Just A Wedding

Chapter 101

Black flash

" Yes I'm going to the land in a moment, no violence let them alibi first ! "pak Satrio's orders on someone from a telephone line.

" Dik Rin we're not going home now. I'll let you know that the problem is over. You have breakfast first, I have prepared toast and warm milk for you. Sorry I couldn't do more than that. I'm in a hurry" said Mr. Satrio as he walked towards the car parked in the front yard of my house.

The tense and wrinkled face and hasty steps I could not follow to be on par with Mr. Satrio.

" Ahhhh please clutch my bag is on the nightstand !" Pinta Pak Satrio panicked at me. Satrio was behind the wheel. I quickly walked over and picked up Mr. Satrio's clutch bag.

" What's the problem so heavy ?" I asked to panic to see Mr. Satrio like a deep panic. Satrio got out of the car.

" There has been a considerable clearing of coffee land, this is only the first time it has happened on our land . I don't know what the problem is ? " Pak Satrio's voice sounded unstable.

(Pak Satrio has land that he manages himself and there are also managed with his colleagues. This land clearing, occurs on land managed together with colleagues. )

" It's okay.you rest first. Take care of our son, he may still want to fall on his mother's bed. Later when the problem is over, I tell you," replied Mr. Satrio then kissed the top of my head and my forehead.

Not speaking from me I miss Tough and Thavisa. When can meet Tangguh and Thavisa if pushed back. But Mr. Satrio's panicked face was unable to make me ask him for fear of adding to Mr. Satrio's burden

Flash off

Henry remained leisurely sitting on the living room chair without feeling awkward.

" Jenner ......."

" Oh take it easy, I'm not visiting Mbak Arin but to the Father. So there's no need to worry" Henry slashed my sentence.

" But Henry.......,"

" Did Madam Arin love your husband so much that she panicked so much ? " ask Henry as if to test my patience.

" That's not the case, it's just.....,"

" It's just....... Ma'am Arin is married and doesn't want to fight with your husband." Henry's mess deliberately makes me angry.

Be quiet for a moment

" I know that, Madam Arin need not be so bad to think of me. I know the limits of norms. Please ! I'm here because I always feel guilty for Ms. Arin. I made a promise to myself, as much as I can I will bear all the expenses of the family, including the father and Jhoji Mbak's nephew. "

" Henry please. I can't watch you suffer because of me. You deserve to be happy too. You're also entitled to have a partner, not because I stopped your steps. We used to do it because we both wanted it not because of coercion from you alone." My tears dripped in tubes as if symbolizing clouds that experience precipitation.

" I don't know with myself. I was so lost when Madam Arin left me. As long as I stay away from Mbak Arin, what I miss is talking like this with Mbak Arin," the sound of Henry trying to re-provide the feeling in my heart that I have deeply felt in my heart.

" I'm the one who thanked Ms. Arin. Because Ma'am was I often discussed with God, borrowing the name Ma'am Arin as the core material in the paragraph of my request. But I realized, I was wrong. I pray to be with Ms. Arin. But Ma'am Arin's prayers and mine are not the same. Mbak Arin wants to stay with Mbak's husband and Mbak's husband also prays to stay together with Mbak Arin. My defeated prayer.

" Sorry.......Henry. But. I don't want to see you suffer because of me, but I can't heal your wounds either" I said

" Don't worry I've recovered from my wounds, I can accept the fact that Ms. Arin is married. But I can't run away from my responsibility towards Ms. Arin,"

" What responsibility ? Henry. And I'm the one who left you married to another man "my aura explained to Henry

" But I now love him. My feelings for you have faded, I regard you as a friend and a brother,"

We fell silent, Henry looked at me without giving a pause by blinking his eyelids. The highlight of his sharp eyes gleamed like daggers that were already sharpened from sharpening. I dodged the look in his eyes by turning my face towards the courtyard.

" No impression of our memories ? " ask Henry his voice was almost lost because intonation was very low.

" Henry. Without even saying it, you know all my heart. Now I've got Tough, Thavisa and the baby I'm carrying, all of Mr. Satrio's," My crying voice re-embraced this room.

Footsteps sounded from within quietly and reached my shoulders gently.

" This is the test of life for you, sometimes what we expect does not match reality. I'm sure it's the best" he advised and sat down with us.

" You still think of Henry as a father, you will not forbid Henry to come here" he continued.

Henry smiled sweetly towards me his eyes narrowed following him smiling. His seat seemed more comfortable leaning more relaxed than the one I was talking to.

" Mr Arin heard for himself, my father has admired me his son as well. I also came here to persuade my father to stop working in the store because he was old" Henry told me.

" But you still want to work" said the father interjected.

" The work of the Father now is happy for the children and grandchildren of the father ! " pinta Henry with a calm tone and a smile on her lips.

" Satrio and I also want you to stop working, so there's no reason to work anymore" I said in support of Henry's proposal.

" Yes right..later the night you do not need to come, I've got a replacement father as a night watchman for the store," Henry increasingly enthusiastic talk.

" Have you been dismissed ? ask Henry.

" Yes, of course.

His face was moved between sad and happy.

" Don't worry, I'll come to see you often" Henry told me.

" Don't you come here every day ? Only these three days did not come because I told Arin to come with her husband" he said.

I couldn't believe looking at Henry. It turned out that he was so attentive to my family not just to me. Her heart sincerely wants to help my family with her tenderness. The more pain in my chest the better Henry treated my family. The more I feel guilty for leaving her to marry Mr. Satrio.

My love for Henry I'd put into the deepest fabric of my heart if I had, perhaps, the bottom layer of Plestocen, had gone very deep. But ? does not this layer of soil contain fossils that can be lifted back in the presence of endogenous and exogenous energy ?

No. I have to be strong, I'm happy to have Tough, Thavisa and the baby in my womb. If I'm honest, Mr. Satrio is a good man. If another wife makes breakfast and drinks for her husband, it is Mr. Satrio who often does that for me. I just sat there waiting for the food he made, or if Mr. Satrio did not have time to cook, he immediately bought and arranged for me. All he did himself without me asking, until washing the dishes he did himself.

I just want to see Mr. Satrio's good side for me so that I'm strong with Henry's too good attitude. If I can be honest, Henry treated me very well. All of her calculations so that I don't get tired in thinking and in action. From little things like bath soap, the tissue in our house he bought, to repairing the damaged electricity in our house, he did it with sincerity.

Henry. Maybe it's fate that Henry and I aren't a match. We can only be like this, in the words of brotherhood and friendship.

Seriate........