Just A Wedding

chapter 14

" What do you see ? quickly finish and go home, "I pretend to ask even though I know what Henry saw.

" Tutorial fuck, why ? " he answered by still looking at the HP in his hand.

" Wouldn't it be self-taught why use tutorials," I replied trying to stop what Henry saw. But these words have led me to a great sin.

" Right said Arin. Can be taught by self-taught. "

Momentary silence......

" So Ms. Arin said my kiss was trivial. Now Ms. Arin says as if I were a stupid man who couldn't do it" Henry exclaimed to me.

" Ti.. ti... no, a. I didn't mean it that way. Let's go home it's late" I asked a few steps away from Henry's seat.

Henry walked towards me after throwing his HP just like that on the sofa he was sitting on earlier.

" Henry..........Henry......what do you want to do," I tremble with Henry's actions that arrive.

" Do as you have in mind Ma'am Arin and prove I'm not a stupid man as Arin alleged,"

Henry quickly grabbed my lips. My brain seemed empty with Henry's treatment.Why did I let him do what he wanted just like that.

" Don't.." my voice croakedly pleaded with Henry as soon as he let go of his kiss but it had easily taken hold of my body.

" Don't stop meaning ?" Henry asked me back. He narrowed his eyes and formed a smile on his lips. Henry easily took me to his room doing things we shouldn't have done. Doing what should only be done by men and women who already have a sacred bond.

I fought back with all my abilities, but it was like a waste. Is he too strong or am I too small ? I only have a height of 145 cm and a weight of 30 kg while Henry, a man with a height of 187 cm and a weight of about 73 kg. Of course this is not the main reason, I admit to giving up. I tried to resist what he was doing, even though I gave up. I let what he wanted, because my strength to fight was over. My body said something else. I began to accept it, to accept it, to perform its activities and functions as part of the organs of the body given by the creator. It was as if there were two broad sides in my heart. Between rejecting and feeling the beauty of the heaven of the world. My hand that was fighting back was now silent like it was losing energy.

Henry stopped his activities after many times I begged because I felt very tired. Maybe he's dealing with my helpless situation. I was crying about what just happened to me. What about my future ? It's all ruined. At my age who is no longer young plus my situation is now no longer holy. Henry hugged me from behind and kissed my hair. As if to calm me with his embrace.

I don't say anything about Henry. I'm so tired of everything. Tired of physical and psychic. Back, I held back and held back from making a sound and let out a painful cry from my lips. Turns out Henry was just giving me a break to rest. Now he does it again. Doing it for the umpteenth time, regardless of my tired state. I'm so tired of everything that's happened to me.

I resigned with all, what happened happened happened I was just a puppet assigned to carry out his role in this world. Maybe this is my line of hands. Twice I played with men. Mas Ravi who only gave me PHP for seven years. Now Henry's a man ten years younger than me. Mom, I miss mommy. I'm tired of mom.I want to hug mom for my strength to survive my life.

I discussed myself with a big bath and took ablution water for dawn prayers. Not only my body but my heart. The possession marks Henry gave me so much in my body made me feel disgusted with myself. I was like a cheap girl who easily climbed into a man's bed just because of the little touch. Isn't it justifiable, if I say this is an escape because of the problems that are plastered come to me. I admit it was not Henry's fault entirely in the incident, I also contributed to my words that made him emotional because he felt underestimated. Makes Henry feel challenged as a man let alone his age who is still in his early twenties. My words made his selfish soul rise, his invincible soul and his adventurous spirit still very high. Even more so in the deepest trough of my heart. I also accept and accept Henry's immoral treatment. Am I a lonely spinster who needs a man's caress ? I covered myself with swearing.

I cried and cried after the dawn prayer. Mother, what torment do you accept and feel now there ? Because her daughter has committed a great sin. I preach by asking Allah for forgiveness. Still welcome my prayer today ? Has God seen me because I have broken His command. I fear God is turning away from me. I was afraid to make my mother cry. It's enough she's crying in the world, not there. I want my mom to calm down and smile to see us kids.

I let out a long sigh hoping my tightness in the chest diminished. What about Henry, he's going to experience the same thing as me. He was the youngest son that his family was proud of. What would his family say if he told me about the incident. His parents put great hopes on his shoulders. I do not want to be accused of ruining the behavior of his beloved son.

After the prayer I walked to my bed the pain had not gone away so I slowly laid my body down.

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" No need to go to the office, Ma'am Arin just rest," he ordered by carrying me down from the car when I reached my front house. I was lazy to talk to him. I'm just turning my face away but willing him to be fat, weird isn't it ? But that's what happened to me.

" I'll be here again in the afternoon, "he said before leaving and kissing my forehead many times. I got into the house after Henry drove his car away from my house, We got home at four in the morning.

I covered my body with my favorite bad cover. Trying to warm up because I feel cold and shiver. I kept chanting the sentence istighfar until I didn't know I was asleep because I was exhausted. I want to sleep and dream of meeting my mother.

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