Blue Berets

57. Aa Galih's

Kirana smiled all the way home. I don't know if he actually doesn't know the reason for the mood could be so good at the moment. It felt like the rain he was lashing was making his heart cool as well.

“Mama, where was Mama Papa?” ask Amira.

“Amira.., Mama will talk to you. Denger yes dear, you can call om Galih using the designation ‘papa’ but not too often yes. After all, Amira's father is Papa Raihan, want to be up until anytime will not change son. Amira must remember, if Amira calls papa to om Galih papa Raihan will be sad too. Amira can only call papa if Amira again misses the same papa yes, promise Mama?” Kirana.

“Yeee Amira has papa. Iya Amira promise,” said Amira.

Kirana stroked her daughter's head with one hand free from the wheel. He might be smiling, but in his heart there was one feeling of guilt that was so great now. He didn't know if what he said just now was right or wrong. He even just knew Galih. New to know the name and work, not yet personality and so forth. And if Galih had not said so, Kirana also still rebuked the name Amira to the man. Kirana feels bad and feels guilty not to Galih but to her late husband, Raihan.

***

Before the dawn prayer, Kirana woke Amira up slowly. The little girl may not always pray with her mother but Kirana still accustomed her daughter to wake up every morning. After the prayer, Kirana taught some short letters to Amira and the two of them came out of the room when the day started to light.

“Morning uti,” greet Amira.

“For the princess,” say hello to Mama to her grandson.

“Mama milk,” says Amira.

“Before a while dear. Wait for Mama to boil water first,” said Kirana made the child nod then sit sweetly waiting on the sofa in front of the tv.

“Ma, Mama today no activity? I'm gonna drop Amira?” ask Kirana.

“Mama there is a similar event bhayangkari mothers, what does Amira Mama take?”

“Bby Ma, because today I am very busy. Poor that Amira's coming with me, the house is also empty. Lucy again at her parents' house, it's not good that I put Amira,” Kirana said.

“Ok, Amira equals Mama,” says Mama.

After the warm milk was finished, Kirana brought it to Amira. She also helped Amira finish her loaf of bread with her new chocolate peanut butter and invited her daughter to take a bath and brush her teeth.

“Amira, today follow the same uti ya. Mama has to work, sorry Amira can not join Mama first, because Mama has a lot of work. Amira is going to join Mama. No papa, baby?” ask Kirana while putting clothes on Amira.

“No papa Ma, Amila sama uti. Mama the spirit of his performance yes,” said Amira.

“Ok, Nih Amira wear this shirt will not?” ask Kirana.

“Mau the pink aja Ma, who has her butterflies,” said Amira.

“This Mama put here yes, used later if you want to leave. Later Amira asks help Uti wear ya,” said Kirana embraced by Amira.

Kirana accidentally left Amira on her head not because she was busy actually. But because he wanted to see Raihan this morning. Last night she dreamed of Raihan. She saw her husband smiling but was unable to reach her. It's always the case that every time he approaches Raihan's death he must have dreamed the same thing.

“Papa..., how are you Pa?” kirana muttered on the headstone that read her husband's name.

“Pa, your daughter's starting pinter yet. He understood the protest, understood anger, some times also sulked and if so he did not want to eat. Amira we are chatty if again angry serem turns out. Because he will be caged on the sofa, do not want to be invited to talk,” said Kirana again.

“Papa.., yesterday I met a man. Name's Galih. He's a cop too, a brimob. He was born in Bandung and he seemed to love Amira. Amira always called the man Papa as if he were her father. I'm sorry Bang, I can't really teach our daughter. But in the end I allowed him to call the man Papa. Brother, I was wrong. My mistake was big with you Bang. Angryin I dong Bang,” said Kirana who continued to pour out her feelings on the tombstone. Kirana knew she would not get a response.

***

“Kirana, thank God you came on time,” said an agitated Lucy sitting behind the cashier's desk.

“No idea, suddenly my stomach feels uncomfortable. Last night had a fever. I think I've caught my brother,” said Lucy.

“Duh, how do you go home for a break? Cafe let me take care of it. Do not get sick you take care of the health of Cy,” said Kirana.

“I'm going to the hospital first Ki I think. From the morning of the movement of my baby is different as usual, his father is also sick so I want to see a doctor. Let me just calm my mind,” said Lucy.

“Whose hospital you want to go to?”

“Ningrum again otw here anyway, you anterin me to the hospital dong please yes,” said Lucy.

“Yaudah come on, Iemenin,” Kirana said.

He canceled his work plan today and chose to accompany Lucy to the hospital. After registering and getting the queue number, the two sat waiting in the poly waiting room located at the end of the first hallway.

“Cy, I buy milk to drink so that it does not lemes. Then I buy some snacks with fruit just take whichever you want,” said Kirana.

“Still,” says Lucy.

“Still feeling uncomfortable stomach?” ask Kirana.

“Still. Whether this is because my heart is not calm or because of pain I do not understand, but I am really afraid there is nothing,” said Lucy.

“No, there will be nothing. Bang Adnan is very good to take care of you, here you are also not alone. This time it can. Who is sure dong,” said Kirana gave encouragement to her brother-in-law.

“Kirana, if you do not mind tonight you nginep my house dong. Invite Amira can also,” said Lucy.

“Can only. Coincidentally I also no longer want to be alone, anymore want Bang Raihan continued,” said Kirana.

“However. Yaudah you nginep in my place, because again it is not possible if I am the same Bang Adnan who went to Papa's house,” said Lucy.

“Iya Lucy's. I'm staying at your place. This is news Mama first,” said Kirana.

Kirana opens her lock phone. In directly open a short message application on his phone and open the chat room and Mama. Just now he sent his message to Mama, appeared a notification from a foreign number. Kirana's forehead wrinkled, she guessed who sent her a “hai” message. Only he will open the message, appear one message next, “ini Galih,” he said. “If neng wants you can neng save number aa,” he said on the third message.

“Ki? Mama bales what?” lucy asked Kirana.

“Ha? Oh not yet. Not yet bales,” says Kirana.

“Keep you chat with whom?” ask Lucy who somehow feels curious.

“Oh this, I met someone yesterday. He's the cousin of his music teacher Amira, who happens to work with Bang Adnan,” Kirana said.

“Don't the one named Galih?” ask Lucy.

“Kok you know?”

“Abangmu story. Said someone asked for your number to Brother,” Lucy said with a smile.

“Ah, I expected. Pantes he can have my number,” said Kirana a little laugh looking at the foreign number.

Without thinking long Kirana instantly saved that number by the name of “Aa Galih”. Lucy had a glance and a smile when she saw what Kirana had named the man's number. In his heart he began to pray for both. Who knows, this man will bring eternal happiness to his brother-in-law who is too great to pretend to be strong alone.