Blue Berets

25. This Is Not What I Want

Raihan failed to take Kirana on her honeymoon in a private car. Actually to say the honeymoon was not so appropriate because Raihan and Kirana will only vacation around the Peak. Papa and Mama take Raihan and Kirana to the airport but then immediately return home because Papa has to enter half a day. Kirana and Raihan sit down waiting for check-in time in one of the many seats at the airport.

A while sitting, Raihan up and walked to the minimarket which was not far from where they were sitting. He bought a bottle of mineral water then gave it to Kirana first. Just as Raihan was about to sit down and drink after Kirana finished, Raihan saw someone whose movements were suspicious not far from their place.

“Dek..,” call Raihan.

“Iya Bang?”

“Nih Abang tipped the bag, all your bags are also you hug tightly yes,” said Raihan.

“Why Bang?”

“Nknow. Police instinct Abang mode on nih,” whispered Raihan who was immediately embraced by Kirana.

Surely not long after that, Raihan saw himself the young man he suspected of snatching a bag belonging to a mother. Raihan immediately ran to catch him along with a security guard who happened to be not far from there. After chasing him to the parking lot, the thief can be bent by a young man who immediately locks the thief's body and overlaps him with his feet. The security guard who is in charge of directly arresting the thief while Raihan explained who he was so that the security guard did not misunderstand.

“Lho sorry, you police too?” ask the young man.

“Iya. Are you also a member?”

“Include, I am Galih from brimob,” he said reached out to invite you to meet.

“Oh nice to meet you. I am Raihan from polresta,” said Raihan.

“Eh it's my bag. Young children thank you for helping me,” said the mothers who were pickpocketing.

“Iya Ma'am, equally. It is our duty to help civilians,” Raihan said.

“We're Bu's police, so I don't have to worry. We are not bad people,” said Galih who saw the astonishment from the mothers.

“Oh yes, once again thank you. Sorry I have to come back soon, excuse me,” said goodbye to the mother while receiving her bag from Raihan's hand.

“Then I also said Bang. Excuse me,” this time it's a quiet Galih.

Raihan immediately returned to where he had originally sat. She was worried about leaving Kirana alone, she was afraid Kirana was scared so she immediately returned as fast as she could. Unexpectedly, Kirana was fine sitting quietly waiting while hugging her bag exactly as Raihan ordered earlier. Raihan smiled then he rubbed Kirana's hair as a sign of his appreciation for the girl's courage to fight her fear.

“So what's Bang?” ask Kirana.

“Oh, just a regular case of theft. Already daily food is mah Dek, not a difficult thing for Brother,” said Raihan proud of himself.

“Iya deh who served 3 years as a hunting team,” said Kirana.

“But now Brother has changed jobdesk,” said Raihan.

“Means Abang no longer patrols dong?”

“Still patrolling anyway Deck occasionally. Now he's in the mass control unit. His job is 11 12 with your brother in Brimob. Brother is responsible for melee control,” explained Raihan with a small volume of sound so that only Kirana can hear it.

“Means that Jogja conditions are safe peacefully under control Abang eat blind salary dong,” goda Kirana.

“Not so the concept is dear. Brother and brother unity will always try everything to be able to provide optimal security and service to all levels of society. We will always strive to keep conditions safe, peaceful, and peaceful. After all, this brother is a cop but you hate any commotion. Brother does not like anyone fighting let alone to mobilize many people,” said Raihan.

“Sama dong's. Kirana also does not like any storm,” said Kirana.

“Ah time? But you fuss constantly with Adnan,” said Raihan.

“Like you are. After all, you and Adnan Abang learned one new thing,” said Raihan.

“Learn what Bang?”

“Learning beautiful brotherhood. My brother is an only child because after my brother was born, I could not get pregnant anymore. No matter how big your desire to have a sister will never be realized. So by looking at your interaction and Adnan, your desire is fulfilled,” said Raihan.

“So Bang Raihan want to have at least two children Bang?” kirana asked with a bit of hesitation.

Raihan shook his head, “That's an easy affair. We heal your trauma first, we will talk about this later,” said Raihan.

“Abang sorry yes, because Kirana wishes Abang was forced to postpone,” Kirana said.

“Do not apologize, dear. You're not the wrong one. From now on you don't apologize to Abang,” Raihan said to his wife.

“Kok that anyway?”

“After you are wrong a little apologies it is like people have committed a big crime. If only about you wake up late, forget to cook, forget to make coffee, or other trivial things are human. Everyone has done the same thing so you don't have to apologize. Better your time is spent on improving yourself than being busy apologizing,” Raihan said.

Kirana smiled, she ventured to sit closer to her husband and leaned her head on Raihan's shoulder. Although she had to half-deadly resist the trembling in her hands, Kirana also wanted to try. What her husband said was true. Why is he so busy apologizing, if he can use his time to try to improve. Kirana prefers real evidence to just words.

...***...

After a few hours of travel, Raihan and Kirana arrive at the hotel. Raihan happily brought Kirana's suitcase and asked her to walk first. She also asks Kirana who opened the room she had booked and gives her a chance to be the first to see what was in her room.

“Uwaaa~~” said Kirana who was so excited to see one side of their room full of glass with a direct view towards the green and soothing valley. Kirana immediately opened the door and walked towards the balcony. He stayed there long enough and inhaled as much fresh air as he could.

“Dek, Brother deliberately booked only one room because you do not want to leave you alone. So later in the night you sleep in bed while you will sleep on the sofa,” said Raihan.

“Until when Bang?” kirana's question made Raihan confused by the intention of his wife's question.

“Until when will you sleep on the sofa?”

“Abang is no problem. Kan Abang already said, Brother will not force you,” said Raihan.

“But Kirana will not improve if you do not force,” Kirana said.

Raihan breathed a rough sigh. He walked up to Kirana and just hugged her. Instantly Raihan felt Kirana's body stiffen and her hands tremble in fear. She immediately let go of her embrace and slightly moved away from Kirana who was still silent in her place standing as if she was being punished for making a mistake.

“See? You hugged me still shaking, how are you sleeping next to you? You will not force you. Later Kirana, if you are more accustomed to the presence of Brother around you then you will try to help you little by little. But for now you don't want to,” said Raihan.

“Is it just because of that or because you know Kirana is no longer a virgin?”

“Dek..,”

“Jonestly Bang. Kirana is not papa. And the fact is that anyway. Kirana won't try to fool you. Kirana heard that Abang was the first to find Kirana at the time of the incident, meaning that Abang knew how sad Kirana was at that time,” Kirana said.

“Stop Kirana, Brother far away brought you here not for this,” said Raihan trying to make Kirana stop crying.

“Abang dares vow Brother accepts your condition as it is. For Brother the thing you're afraid of isn't important. It is precisely because Brother who found you first when it made Brother believe if you are a holy girl. That loss of you is not your fault. So Brother has no reason to protest.”

“In the bathroom there is a bathtub. You can wear it so that your mind is a little calmer, you like to take a shower right? Brother will go out for a while. You don't go anywhere, after you go lock the door. Brother will knock before entering later,” said Raihan because Kirana did not give a response. Raihan grabbed his phone and wallet and then stepped out of nowhere leaving Kirana alone in his room.