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Pain (3)

Satya emerged from the doorway of my inpatient room. Like the day before, he also brought me something to eat. For those who have been hospitalized, must know that the diet of patients in the hospital is rather bland. Unless you ask for additional soy sauce sambal, kayak in warteg.

"What's today?" ask me excitedly.

"Deb, you'd rather see food than me?" satya asked with a sad face. "Gue feels betrayed."

"So you, brother!" I threw him a pen. Coincidentally, when he came, I taught Rena the chemicals that she did not understand, instead I was given a copy of today's lesson notes. "Where, here!"

Satya, again, tidied the books on the table. "Sorry, Ren. This one greedy one wants to eat first," Satya said while showing off her teeth.

"Yes, Brother. If it's a matter of eating, Debi never use the brake," replied Rena kalem.

I had a glance towards Rena who was smiling sweet-smoking. Groping me!

Satya opened the package. I was distracted by the light of the brown moon, which smelled thin smoke and gave off a sweet fragrant smell. Gosh darn.. My saliva reaches the netes!

"So much time someone is selling the light of the moon, brother?" ask Rena. I don't care where to buy.

"Look what I made."

"Uhuk! Uhuk!" i choked. Rena hastily thrust white water for me. I gulped it down a lot. "Lo nyokap, brother?" i'm ascertaining.

"Yes," Satya answered lightly. "I thought I made it on purpose. He said to heal quickly."

I scratch my head. I swear, it does not taste good until it makes others complicated. "Makasi, Brother. So delicious!"

"But don't eat it all at once, yeah! Your stomach will no longer taste good. The longer, the longer, the care."

"Somach?" rena cable connect after AFK daritadi.

"Debi said she got into HCU because of an upset stomach. Can't go pup."

Rena giggles. "Tickle lo, Deb!" Rena patted my arm. I want Gatel to nabok him. He kept the image in front of Satya.

"Gue wants to eat this quietly. Mending you two chat outside," I suggested. I have to give them more time to be together.

"Say you want to eat it alone" Satya said.

"Gue won't ask, Deb! You eat alone so fat," replied Rena.

I hugged the light of Satya's artificial moon and sat away from them. "You guys have a chat if it's here. I eat."

Silence approached us for a moment. Satya instead of opening a conversation with Rena, she even seemed to see me eating. This kid doesn't talk to Rena?

"Satya's brother said he played basketball, huh?" Rena finally made her voice.

Satya's attention was distracted. "Not really. I follow because of the height of the doang. Basketball kid has trouble meeting tall people to make a team."

Rena mangosteen. This kid too, so awkward talking to Satya. Hhh.. The first time was hard, yes!

"Deb, chocolate!" Satya pointed at the tip of her lips. I understand that my way of eating is messy and the chocolate is a mess.

I immediately grabbed a tissue on the table, before there was a movement from Satya that caused misunderstanding in front of Rena.

"Excuse me," Mr. Anton walked into my inpatient room. I can breathe a sigh of relief, Mr. Anton came at the right time as a breaker of awkwardness. "Non Rena, it's ballet time."

I and Rena reflex looking at the wall clock. "Lo les aja," I said. "Study, I'll teach you through vidcall tonight."

"But don't forget, yeah! Next week I have a replay."

"Promise!"

Rena hugged me before she left, then told Satya. Satya drove him to the front door, then again sat by my bed. I continue to eat. Satya's attention was on the pile of books at the end of my bed. He picked up some and read the title.

"Deb, this is eleventh grade, right?" Satya held up a math book package. "Don't tell me you learned this?"

"Yes! Time only for display?"

"Who gave this book to a little boy?"

I snatched. "Sister, we're only a year apart. Boy or adult, it depends on attitude."

"Wow! Language is heavy!" Satya tidied the books at my feet and arranged them on the table. "When you return later, the one in your bag is not dirty clothes. But all these books."

"Gue will also come to help."

I swallowed the brightest piece of the last month. "If so, come with Rena, yes!" Fun, Rena got another chance, huh!

"He doesn't use a private car?"

"Satya's brother can take care of her" I suggested.

"No way."

My eyebrows are up. He answered very quickly. "If Satya's sister feels bad, I can propose this to Rena directly. He wouldn't mind."

"Gue better take the angkot."

"But it's a waste of money, brother! You guys are in the same direction, right?" I am still maksa.

Satya suddenly shut up. His face turned tense. Did I make too much of him, huh?

"Sister? Angry, huh?"

Satya returned my gaze. His eyes glittered like an eagle. "Gue doesn't understand. Why do you always make me close to Rena?"

I heard Satya's question. Whahuh? What am I doing he said?

"Gue doesn't mean anything to Rena."

Huh huh? Whahuh? None? But all the men will melt once they see Rena. Not to mention the wealth that will fall into the hands of Rena. No one can stop Rena.

"Gue here is sincere for nengokin lo. But, if you're disturbed, I'm sorry." Satya grabbed the backpack she had put on the chair when she arrived. "Gue came home," she said in a flat tone. He's not waiting for my answer.

I bengong. I don't know why Satya got angry. My intention, right, is good.

"Debi, that's your friend why?" Mom came out the door. "So papasan tumben smile so sad. Usually a whimper."

"No idea, Mom. He's suddenly angry."

My mother sat next to me. "Usually you're sensitive to people's feelings."

"Debi doesn't understand Satya. He's a little different."

Mom rubbed the rest of the chocolate on the tip of my lips with tissue. "Satya is a good friend."

I shrugged my shoulders. Everyone seemed good at first. We'll know as time goes on. I don't want to make conclusions too soon. Most choose to leave my life soon.

"What did you eat?"

"Light moon. It's Kak Satya's mother's handiwork."

"Lho's? Already finished?"

I'm laughing a little. Forget the same message Satya not to spend it at one time. "Great boy, you know, Mom! Smell in the mouth!"

Mom caressed my head full of love. "Say the doctor, tomorrow you can go home."

"Tomorrow? Seriously, Mom?"

Mother nodded confidently. "But still have to rest at home for five days. In that time span, if you feel the complaint worsens again, you must be hospitalized again. So please, take care of your condition. Control your emotions and don't forget to take your medication."

"Yes, Mom. Debi promise!" I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. I repeat until my heart rate goes back to normal. I can't be too happy. Keep emotions.. "Mom, don't tell Rena or Satya if Debi comes home tomorrow, will you?"

"Why?"

I smiled, trying to hide the confusion in my head. "Let's be a surprise!"

"Yes, if there is no obstacle, we go home in the morning."

"Make, Mom!" I held Mom tight.

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