Just A Wedding

chapter 32

The move I forced to strong finally arrived in the kitchen. Smells like someone making a cake smell very scented. Maybe Bik Ina. I don't care if he sees me crying. I want the world to know that I'm the woman who was persecuted in this marriage. Let her know that I am the loser in the position of wife of the owner of this house. The kitchen lights were as bright as I saw Adrian's strapping body making pancakes. My assumption was wrong, I thought Bik Ina made the cake. I want to go back but my thirst is not restrained. I rubbed my tears because I didn't want to be seen by her. Her mother is my rival. I sat at the table drinking water. Adrian served me pancakes and hot chocolate. Maybe, back to himself.

" Eat to calm the mind,"

" If you don't want to eat, go back to sleep,"

My gaze turned to Adrian who remained standing making pancakes. Finished making pancakes for himself. Adrian sat opposite me. propped his cheek up on his right hand. Without speaking he looked at me. I greedily ate Adrian's pancakes by crying. Before I tried to hold back my tears but not my power. The words of Pak Satrio have made me fall in a state that is getting worse and further into the Sea Trench. I drank the warm chocolate Adrian made for me in one gulp.

" Slowly" he ordered gently while thrusting water in a glass. My net direction is directed towards Adrian. He looked calm with his cold face. I don't know if I should tell Adrian about my situation. But can it ? He is the son of Mr. Satrio and Mr. Asri. I stood up from my seat and was about to step up. But it felt so weak as not to have the strength to move. I just fell on this marble floor. The shocked Adrian came straight over and carried me to the room. Arriving at the door slowly Adrian lowered me. Without saying Adrian stepped away from me towards the kitchen.

" Thank you, ' I said softly and probably so softly that Adrian didn't hear it.

I tried my hardest to get into my room. Lying this tired body in the night cradle. Removing for a moment the tangled threads that I can't decipher.

.......................

" pa ......wake up......mama phone......"

" pa...mama is angry that papa g wants to lift up"

adry's voice shocked me and Satrio. Our sleeping position should not be seen by Adry. made Adry scream

" ihhhhhh mama pervert.sleep not wearing clothes.where hug again"

I was shocked to spontaneously look into my own body.how could it be clear - obviously last night I put my pajamas back on. Mr. Satrio immediately got up regardless of my circumstances. walked out of the room followed by Adry. received a phone call from Asri's mother.

hard I think. there is no way we do it, Mr Satrio is still neat with his pajamas but what about me.....? I should be in my pajamas too......? but why am I like this.

still a big question mark in my heart until this second, until I could not concentrate on petrifying Ina to prepare breakfast. Adry asked to make fried rice, said Bik Ina. Adrian and Satrio always follow the wishes of Adry, the youngest man in the house.

Adrian and Satrio sat at the dinner table, and Adry went to the table.

" well, there was a world war at dawn"

" mama phone, papa g lift. so phone to my number"

" uh papa with Mama Arin again make a sister for us"

Adrian just silent without being disturbed by the story Adry. calmly Adrian remained focused on feeding himself.

" Adry........"

Mr. Satrio tried to prevent Adry from telling further stories to Adrian.I was also the same as Adrian was silent without talking anything and busy with each other's thoughts.

" mama.....kok mama has not shampooed anyway ?

" g sah lo sholatnya"

" Adry........"

back Mr. Satrio reprimanded his youngest son who indeed if joking like to pass. I caught a glimpse of Adrian being affected as well by the talk from Adry.he turned towards me for a while then refocused on his fried rice.

" pa...... in religious studies there is a guide. his name is a big bath "

silence moment.

" aahhhh papa got angry yes same mama lovers flocked ?

" Adry"

Mr. Satrio and Adrian almost simultaneously reprimanding Adry. only this time Adrian reprimanding Adry. usually he just silence whatever Adry is talking about.

My breakfast is almost over. I am happy after this breakfast. I returned home delivered Mr. Satrio back to my hometown. I can't wait to meet my family.

" Sir Arin"

" i have business with Adrian's mother"

" g papa mas. I'll just take the bus home"

quickly I gave an answer to Mr. Satrio's question that I had suspected earlier at dawn, when I received a call from Asri mbk. I had prepared myself if this happened. and it is evident that Mr. Satrio did not drive me home.

" delivered Mr. Sumadi dik"

mr. Sumadi who is meant by Mr. Satrio is the driver of this family who used to deliver Mr. Satrio in every day.

" just take the bus, I'll take the bus"

I said as I left this dining table. It was not strong that I lingered - long here in a situation that made me want to cry.

" Sister...you're angry........"

mr. Satrio chased after me and hugged me from behind. Without a care we were still in the dining room and there was Adrian and Adry his son.

" yes....the war in the household began again after a long vacuum"

adry's voice was clearly heard by me and probably also by Mr. Satrio, but we didn't pay attention. Mr. Satrio led me to the room.

" dik.... understood"

" but my marriage to Adrian's mother didn't get my blessing "

" i'm not one-sided just.I'm dealing with Dik Asri"

" i just want to go home by myself "

" g... g. I'll let you go home alone"

" let Mr. Sumadi deliver "

I'm tired of arguing with Mr. Satrio. I'd like to be escorted by Mr. Sumadi. Mr. Satrio grabbed my hand.

" thank you very much, Dik Arin understands my situation"

" i'm sorry I used the excuse to drive you so I could go with Adrian's mom "

I took a deep breath.I hope that this day will soon change.I refused a kiss from Mr. Satrio on my forehead with a deeper bow. apparently he realized I was still not happy with this situation. Mr. Satrio left me alone in this room as if to give time to muffle my anger.

right said mas Ravi should I cancel this marriage.right said Henry should I stay with him fighting for our dream to be able to live together. now it is too late. I took the wrong path. I threw myself in the hole I dug. I wanted to meet Henry and complain to him. I wanted to go to the grave mom hugged her navel and cried.

seriate...........