
I stared questioningly at Mr. Satrio who was standing in front of me. While I was sitting on the edge of the bed, looking with my face looked at him who seemed to stand gallantly. I dare not open this map, just look at it. Mr. Satrio got up and sat down beside me, gluing together without any distance between us. Take and open the Map that is in my hand.
," I'm officially divorced from Asri. It was enough that he did for me and my family" said Mr. Satrio his face pointed at me
" I've always felt guilty for taking her teenage years, not anymore. "
" I've reached the point of hating him so much that I can't love him anymore" he said, continuing his own words.
I just stared at the contents of the map. The names of Mr. Satrio and Mr. Asri are listed there, clearly written using thick black ink. My whole life just this time I saw the real divorce deed. In the past when married to Mr. Satrio only photocopy sheets only.
" Will I not regret it ?" why can I ask Mr. Satrio that question.
Why not another question ? Am I being too naive or stupid ? I myself do not know, suddenly the sentence appeared in my mind. I was afraid of Mr. Satrio for just a moment like before. Divorced and remarried to Asri. I don't want to expect too much, I've hoped for him many times, at this wedding. And my heartache still hasn't healed, it's still wide open.
" Never," replied Mr. Satrio firmly.
" Are you afraid I'll go back to Asri ? Never, even if I'm not with you right now, will I not go back to Asri,"
" I'm a man. I've been betrayed so many times, I won't let this betrayal go on and on in front of me."
" Didn't it hurt Adrian and Adry ?"
" Before divorcing their mama, I had a conversation with Adrian and Adry. They left all the decisions to me, because I was the one undergoing and the one feeling the heartache."
" I met with Asri in court and handed over the money in front of the Judge.( Mr. Satrio mentioned the nominal number that I think is fantastic )."
Out of shock I was wide-eyed and exclaimed without me noticing. He took my hand.
," Are you angry that I met Asri ?"
I nodded slowly and smiled at him.
," Sorry. Earlier this morning, before the divorce papers were in my hands, I was still Asri's husband. After this letter I received, I was no longer her husband. I've taken responsibility off of him. " He was silent and standing. " Let's imagine at the trial he admitted that Siri had been married to his affair for seven months. Is that acceptable ? " continue him with rage.
His hands clenched, as if anger was still stored in his heart. I don't want to comment on his divorce and his problems with Ms. Asri. But when seen in my heart, the deepest, the deepest, the deepest and the most unseen. I hope this is the beginning of my relationship with Mr. Satrio can go well. I'm not a hypocrite, anywhere in the world no woman wants to be cheated on.
Ringtones ringing on his HP. He quickly took HP in his pants pocket. Then show me his HP screen. There's the name of Asri's mother on it.
" Do you want me to take her call or ignore her ?" ask him to me. Questions that make me confused too. Why ask me ? Isn't that his own HP ? Didn't that call Ma'am Asri ?
," Specify ! You're my wife and I'm fully your husband now ! Accepted or ignored ?" He asked me half-urgently. I don't know what he meant by asking for my approval.
I smiled faintly in response to her request. I got up from my seat on the edge of this bed. Why do I answer his question ? Is it guaranteed that he still does not receive calls or messages from Mbak Asri if I am not beside him ? I still smiled as I glanced at him as he passed by stepping out of the room. His hand grabbed my arm, then hugged me from behind.
" Don't equate me with the old one. Even this morning I was still her husband, but not anymore. I've cut off my responsibilities to her."
HP He still continues to sound as if forcing the owner of the phone must receive a call.
" Come on over to my mom's house, I really want to see my kids." I asked her again.
" Yes fine." he replied as he put his HP back in his pocket and took off his embrace.
During the ride HP rang again. He glanced at me, only I let it go. Long - long I was sultry also because the sound of HP continues to sound.
" Aren't you tired of hearing the sound of calls ? It is better to receive the call of Mbak Asri. Maybe Ma'am Asri needs something. "my word gave up losing because the sound of HP continues to sound.
" Aren't you angry ?" I follow you, whatever you want."
" Just accept it, I'm afraid Asri is sick."
Mr. Satrio's hand pinched the green button of the call sign, then incised the speaker mark.
" M....Why has it taken so long ? " the spoiled voice of Mbak Asri was heard clearly on Pak Satrio's HP.
" I need to ask my wife's permission to take your call" Mr. Satrio replied coldly to Ms. Asri.
" What's a lie ? Didn't I promise lunch together after coming home from court ? I've been in Ma'am Asri mentioned the name of the cafe in the city center )."
" I ask my wife's permission first." a cold and indifferent voice returned Mr. Satrio to answer Mbak Asri's request.
Mr. Satrio hung up the phone and glanced at me. I turned towards the window when Mr. Satrio turned to me.
I don't know what to answer ? Isn't life like a joke to me ? like day and night changing fast. I never knew in my heart Mr Satrio was performing in front of me ? Or do you mean what he says ? Now everything he wants to ask my permission for is related to Mbak Asri.
" I did promise him lunch.( Mr. Satrio told me that the cafe was in the city center and they used to go with Adrian and Adry or just the two). He said as a sign of farewell to me." explained Mr. Satrio to me.
" It's up to you to see Ma'am Asri or not. It's none of my business. Please take me to my mother's house ! Or am I going down here and taking an angkot ? "
" No. We go straight to the mother's house" replied Mr. Satrio drove the car faster than before.
His HP shone again accompanied by a message sign in Wastapp entered a moment later the tone of the call rang. Back he glanced at me.
" Why not in silent if you do not want to receive the call Mbak Asri ? "
" Yes I'll do after I get home mom, "
HP reads again. Beep.
Be connected..................