in the chair opposite Mas Ravi.

" It's good" she replied by looking at me and smiling again. "I have a trip out of town, to Bandung maybe up to two weeks. I'll be home for a while, too". After my sitting position, I faced him.

" What's so sudden ?" I wonder because it is not usually a sudden task like this.

" There was a visit to the headquarters. I have to accompany the manager."

Silent moment. After the food arrived we did not discuss what - what because mas Ravi did not like to eat by chatting. Not good he said.

Mas Ravi is the man who has been with me for seven years. His face was like that of a Javanese man in general. Black sweet with a height of 180 cm, making it look more and more dashing.

Indeed, I did not really expose Ravi kekeman - my friend or my family at the request of Ravi mas. I agree - just agree. It's better this way that our relationship is smooth.

I don't really care about people. It is my age that has entered the head of three that I should have a family and have children.

Mas Ravi never stopped marriage with me. So did I. My tongue grumbles, whenever I want to ask or ask how our relationship is. Honestly, I want to get married too. I want to have a funny kid - funny. But Ravi never discussed marriage with me. He is always busy with his work. The person who wants to be a successful person.

Every time we meet. Mas Ravi always told me about his work. Why am I always a loyal listener to him ? Give her spirit. Help him complete his tasks - his duties as head of the planning division.

Like today's meeting with him. Mas Ravi said he would accompany his manager out of town and would stop by his hometown. It was as if there was a gap for me to discuss a deeper issue in our relationship.

" Don't want to take me ?" I doubt it with Ravi

" It's strange that you are Rin, this is a service trip not traveling" Mas Ravi replied in surprise at my wishes

" Mas Ravi is going to go to the house of the mother, I want to join you to meet the mother, can you ?" half pressed me on Ravi mas and stared at his black netra

Ravi's flat face immediately beckoned me for the answer I was about to hear. My heart immediately shrunk. I immediately lowered my face feeling embarrassed by what I asked just now. A word of rejection that I will receive has not been thrown from the mouth of Ravi. My heart was already sliced first.

" Don't Rin, I'm not ready to go that way, yet,"

" Give me time Rin........I want to succeed first.........I want to make a career first..........". Mas Ravi's voice was restrained and slowly answered my question

" I want to have a child. Just like my friends," I asked in a sad tone. " I want to marry you. Just like other women who have husbands," back in a clear tone I said the sentence and looked at Netra mas Ravi.

Without me noticing, those words were coming out of my mouth. I also don't know why my deep desire should only be me. Shouldn't have come out of my mouth for Ravi. It just came out. Like water soaring high in the source of the desert oasis.

My feelings raged between confusion and relief from being able to say what I wanted all along.

I don't know I don't know. I was wrong or not, conveying my wishes to Ravi mas. But can I not, who am thirty-one and thirty-two soon, desire a marriage ? Especially for a partner who has been in a relationship for a long time ?

I am also more embarrassed by my words to Ravi. I raised my face to strengthen my heart to look at Ravi. Just a long, heavy breath that Ravi gave me. His face remained flat and calm.

Mas Ravi stood up from the seat with a reasonable movement. Like I didn't hear what I just said. As if nothing had happened. As if I didn't know my turbulent feelings.

" I have to pack now. Tomorrow morning - early in the morning I'm leaving." Mas Ravi did not look at me and said in his flat voice. As if I wasn't in front of him.

I can't say anything. Only the gaze of the eyes continued to see him, until Ravi mas out of this cafe.

I still sat quietly. Trying to hold back my tears that are getting bigger. The notification on my HP reads. I saw a notification from M Banking indicating that there was money coming in on my account.

...Soon my HP sounded again. There's a WA message from Ravi. I read it with disappointment...

..." I just transferred money to pay you food and pocket money for two weeks I'm out of town." ...

...Always in this way mas Ravi diverted our quarrels. Sometimes I refuse to give it. The money given to Ravi I always keep. I never touched or used the money. I feel like the money from my paycheck is enough for my life of a month. Living with my parents and in a small town like this is enough for me with two and a half million....

...I admire Ravi and he respects me and takes care of me. He always said he would do it all after marriage. That's what kept me going with Ravi. Only one less than Ravi mas never wants to talk about marriage with me...

I parked the matic motorcycle given by Ravi in my living room. My house is small and there is no garage. In my house there are two motorcycles that one has a father and mine.

Mom immediately greeted me upon hearing the sound of my motorbike. His sore face was clearly visible, trying to stand up from his seat.

" Mommy don't stand up later not strong. "I cried frantically to mother.

" Mom is still strong, mother awaits mother's son. " But what the mother said did not correspond to her pale condition.

" Arin's here, ma'am, it's still eleven o'clock."

" Yes but I'm worried, son, Arin why is the tumben late until night is there overtime?" mom tried to lie back down with my help.

" Yes Ma'am. Arin, overtime there is a store item coming," I replied nervously for lying.

My mother seemed to know that I was lying to her. That's how my mother was so patient. Trying to understand us kids.

You never asked me if I had a boyfriend or not ? But I'm sure he can feel what I feel. He could tell I had a girlfriend. Just didn't dare to ask me for fear I was offended.

ask for his support and like.......

see you in the next chapter.