Just A Wedding

Chapter 74

Be wise in reading. This chapter contains adult content.

The sound of the door opening. I looked towards the door. Mr. Satrio was in the doorway about to step his foot into the room. He brought a tray with me for lunch.

" Please I want to meet Tangguh and Thavisa," I cried to him as I got out of bed. Try to reach the door before it closes again. But he did not succeed too quickly to close the door and lock the door with a barcode. He stepped towards the nightstand and placed a tray of rice and side dishes for me.

" Eat up ! " his voice was quick and cold.

" No. I'm not hungry. I just want to meet Tangguh and Thavisa. "

If I'm honest, I'm so hungry this morning I haven't had breakfast. It was past lunch, and I cried almost all day. My mother, I threw it away for free. Hunger gnawed at my stomach, sounding loud and clearly heard by him.

" Feed.." he commanded, trying to bribe me.

I turned my face the other way avoiding a bribe from him. " No. I just wanted to meet Tangguh and Thavisa. "

He stood up and put the spoon back in his right hand. Bring me closer to him.

" You're hungry, others ? he asked her to bring her face closer to me. Without a centimeter between us.

" You're hungry, others ?" his hoarse and hoarse voice hummed at me.

" You're this hungry.........?" quickly Mr. Satrio forced me to accept his lips. His hand also moved quickly to grab mine. I'm not against letting everything he does on me. Not for what, I'm tired of fighting.......What against ? If in the end I continue to be more tormented by his actions.

" Say ! What's he in bed for ? so you can turn away from me ?" ask him whom I do not care about. My body is still in his confinement.

" Did he do this ? ask him again with his lips on my neck. After a few moments he was satisfied he asked again. " What's here too ? " this time it's down. He looked at me with hatred that could not be explained by words. Just a sharp net look as if it wanted to stab me hard and deep repeatedly. " What's here ? " his voice filled his room. I still did not answer his question. I just want to be quiet and maybe I should be quiet. Won't believe it either, he's in my defense.

" Get out your moans like last night ! Don't you moan about feeling pleasure ? his questions deeply hurt and hurt me. I kept quiet and kept my mouth shut so as not to speak as he wished. I can't fight back, but I also want to repay her treatment.

He came out of the room after doing everything to me. Like a man who uses his calling woman. Without saying thank you, without looking at me, without feeling I am not his. My hunger signifies again the voice. Rebels want to fill their nutritional intake. Today my body expends more energy than it receives energy. I can't help feeling hungry. Without being asked I directly devoured the food that was brought by Mr. Satrio earlier. I spent it without rest. I have to eat. Must be strong to be reunited with my son.

" What do you want to eat tonight ? I bought. You have to eat a lot because your breast milk is very necessary for Thavisa. "his voice remains cold to me as if reluctant to speak but in need. I didn't answer his question which I thought was just trite. I only care about my activities pumping ASI for Thavisa. I too was tired of begging him that I might go out to meet Tangguh and Thavisa. My voice from this morning was already raucous from yelling too much.

Tonight, he went back to the room to see me and brought me some food. There was no conversation between us. We were silent and without greeting in one room.

He was also reluctant to ask me about this and that because it was the same that I would never answer. He just looked at me who was eating the food he brought for me. Silencing him is a form of protest to him. Why am I locked up in this room all day ?

I ate with all the food he brought me. For Thavisa who needs my ASI. I ate it mixed with tears that fell on the rice I ate. He just silenced my actions without commenting, just looking at me. And I don't know what his Netra gaze means. Finished pumping ASI I just put it on the bedside nightstand. My equipment and ASI are in a special plastic bag.

At night before bed he went back to the room to rest but before he forced me to do my duty. Back, without a word I accepted his activities that he did very excessively. Not to love each other but because of her grudge against me, because of last night.

My days for almost a week were not much, because I was confined to this room. Waiting for the meal he brought me. Serving his biological desires that make me tired because every day even every time he sends me food, asking me to balance his desires.

I was like his prisoner or even like a slave who was held only to serve him. My life is far from happy. Why .....why did it have to happen like this ? Me and Henry don't do beyond the norm ? But what I accept is not - is not. On the other hand, I can't see my two children either.

His attitude has improved on me, I feel it through his touch who usually wants to hurt me but not for this morning, After finishing his morning prayers he touched me gently.

" You get ready today ! I'll give you a nice present, 'cause you're being nice to me. "

" Can I meet Tough and Thavisa ? tanyaku can immediately guess the gift from Mr. Satrio.

" Yes, after returning from the fields and ponds I will take Tangguh and Thavisa to you."

" Thank you very much, for allowing me to meet Tough and Thavisa," my tears broke after almost a week I held on with a strong and bold defiant attitude towards him.

" That's your punishment because you cheated on me. That's your punishment because you've dared to leave my children to meet your affair. "

I was silent without replying to her words. I understand his nature a little. The more he was opposed the more consequences I received. The better and obeyed his orders and wishes, the better he was to me. I just need to be nice to him, so I can bring my two children home. Yes...it is the only best way without dispute for me to reach my goal.

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