I WASN'T...

Apologize

I walked down the corners of the school to find Satya. In the first hour of rest, I failed to find him. He says kayak swallowed a gombel wewe. During the second break, I spent time in the UKS because my high tension ran out the way here and there.

"Why don't you call Satya's sister, where is she?" asked Rena, surprised to see I was busy myself. Rena accompanied me to find Satya, but she could have gone home first. Either because the kepo wants to know what the problem is, or because I'm worried about being cute and no one will see.

"If I call him, he'll know I'm nyariin. If he runs away again, the longer the business."

Rena was silent and again circulated her gaze in all directions to look for Satya's figure. It's been almost ten minutes we've searched, but the results are nil. The sports field that became the first place we looked for, was also nil. Where's the kid going?

We turn towards the canteen, then 'COLLAPSE!' I hit something. My nose feels sore after hitting something. When I looked up, Satya's face was plastered in front of my eyes. Unknowingly, I immediately held her hand, as if afraid she could fly or yawn with the air.

"Meet!" said I was girang. Yeah, I know it's not time to be excited, but I finally saw Satya. "Satya's sister, I nyariin Satya daritadi. I want to say something!"

Satya cleared her throat and glanced back. I just realized that Satya is not alone. Five of his friends were standing behind him. "Bro, I think I have an important talk, here!" Satya nodded towards her friends. "Lo all go back to the field. I will be followed.

His friends pat Satya on the shoulder with a whimper before it passed. Well, I must have thought I wanted to declare love to Satya.

I glanced at Rena who was standing expressionless. He just stood up. Kayak sculpture.

"So gini, sister," I began carefully, while observing Satya's face. "Tempo day, I was wrong. I've made Satya offended by my words. I want to apologize."

Satya's eyebrows shot up. "Deb, you're just gonna find me now?"

Ooohs.. So her story is crashing? Hahaha, how cute?

"Lo instead of apologizing, send a message if you go home alone. I thought you were avoiding me."

Yes, I am avoiding. I did it because I didn't understand the conditions.

The answer above I swallowed. I don't want Satya to get angry. So I'm quiet now.

"I also avoided you."

I glanced at Rena again. He still looked at Satya expressionlessly. This is what I find difficult to predict. What is on Rena's mind right now? Is he curious? Getting angry? Of jealousy?

"Gue's sorry, brother," I said slowly. I still think the sentence is right for me to say in front of these two people without raising any other questions.

"Yes already" Satya replied. I survived!

"Satya's brother I'm sorry?" ask me to make sure.

"How else do you want? Lo junior's the pinter in excul. I will often guide you if the race is close. Well, I'll see you, won't I?"

I laughed when I heard it. Rena threw a smile at me. I can't guess what that smile means because Rena is not as excited as usual. His silence was more problematic than his chatter.

"But I have conditions!" Satya added. My heart jumped. I try to calm myself down by breathing more slowly and regularly. It's not funny that I'm suddenly stuck in the middle of an important conversation like this.

"What, Brother?"

"Lo has to watch my basketball game tomorrow."

I have a mangosteen. Turns out just watching her game, anyway? I think the terms are heavy. Well, watch it can be arranged. Later in the afternoon I also control my doctor, so all ask tips so as not to faint when watching later. "What time, brother?" ask me, remember not to like standing in the hot sun.

"Sore. About five o'clock. His match at GOR downtown."

"There," Rena didn't dare to lie. "Seven nights, music lessons."

"Lo came to Satya's match with me, could you?"

"Doesn't mind Satya?" Rena looked up, asking for approval from Satya.

I hurriedly nodded. "Honestly, if I go alone, nyokap often do not give permission. But if the same Rena, nyokap can calm down. Anyway, I can save on the cost of angkot because nebeng same Rena. So, can you, yeah, brother?" rengek. 

"Yes, I may," Satya gave permission. "You have to sit in the front stands, yeah! If I don't see you, I'm not sorry!"

"Yes, Brother! We promise!" I made a cross in front of my chest as a sign of agreement. "Aren't you going back to the field?"

"Yes. Want to practice in a moment," Satya looked up, seeing that her friends had started training. "You want to go straight home?"

"Debi wants control first. If it was me, there was ballet lessons," Rena replied.

Satya threw a smile at Rena. "Lo just relax, Ren! I just knew him yesterday!"

I followed the grin to see Rena persimmon. A red hue adorned her pure white cheeks. Well, the effect of a routine to the salon, so have skin that good, huh? But, if I'm going to the salon, maybe my nose and cheeks are still black spots like this. It is the blood of different conglomerates.

"First then, huh?" Satya pamit while passing. Rena turned her body. His eyes could not be separated from the figure of Satya who turned his back. A smile spread on her red lips.

"Debiiiiii!" he let out a small scream when Satya was far enough away and could not hear us, then tiptoed while holding my hand. His face was now as red as a boiled crab. "Thank you, Deb!"

The lha?

"Gue could see Satya's sister this close for a long time, thanks to you! Oh, my God, I've memorized the perfume!"

Huh huh? Fragrant perfume? Satya wears perfume, huh?

"His eyeballs are beautiful.. His smile will be blissful to my dreams!"

"Ren, you're sure you're not a psychopath, are you?"

"Lt!" Rena pinched my arm, scruffy. Now his lips are even manyun. "Gue just likes to see Satya! You're doing me!"

"Not anything, Ren.. After all, this is the first time I've seen you like a crazy person. I also have the right to worry about my best friend's mental health, right?" I took his hand. "Yeah, home!" we walked towards the school gate. Driver Rena must have been waiting. I also have an appointment with my doctor, so it's not good to be late.

I just hope that the results of the examination this time go well. There is nothing special or new about my illness. I've followed the doctor's advice and eaten nutritious foods that I don't even like. My goal this time is to graduate high school. I realize that the target is too far for me, but the name is human, must be the desire is very big, right?

"Who's going back to control who's the same?" Rena woke me up from the daydream.

"Himself."

"By the way, how's your new neighbor?"

Oh, aye! There are other problems left. I still have to go to the haunted house and apologize. "Until this moment, I never saw him again. I don't know if he's alive or has turned into a ghost in that house."

"No need to say that, you know!"

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