Blue Berets

28. Little Forced

The next morning Kirana was still pale. Still powerless and unable to do much. He could only sleep in bed. Even he deliberately sped up his bath so that he could immediately return to his bed.

Raihan just received a breakfast package from the hotel clerk then put it on the table. He slowly approached Kirana and checked her temperature which was still the same as last night.

"Sir, are you sure you don't want to see a doctor?" Ask Raihan.

"No Bang" replied Kirana.

"But you can't see you like this" Raihan said.

"I'm sorry our plan got messed up because I was sick."

"No papa, next time we can walk again. Wherever you want God willing, brother," replied Raihan gave understanding.

Raihan wondered why Kirana could feel so much pain just because of the monthly guests who had become the nature of a woman to experience it. He called his mother and asked about it. He was embarrassed to discuss this matter with his mother but want how else he was confused and his question must be answered immediately.

"Why? Kirana's sick?"

"Yes Ma" answered Raihan.

"Ma, Mama's a girl too. Raihan wants to ask about Raihan what should be possible to at least reduce Kirana's pain. Time he got to the bud lemes. Last night also did not sleep well," complained Raihan.

"Do you know what the best medicine is?" said Mama.

"What Ma?"

"Related."

"I mean Mama?" ask Raihan who does not understand the meaning of his mother.

"Yes related. You and Kirana are married, it's legal to have sex," Mama replied making Raihan wide-eyed.

"Ah Mama is not cool. I don't get the answer" Raihan said.

"Hey whiz Mama. Mama knows you want to wait for Kirana but when? If not forced a little, until anytime you will not be able to. Lagian has come all the way to Bogor mbok yes tried once," suggested Mama make Raihan tepuk jidat.

"Duh Mama yes Raihan knows but she was still sick when I forced her. That's really Ma," Raihan protested.

"Jaudah yaudah is up to you."

"Yes, this is Raihan can not answer you know. Raihan has to help Kirana how is Ma?"

"Eat a drink of a drag. Avoid coffee as soda first. If it still hurts also compressed his stomach using a warm compress or how is it important his stomach is not cold let him relax too," replied Mama is half-hearted.

"Ok thank you Ma."

Raihan turned off the phone and grabbed a used C1000 glass bottle on the table. After washing it clean, he poured warm water from the faucet to fill the bottle and then he wrapped the bottle with a towel so as not to hurt his wife's skin. Raihan first asked Kirana for permission to put the bottle in Kirana's stomach.

"Still Bang," said Kirana, taking over the bottle and placing it in her stomach.

"Will I make you some anget tea?" Tawar Raihan is taken by Kirana.

Admittedly or not Kirana turned out to be different from her expectations so far. He thought Kirana's hard and firm attitude and all her wise mindset would make her an idealistic person and difficult to deflect. But in fact Kirana is so obedient. Whatever Raihan says is always taken for granted by Kirana.

This day Raihan was just accompanying Kirana in the room. Raihan turns on the tv and invites Kirana to watch whatever is on television. Raihan also brought a USB with his movie collection so they didn't run out of ways to fill their free time.

Kirana asked Raihan to come and lay down beside her. Raihan had refused. He did not want Kirana for anything but because Kirana herself who convinced him Raihan finally lay down beside Kirana. He grabbed a pillow and placed it between the two. He also provided some distance between her and Kirana.

“Abang..,” call Kirana.

“Why?”

“Kirana want to be closer to Brother,” Kirana said.

“This will be close,” replied Raihan.

Kirana shook her head, “Not close like this. Kirana wants to be like husband and wife Bang. Why wouldn't you want to do something like Kirana? Kirana this is Abang's wife, it's legitimate Brother what-apain. I also heard Mama's chat this morning. Mama Bener Bang, if not forced little want until when we rich gini continue?” Kirana.

“Abang, Kirana wants to be reckless,” says Kirana.

Raihan had not had time to answer anything, Kirana had already thrown away the pillow that had separated herself from Raihan. Kirana immediately approached and hugged Raihan while Raihan himself could only watch Kirana trying to fight his own fear.

Raihan was able to sense if Kirana's body was shaking. But there was one impulse from her that made her tighten her arms and stroke Kirana's back to calm her down. Over time the trembling of fear disappeared and Kirana was already asleep. She fell asleep in her husband's arms for the first time. Raihan smiling. He ventured to kiss Kirana on the forehead and closed his eyes.

“Kirana I'm proud of you,” said Raihan before following Kirana to dreamland.

...***...

To erase Kirana's guilt yesterday, today they went back for a walk. This time Raihan who wants to feel the feeling of playing to the safari park. Mumpung they have their own car although the rental capital but Raihan want to feel the sensation surrounded by large animals there. Raihan also said no afdol that Kirana did not visit her brother's house. Though Raihan meant the monkeys in the safari park.

“Tuh..., tuh.., tuh..., similar to you tuh,” said Raihan.

“Well if that one looks like Bang Adnan yes,” said Kirana.

“Terus next to him who called his food Bang Raihan right,” continued Kirana.

“Asem kok Abang so follow you katain like a monkey too,” said Raihan.

“Ya actually does not look like a monkey. Mah's brother looks like a dog,” Kirana said.

“Ha?”

“Ih is not meant to say yes but you look the same as a samoyed dog has Maria's mom. That's his house down the street. If the cute morning likes to be taken for a walk around the complex. I also like to hold, the fur is very soft,” said Kirana.

“Like you only. Origin is not said to be the same as melki,” said Raihan.

“Melki? Who is Bang?”

“Herder dogs are maintained the same om tantenya Brother. It used to be a small time every time you went home to the dog always barking. Though it is not wrong Brother anything,” said Raihan.

“Dih Abang can't bark,” Kirana said.

“Ahahahaha, don't know you yet. Brother if again a fierce task lho.”

“It looks like the police everywhere are fierce. Papa is fierce, Bang Adnan is also fierce,” Kirana said.

“Not fierce actually but firm. Yes it is natural that Papa is fierce, jebolan gegana. The people who faced top-class criminals all. If your brother is not fierce, it does not work as a provost. Where is the task really yes in brimob that,” explained Raihan.

“Abang don't want that Bang? Not that Papa Nandar also broke down brimob huh?”

“Iya, who first plunge in Brimob even Papa Nandar compared to Papa Bagus. But Brother doesn't want to. I would like to know, anyone who refuses can join the elite team of the police. I'm not alone now, there's you. If you are in Brimob Abang will often miss you. This alone Abang does not promise Brother can always be with you because Brother will still often patrol the night,” said Raihan.

“No papa Bang.”

“But at least Brother calm you because you will have the same Papa Mama. While we live in the house Papa Mama used to not papa right? While walking later we try to buy a house,” said Raihan who was not able to give the best for his wife.

“Ngak papa bang. Kirana still likes to be afraid of being alone at home. In part like Mama Cecil and Mama Hasna will continue to riot if we live in our own home. Kan Abang is an only child and Kirana is a favorite child so yes how to know lah.”

“Ohh turns out not only Brother who is protected at maximum anyway. You also. Cie Samaan,” goda Bang Raihan.

“Ya is it brother if you have an only child or have a daughter will not be protective? My hunch is that Brother can be more protective than Papa,” ledek Kirana.

“Emang. But I want to have a daughter ah. But later. Four or five years. If you are not brave now.”

“Say Brother still wants to date. We're not going out with Bang or married. Hurry up anyway,” said Kirana.

“Biarin. His name is not PHP. Brother likes a sure fit,” replied Raihan.

“SPBU dong.”

“O yes too. Geez was samoyed now SPBU, mbuh is Dek sak karepmu,” said Raihan made both of them laugh.