Just A Wedding

chapter 22

I don't feel like two weeks away from my wedding. Letters - letters for the purposes of marriage is finished I take care of just waiting for the day H. For the show I sewed a white kebaya with the material I was looking for myself at the fabric store. Model kebaya I put it to my friend. Because the invitation is only a little Mr. RT and Mr. RW and the right-left neighbors only. So for food matters is not too troublesome. As for the invitation in the office only Dita and Henry. My hands shook as I wrote Henry's name on the invitation with my name and Mr. Satrio on it. I don't feel like I shed my tears. Easy - this is the best way for us. I really don't know what I'm going through with Mr. Satrio. But I wish Henry was happy. Henry met a woman who was comparable to him.

I slowly opened Henry's room to put down my wedding invitation. When I turn around. I was so surprised I didn't think Henry was behind me and was looking at me.

" What is this..........?"

As fast as lightning I pulled back my wedding invitation letter that was on Henry's desk. But I lost quickly to Henry. Henry frowned by opening the invitation letter. Henry's eyes looked at me at the invitation letter, at me again, at the invitation letter again. I just kept watching him. I wanted to walk away but why did this leg feel so heavy. I can only look at him. Henry narrowed his eyelids as if he wanted to tell me something. A second later Henry read

" Satrio Adi Peneter and Arina Dwi Renata "

" I didn't read it wrong, did I ? It's not a joke, is it ?" laughing as if made - make Henry ask. His pitch-black Netra pointed sharply at me. It was as if he wanted to stab even if it wasn't a knife or dagger. It was as if he could not believe what he had just read. I was silent in my fear. Just sculpting I can't move everything. Slowly then I strengthened my legs to step out of Henry's room. With just a few steps Henry was able to reach my hand.

" Tell me right, is it not ? I came home to surprise Ms. Arin. Why am I the one who is surprised now ? Oooohhhh not only surprised but very surprised,"

My height is not how much just up above the belly of Henry can only look straight at Henry's body. Blue striped white shirt in a pair of blue Dongker pants makes Henry seem very mature. I'm turning my eyes. Don't let me be tempted again even if he's very handsome.

" Sir"

The shock of Henry's two hands in my arms blew away what I was thinking.

" Yes.

" Why ? Because I'm much younger ?

"Yeah......."

" We have different beliefs ?"

" Yes......"

"We have different social status ?"

" yes....."

" Because Arin loves me ?"

" Yes......t"

" If Madam Arin loves me why would she do this to me ?"

No answer from me. Only tears can I give and easy - hopefully Henry knows all about what I think.

" We're talking outside.." holding my hand Henry stepped out of the room into the parking lot. Like a child following his father, I followed Henry. With a half-running step I followed because his long legs stepped very wide and hurriedly. Can you imagine how I have to follow the long step while Henry one step I two steps.

" Where are we going ? we have to work ! "

" It's a special holiday for Ms. Arin and me."

" Can it be ?"

Henry's arrogant soul and powerful soul came back. I didn't continue my question to dampen the mood and leave Henry with his own thoughts. All along the way I just saw Henry driving the car seriously. There is no usual song to accompany. Usually Henry likes to drive a car by listening to songs from the soundtrack of dramas such as love 020. She happily translated the meaning of the song for me. Henry speaks Mandarin, English and Japanese.

Sometimes Henry turned to me without saying anything. I don't know what to say to Henry either. It's not all clear I'm getting married in two weeks. There's nothing I need to explain to her. All the problems that become a burden, were not already answered. Why did Henry take me out ?

Henry took out his hand as if he wanted to catch the petals of the tabebuya flower that fell scattered due to the wind. I didn't expect Henry to take me to this park anymore. Like Henry, I really like this place. The falling flower petals were like carrying another atmosphere in my heart. Henry turned his head back towards me with a flat smile.

" Come on down ! Now there's a harvest of roses, but we're going to the villa for a second."

" I'll just wait outside."

" Fear of ?"

" No...."

" It's good." while raising one eyebrow and then shrugging his shoulder Henry walked towards the Villa in this place. Still I always follow him without saying anything.

We sat in a very spacious room with very clean and luxurious classic ornaments.

Henry sat down after asking the clerk to make us tea and bring us snacks.

" Why did Madam Arin do all this ? Doesn't Madam Arin trust me ?" ask Henry in succession to me.

" I explained it ! I've been thinking a lot about marrying another man."

" Don't hurt me like this ! I can't afford it."

Henry came closer and hugged me. There were tears falling down my hair. The tighter Henry hugged me the more wet grains fell on my head. Many times Henry said, "Don't hurt me like this."

I am powerless with her voice growing slower. It was only the first time in my life that I saw a man sobbing like this in front of me, and it was because of me.

" Why is it that when I fight for us, Ms Arin leaves ? What do I do less for Ms Arin? I'm still struggling, why would Ms Arin?"

Oh my God my tears aren't strong I can stand. I fell on Henry's chest. I can only cry. Honestly, if I could choose my soul mate. I want to mate with the man who now hugs me warmly. To him I found a hand that extended a helping hand as I was swept away by the waves. But why did I drown in the sea. May I not be able to repay his kindness with my heart. In Henry I know love does not look at age and status. But why can I leave it so easily ? If it can be played again I want to repeat not receiving a proposal from Mr. Satrio. I want Henry to wait for his decision. Can't I wait for Ravi for seven years. Why can't I wait for Henry ?

" I can't afford Ma'am......What should I do if Madam Arin is not with me anymore. Cancel this marriage, for our sake Ma'am ! "

" That's impossible. Help me......I don't want to get married either, but it's the best way for us,"

seriate..................

According to the author who fits so Henry is the actor Pan Zi Jian. Each reader can have their own view.