Blue Berets

45. Miscomprehension

Mama who was preparing dinner in the kitchen was shocked when she saw Raihan carrying Kirana into her room. Mama catches up with him, and sees Kirana crying in her husband's arms.

“Raihan, Kirana why? You guys just got back from the hospital, Kirana cry? The baby's okay, right? Kirana's healthy, right? Tell Mama Han,” said Mama kept pressing Raihan to talk.

“Later Ma, Raihan tell me. Sorry Ma,” said Raihan.

Mama couldn't stop her worry, but at least Mama tried to suppress it. Mama walked up to get a drink for Kirana and helped her to drink so that she could calm down a little.

“Already yes, do not cry continuously. Poor Amira,” said Raihan.

“Bang Adnan why the same with Kirana anyway Bang? Why Bang Adnan is so evil with Kirana,” said Kirana.

“Shtt..., already, already, your brother must also have his reasons Deck. Stop, cup. Don't cry anymore dong, Brother who is not strong see it,” said Raihan is still trying to calm Kirana.

“Same recipe Kirana has eaten yet?” ask Mama.

“Tadi Raihan buyin satay anyway, but he ate not much,” said Raihan.

“Then eat yes, Mama takein eat later Raihan bribe. Your face is that shoot. Yes Kirana, pity your baby,” Mama said.

Kirana shook her head and drowned her head in Raihan's arms.

“Ambilin aja Ma, later Raihan the bribe. Thank you Ma,” said Raihan embraced by Mama.

The night was approaching, but Kirana still held on and hugged her husband without any intention of letting go. To be honest, Raihan himself was confused by what his wife was feeling. She did not know whether Kirana was currently angry at feeling being played with by fate, or she was disappointed that she who should have had the chance to return with Keenan was blocked by her own Brother.

Right, Raihan is not jealous, but for this one he is always afraid. The fact that she had taken Kirana from Keenan's embrace was why Raihan was most afraid that the day Kirana learned the truth would be her last day to embrace her.

***

“Raihan, why are you? How come your face is pale?” ask Mama.

“Ngak papa Ma, maybe aja tiredness,” replied Raihan.

“Han, Kirana and Adnan are not well?” this time, Papa asked.

“It doesn't seem to be Pa.”

“What is the problem exactly? They never fight but this can get rich gini. Raihan, Mama asked you to help Kirana and Adnan improve,” said Mama.

“Iya Ma, definitely. But not now. Let Kirana get better first. The mood is no longer good,” said Raihan.

Raihan stepped inside the room and found Kirana sitting on her bed headboard. He was stroking his big stomach even with a sad face. Raihan sighed, then locked the door from the inside. It seemed like there was something he had to talk about with Kirana at the moment.

“Kirana..., Brother want to ask something can?” ask Raihan.

“What's Bang?”

“Tell me Brother, what is raging in your heart. Whatever it is, whatever it is you'll listen to. As long as you do not continue to grieve rich gini. You can't bear to see it,” said Raihan.

“Padahat Kirana instead want to reverse. Kirana just wanted to ask why she was so evil left Kirana. Kirana also just wanted to apologize to him for not being able to meet her expectations. That was aja. I'm the same Brother now, my heart has made a complete brother already will not go back to him again whatever he wants to do I already do not care Bang,” said Kirana.

“Kirana...”.

“I swear Bang, there is no name Keenan in my heart. But at least I want to fix my mistake. If I can't even I want to at least apologize already,” Kirana said.

“Abang knows baby. It's possible that your brother just didn't want to tell without the intention to hide. Adnan cares about you, Adnan cares about you too. Maybe he didn't want to interfere with our introductions at that time. You don't hate your brother Kirana, he suffered hearing that from your mouth,” Raihan said.

“But my heart is already sick Bang. Maybe for a while I don't want to see Bang Adnan first,” said Kirana.

“Abang understands. Already yes, do not drag on Mama pity Amira is sad,” said Raihan.

***

Keenan was together with Aksara and Galih in the headquarters canteen. The three young officers were joking while occasionally discussing who among the three would be flown to Pontianak next week. Adnan saw Keenan can sit casually with his best friend ignited emotions. Adnan immediately dragged Keenan to a more private place and immediately dropped Keenan to the ground.

“Now you want to know what Kee? I knew you were here. He turns me desperately and you still intend to continue hiding lo?” adnan asked impatiently.

“I don't care if he knows or not. I'll keep hiding Bang.”

“What do you mean exactly?” ask Adnan.

“He must be sad again right now? I knew Bang in a few months she was going to give birth and be a mother. She was happy with her husband. If I had come out of my hiding would he have accepted that? He'll just be sad all the time. How is his son? How is her husband? Can I still be selfish? I admit I still love your sister Bang. I still love Kirana. But what am I now? I'm just an ex with a jerk left him that way,” said Keenan.

Adnan was silent to Keenan's confession. He never thought if it turned out that the man who had almost become his sister-in-law was still holding a taste even to this second.

“Udah told you Bang. There's nothing in it to bring me and Kirana together. I am so happy that he is happy with his little family. I also promised Bang Raihan that whatever happens I will never ask Kirana to come back with me,” Keenan said.

Keenan left Adnan just like that. No matter if Adnan is still speechless Keenan goes away just like that, “One more Bang. You no longer need to think of me as your sister. From the beginning I wasn't your sister Bang. Our relationship is now limited to seniors and juniors in the realm of work. The rest just think of me as a stranger,” Keenan said before continuing his steps.

***

Adnan returned home in worse condition than before. Lucy who was watering plants in the front yard immediately approached her and hugged her husband. Lucy understands that Adnan's guilt is slowly breaking her heart now. Although she did not fully know, but she could conclude that her husband was currently standing at the tip of the horn where he had moved a little wrong she would fall and be crushed.

“Have Bang, don't feel guilty anymore. It was both of their choices. There is no connection with Brother,” said Lucy.

“But Cy...”

“Abang already. Stop over. This matter is already outside your power Bang. Let them finish. There is Bang Raihan who will always be there for Kirana. Don't you think too much about everything yourself,” said Lucy.

“Sorry yes dear. You are always me,” said Adnan.

“Neither Bang. I never felt cheated. Just don't focus too much on them until they forget about me Bang. Jealousy for a long time,” said Lucy who pretended to sulk.

“You are always with me. Thank you for all your dedication and all your loyalty Cy. Brother is proud of you. Dear brother with you,” said Adnan made Lucy nod then hug Adnan.