
" It turns out that my rival is a snot child" exclaimed Mr. Satrio as he placed the position for the night's rest.
His face was bright just to tease me. A big smile adorned his lips. On the way home we did not discuss Henry. Satrio talked more about his childhood and adolescence.
" Maybe he's still given his papa pocket money ?" ask her again with a smiling look to see me.
" Ahhhhhh I sleepy, want to rest.
" Crazy....? Angry.... does not accept his ex being made fun of ? a crisp sound came out of Mr. Satrio's lips.
" You still love him ?" this time in a cold and serious voice. The gaze of the netra that can hit the pulse even without a dagger.
I turned towards Mr. Satrio with a sour face. Mr. Satrio turned his cold face into a cheerful one with a small laugh from his lips while shuffling my hair.
" I will force you to love me, and get used to my presence. I am sure of the compulsion and accustomed there will be love for me. Moreover, there is Tough, Thavisa and our baby. I'm sure you'll find it hard to leave me." his tone was flat but his net gaze was hypnotizing for all control over me.
" All you have to know is that I was never forced to love you because of the wedding ropes or because there was Tough and Thavisa. This subtle feeling flowed so much that I didn't want to part from you. I don't want to be betrayed because your sense of belonging is so high." continued this time with the body pointing at me. I turned away unwillingly to look at Mr. Satrio's pitch-black netra.
" I failed in my household and with you I don't want to fail again. I've been betrayed and felt the pain cheated on, so I don't want you or me to feel what it's like to be hurt in betrayal." he just kept saying his voice while hugging me from behind.
I honestly care about him but the shame is still there. Moreover, the subject matter that became the topic was this kind of thing. Awkward for me to say, in contrast to him who is always open in the affairs of feelings.
" You know what's the hardest thing about divorce ?" ask him to stick by playing the shoots of my hair.
" Ammmm ? I asked without saying a word. It was as if he was seriously sleepy.
" It's hard to believe for a new relationship, when I know being betrayed, I also take a negative view of our relationship. Right now I'm trying to open my heart and try to believe in our relationship,"
" It takes a few weeks to hold a tight chest in disappointment. Resisting the uncontrollable anger that is always in my heart" Satrio said, hugging me even tighter and kissing the top of my head.
" Wouldn't men in relationships use more logic ?" I asked because I thought all this time men use logic rather than feeling.
" Nonsense shit ! many are worse than me, when they fail in a romantic relationship, become coldly indifferent to women, or otherwise become players" Satrio replied straightforwardly.
" Both men or women are the same if they have failed in love, their hearts will be broken and even destroyed, unless there is another," he explained again.
" For example, mas ? " just ask me without thinking.
" You're making fun of me ? "
" Not only.....aaaahhhh I sleepy I need a quick rest because it is morning we have to leave in the morning," my dear not to extend this discussion.
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" Henry.
" Sir, why is she still here ? Didn't you go back to .... (calling Mr. Satrio's hometown.)" asked Henry who was also surprised when I opened the door for him.
" ow .......Mr. Satrio was in a hurry to the land, so he was pushed back" I replied by letting Henry into the house.
" You're still resting, he's coming at six in the morning, Jhoji's still changing clothes. What are you carrying ?"
" Breakfast for us, sorry Ma'am Arin did not count I think already home, " replied Henry while taking out three rice packs.
" What rice ? I want to, I'm still hungry ? my face immediately melted to hear Henry carrying a rice pack.
" Nasi pecel beef jerky side dish. Want ? "
" Would very much," I answered immediately opened the package without caring whose rice it belonged to.
Henry laughed softly at my hunger-like behavior, then said, "Are you hungry and not yet having breakfast ?"
" It was breakfast toast and warm milk, but it was still hungry" I said, looking at Henry's face without shame and awkwardness. Henry did not stop looking at me who was eating breakfast.
" What do you want to add more ? Will I order it online ? "
" Yes....oh.I mean I don't need to be full" I replied.
" Oh Henry. " I add sweet satay, Om don't forget right ?" ask Henry Jhoji.
I was shocked to see their familiarity. Why so close ? Oh yeah why Henry early in the morning Henry has come to bring breakfast for father and Jhoji ? That question is growing in my mind right now.
" No. Buy five. Two for breakfast and three for your lunch" Henry replied, showing another pack in plastic.
" When have you guys been as familiar as om and niece ? Since when do you come here so often ? Especially having breakfast like this ? " canuke astonishment.
" Since aunt (calling the name of Pak Satrio's hometown) to meet Om Satrio. Henry came in the morning and took care of everything. Eat, pocket money, clean the house, Even yesterday there was a new basketball costume, Om Henry who paid," replied Jhoji long and clear without feeling any burden in his heart.
I was getting sluggish, and it was hard to swallow my food that I had chewed smoothly.
" Jhojis......Why don't you ask for aunty ? Auntie still has money. There's Om Satrio who's been offering help to Jhoji ! " glow it to Jhoji.
" Sorry Aunt.......But I was afraid of Om Satrio his face was always cold and fierce-looking" replied Jhoji softly.
" Don't be angry with Jhoji Mbak, I was wrong" Henry interrupted who was involved in the conversation between me and Jhoji.
" What are mountain bikes and digital pianos you buy ?" I asked Henry in a half-high tone.
" Sir...I bought from my savings, mbak don't get me wrong. Jhoji didn't ask for it, I bought it willingly" Henry replied patiently. He increasingly secured his sitting position and leaned on the back of the living room chair. (In my house there is no barrier between the living room and dining room. Between the dining room and living room there is a television tube in front of which is given a mattress floor to watch television. )
" But it's excessive" I told Henry.
" Aunty and Om, Jhoji left first. Please continue the fight. I'm sorry Jhoji can't be a referee because it's half seven in the morning when Jhoji leaves for school" said Jhoji with a smile and rolled his eyes at Henry. I widened my eyes rounder at Henry when Henry replied to Jhoji's eyes.
Seriate........