Blue Berets

36. Suspicions

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Kirana is just over with her activities. Just as she was about to open the phone and call her husband, she saw Raihan standing in front. Kirana put her phone back in and walked over to her husband who seemed to be chatting with someone. 

“Abang...,” call Kirana as soon as the distance and the husband is near.

“Dek? Already done?” ask Raihan.

“Newly finished. That wasn't a brimob? How to get here?” kirana asked her husband.

“Iya has business. You do not need to know, later you are afraid to come here again,” said Raihan.

“Ahan anyway, I'm not as happy as that time. If only a thief I can still slam,” said Kirana.

“Ambaknya not fierce. Pity the thief,” said Raihan teasing his wife.

“Gimana Bang, the work is done or is there still business? Can you take Kirana home for a minute? Or if there is no shopping. Mama asked us for monthly shopping,” Kirana said.

“Yaudah yuk, Brother has no job. Not anter where you want it. Want to go to the cafe?”

“Ngak Bang, today the shift is Ningrum,” Kirana said.

“Ok, Brother take a jacket first snapped,” said Raihan embraced by Kirana.

As soon as he entered his study, he sighed. Fortunately, Kirana did not know who had arrived. Other than that she did not want Kirana to be sad again, she was actually afraid as well. He knows the truth. Keenan and Kirana still love each other. His name is still etched in each other's hearts. They just forced themselves to separate. If one day Keenan no longer blames himself, he could expect Kirana again.

Raihan may be selfish, but it is natural that he wants to have the woman he loves. But if Raihan had known from the beginning he might have chosen to give up like before. No matter how much she wants to have Kirana, she still will not have the heart to force Kirana to accept herself that she does not love. Moreover, Raihan knew in the heart of the girl there was still another male name that had the same taste.

This day Raihan so much daydreaming. During accompanying Kirana shopping, she also just kept quiet while observing one by one the products arranged on the shelf. Kirana was busy walking around and around while Raihan just walked slowly following from behind by pushing this shopping trolley that started to fill up and that.

“Bang, your shampoo is still there?” kirana asked but did not immediately get her husband's attention.

“Bang..!”

“Eh yes?”

“Abang overnight.”

“Sorry, yes How is Dek? Anything to help?” ask Raihan.

“Abang the shampoo is still or not?” ask Kirana.

“It looks like it is still,” replied Raihan.

“Ok,” Kirana still put one bottle of shampoo that she had held into the trolley. She began to poultice her husband is not careful her man. He did not really observe what was around him. So just in case he prefers to buy it.

...***...

Kirana immediately saved all her groceries to storage. He also immediately changed the tissue in the box that had been used up, put the laundry soap he bought earlier in the bottle and put it back on the washing machine. Kirana also put some of the groceries she bought into the refrigerator and the rest she immediately processed for dinner later.

“Abang what to eat?” kirana asked her husband who she knew was just sitting on the sofa from earlier.

“Abang?”

“Abang? Brother why the hell?”

“No Deck, no papa,” said Raihan.

“It is impossible that you are okay. Strange brother. What other brother does he do? Dong Bang story, do not be harbored alone. Kirana also wants to share the same story Kirana,” said Kirana.

“Sorry Dek, for this one you can not tell me with you. Let this be your own burden. The important thing is that you are always okay here, brother is happy. Besides this one, I promise to tell you everything,”, Raihan said.

“Then Kirana wants to ask something to Brother,” Kirana said.

“What?”

“Again Bang Adnan fight? Why Bang?” ask Kirana.

“No Deck, we do not fight,” said Raihan quibble.

“If you two do not fight continuously why Bang Raihan never want Kirana take to Mama's house? Brother.., I miss Bang Adnan, miss Mama Papa too. Let's go there, just a day,” Kirana said.

“Iya Abang take you there, already cup do not cry. Very crybaby his wife Abang,” said Raihan while rubbing the cheeks of Kirana who was ready to cry.

Kirana hugged Raihan again and hid her face in Raihan's shoulder. Raihan smiled and then kissed the tip of Kirana's head which still remains fragrant even though all day covered by a veil. 

“Adek..., no need to cook can not?” ask Raihan.

“Continue? What would we eat if Kirana didn't cook?”

“We go for a walk outside. Mumpung is still afternoon,” take Raihan.

“Hmm.., can. Very conceivable. Incidentally again really want to eat meatballs,” said Kirana.

Kirana undoes her intention to cook. He put the vegetables he bought back into the refrigerator and then stepped into the room to change clothes. After getting tired of touring the city, Kirana and Raihan head to one of Kirana's subscription meatball stalls. There selling jumbo meatballs filled with sambal so Kirana likes to go there.

Just stepping in, Kirana immediately saw there was aunt Ratna and om Aji who also just finished ordering. The two sat at a corner table close to the window. Kirana and Raihan walk up to him because it just so happens that the empty table is just next to where Aji and Aunt Ratna are sitting.

“Tante..,” saya Kirana.

“Hai beautiful, long time no see. What's up,” said aunt Ratna while receiving a handshake from Kirana.

“Hai Kirana, Raihan, how are you?” ask Om Aji.

“Good om alhamdulillah. Same aunt as both? Dek Aksa sama Nusantara not invited?” ask Kirana.

“Where to go with his parents. How many days have I not been home. Even at home he sleeps in mess,” confided aunt Ratna.

“Ahahaha yes also yes, Aksara is now in brimob. Working with dong?” Kirana.

“Ya so.”

“Eh Kirana, tomorrow if you want to go to tell me about aunt first. Fear aunt again in IGD or how pity you wait until later,” said Ratna.

Kirana may have agreed, but in her heart she was already scared. Afraid Raihan will ask what is and why until Kirana makes an appointment with a doctor. Kirana doesn't want to tell Raihan because if Raihan finds out Kirana's going back to see a psychiatrist she'll ban him. 

It's not that Kirana doesn't want to get well, but Raihan once said that the therapy done by the psychiatrist was not suitable for Kirana. He does not want Kirana to remember the incident again even though the doctor said the best way to recover only when Kirana has been able to forgive herself and mengikhlaskan. 

“Iya aunty, tomorrow Kirana call. Then please follow aunt, om,” said Kirana then berampit to go to her seat.