Blue Berets

105. Worriedly

Until the night before the two parents Raihan was still there. Galih is currently with the doctor to ask the condition of his son Tiar who was out of the incubator this afternoon. Galih slowly carried the tiny baby and took her to Kirana's room. Once there, Tiar's arrival was greeted with a happy smile.

Tiar immediately Galih put it on the lap of Kirana who was still weak. He slowly helped Kirana support Tiar's body which was still very vulnerable. He also placed a pillow behind Kirana's back to prop her up and another one on her lap to put Tiar on.

Shortly after, a nurse steps in and asks everyone out because the nurse will help Kirana give breast milk for the first time to her son. Everything came out, except Mama Raihan who insisted on staying inside and invited Amira to stay with him.

The girl was just happy to be close to her mother and sister. But somehow Galih's heart became so agitated. There was one feeling he did not want present in his heart but it suddenly overflowed uncontrollably.

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In the room Kirana felt the happiness that multiplied. Here there is Amira, there is also Tiar, her husband was there, plus both parents Raihan perfect his day. Kirana really feels like the luckiest woman right now.

“Ami, grandma has a video for you to watch. Wanna see it? Kirana too,” says mama Hasna.

“What is Ma?” ask Kirana.

Amira and Kirana also listened to the video of what Mama Hasna was about to show. Just the first second the video played, Kirana instantly realized who was there. He was Bang Raihan who seemed to have just come home at that time. In the video, Kirana sees Raihan holding a baby in his carrier. The baby was so tiny, wrapped in a pink blanket with brown bears all over its surface.

Raihan was heard humming a little and kept swinging the little baby to the right and left so gently when the 1-week-old Amira started crying. Shortly after, Raihan brought his little girl closer to the bed where Kirana was still lying weak at the time.

“Shtt, this is close to Mama. Don't cry anymore yes,” said Bang Raihan.

“Dek, wake up yuk. Amira nyariin you. I won't be able to take care of him alone. I need you beside me,” Bang Raihan said this time to Kirana. Next to his hand he used to hold and stroke the back of Kirana's hand while continuing to pet Amira who occasionally still cried.

Kirana grew louder and louder until Tiar who had just finished breastfeeding woke up and cried too.

“This Papa Raihan yes nek?” tanya Amira asked her grandmother for her phone and asked for the video to be played back. The boy drowned watching the video keep repeating. While Kirana looked at Amira with sadness.

“Look at you, Papa Raihan really loves Amira,” said Kirana while stroking her daughter's head.

“Iya Ma, Papa Galih did not lie. Papa Raihan real affectionate with Amira,” said Amira.

“Amira..., play yuk to Papa Raihan's house want?” take Mama Hasna suddenly.

Suddenly the smile on Kirana's face disappeared, her cherry suddenly turned anxious. Not until Amira answered Kirana has answered first, “Besok aja play Ma, let Amira same me first. Still miss,” said Kirana.

“Iya nek, Amira also still want the same deck Tiar. Amira also still miss Papa Galih,” said Amira. Fortunately, this boy answered that.

"Galih, interracial mom down dong,” ask bu Ratna.

Galih just assented. As soon as he arrived at the elevator Galih immediately sighed. It felt heavy in his heart. She felt even more uneasy and more scared if not only Amira was asked but also Kirana. Ms. Ratna smiled then patted her son on the shoulder.

“Not to be afraid. Kirana and Amira are yours and forever will be. I'm just asking you to give time to Raihan's parents. They were both parents who lost their son. Raihan is not just an only child, he is the pride of his mother's father. Especially if you remember the situation when Raihan left,” said Bu Ratna.

“Paham Ma, just scared. I think Kirana feels the same way Tiar is fussy, I feel sorry. I started to go too. Kirana also has not recovered her strength,” said Galih.

“How are you back now? Replace Kirana to take care of Tiar so you also calm down,” said Ms. Ratna.

“What mom?”

Bu Ratna then pushed back the floor button where they had started to ride the elevator when they had arrived in the lobby, “think minimarket was closed,” said Bu Ratna.

“Hadeuh mom,” says Galih then chuckles. Not to forget, she also thanked her mother.

When he arrived at the room, Galih immediately took over Tiar from the sling Kirana who looked so tired. He holds his son and cradles him and asks Kirana and Amira to go to bed first.

“Kak, his sleep is with Mama on top if you catch wind below,” said Galih who had started holding Tiar who began to calm due to his handling.

“Sini sister, bobok same Mama,” take Kirana.

“But that's Mama's needle how?” amira asked fearfully.

Ms. Ratna helped. He took out his handkerchief from inside the bag and bent it. After bending the length of Bu Ratna tied it to Kirana's wrist with her needle infusion. He wrapped the handkerchief to cover the needle.

“Nah is closed. Ami need not be afraid to see the needle again,” said Bu Ratna to her grandson.

“Oiya. Thank you grandma, grandma is so good,” said Amira.

Kirana and Amira fall asleep at the end. Shortly thereafter, Tiar also managed to sleep. Galih put his son very slowly into the baby box next to his mother's bed. After that he made sure Amira and his wife fell asleep comfortably and then he held a mat for her to sleep under.

A few minutes before Kirana went to sleep, Bang Raihan's parents decided to leave and Galih's little heart hoped that the two would not return tomorrow. Because honestly Galih's mind really can't be controlled.