Your charms are diverting my love

Your charms are diverting my love
Just so you're Happy



Perfect happiness. I'll be a father soon. Vita is pregnant, her gestational age has entered the third month. I'm grateful that Vita was pregnant quickly, because my mom and dad always asked grandchildren, from the beginning I married Vita, they always asked, it's too late to come what month yet? And, that question made my ears noise back then. Though we had never done it before, because I still had a lover, I was still in touch with my lover, and at the beginning of my marriage, I was outspoken to Vita, she said, talk to Vita if I hate her, I don't want to touch her, and I don't love her.


Our marriage was bland, maybe that's what Vita felt, but I didn't, because I was still in touch with Nadira.


Now that it was all over, I decided to choose Vita, living my perfect household. Moreover, Vita is pregnant, of course the news of Vita's pregnancy became the happiest news for my mother and papa, because they dream of grandchildren. Mama only had me, so mama wished I could give grandchildren for entertainment in her old age. Unlike the parents of Vita, who has four children, so the mother and father of her grandchildren are many. Vita is the youngest child, but she is not a spoiled child, she is always independent, and does not give up on achieving what she wants.


This morning, I was going to the office, but on a break with Vita, as usual Vita whined to come to the office. He said he was very bored, because he had been staying at home for a long time, not going anywhere, coming out only if you want to check the contents only. Vita kept whining spoiled, asking to come to the office.


I don't want Vita to be petty and will impact her content, that's why I don't want her to go to the office anymore. But, Vita's name is like that, she still whines to come with me to the office. Though I had already banned her, I wanted her to be home alone during pregnancy, because I wanted her to be fine. Although Vita said obstetrician strong, there is no problem, but his name is still worried husband, let alone he is an active person, who is difficult to be told to keep quiet.


Sometimes it's the same howling I am, help aunt in the kitchen, clean the room, clean the closet, clean the closet, the photo is just the reason so she can move not only relaxed at home.


Like now he's still whining about asking to come to the office. He forced me to allow it. Yes, I let him come.


Vita is ready with the neat clothes that I chose earlier. It was Dres who made me fall for Vita. She was so graceful and beautiful wearing that dres. Until the first time I saw him wearing that shirt, I was imagined until night. Until I wondered what kind of woman Vita was.


Turns out, she was the woman whose charm diverted my first love. Yes my love for Nadira, to whom else? She's my first love since I was in high school already in love with her. Until I married my relationship with Nadira is still running, until my household will be destroyed because of Nadira. But, ever since I went through my own heart, I led my heart to choose who would be my life companion, I ended up choosing Vita. The woman I've been betrothed to since I was in high school. Being betrothed wasn't nice, it was at first, but after knowing that my parents' choice of women was better than anything, yeah this is how it is. I could not get away from him, just a moment at the office, already wanted to go home to accompany Vita at home. Vita says I'm so fucking with her. Let it be, wash with his own wife, not someone else's wife.


“Mas, later out of the office I want to eat mixed rice, want to go there?” ask Vita.


“Nasi mix Bu Jamilah that you mean?” many ensure.


“Yes, I want to eat there, it has been a long time I did not eat there, Firda is now busy alone, can not be invited to eat together there,” he replied.


“Oke later there, if it's lunchtime.” I'm asserting.


I remember what happened at that place. When I first caught Vita there, I brought Nadira to eat there. We faced also sitting, because there was no seat again, finally the waiter there invited to sit in the place of Vita, because the seat vita table was still empty for two people.


“By the way about mixed rice so I remember something, yes?” I said with Vita at the same time.


“Cie remember ex, yes?”


“More remember, how can I be so in front of you, Vit. Don't eat there, huh? I feel even more guilty if I remember that,” I said.


“Your child who wants to, Mas. Anyway already, which is already yes already, anyway now I am only yours only, if you want to double yes please anyway, I can take care of this child alone without you,” said Vita casually.


“Kok is saying it?”


“Yes if for example the husband does not want to be with me anymore, what can I do? Forced? No, right?”


“Don't say that again, huh? I will never turn away from you, if there is an intention, maybe when Nadira whines to say she still loves me, and can not without me, I will melt again with her. In fact, I'm not interested? Sad to see him like that even I am ordinary? People have buried my feelings for him, and there is no sense anymore, yes already want him to beg, or what, I do not care,” said I.


“Iya I believe, Mas.”


My phone rang, I saw a phone call from the school, probably about my business retiring early. I picked up the phone, and it was true that later in the day I was told to meet the principal, then I also had to take care of the other conditions.


“Let's go to school, huh? There's business for a while,” I told Vita.


^^^


Arriving at the office, it was impossible for Vita to just shut up. He turned on his computer, and then he did whatever he wanted. She was truly a tireless woman, pregnant even at home while monitoring all her efforts outside. No wonder he was never afraid to live alone. But, as a man, I should be able to give the best for him, and give a sense of comfort to Vita.


I am Vita's house to let go of all the fatigue in her life. And so is Vita, she is home to me, my most comfortable seat, home for me to go home to, resting my soul and body, because of the tiredness of the world. Home to my heart that loves him so much.


As much as possible I'll make him comfortable, and at ease. Vita is everything to me, especially we will have children, I have made sure my children and my wife will be happy until the end of my time. My happiness is to see my wife and children happy.


“If you're tired, take a break,” I said while putting chocolate-flavored pregnant milk for her. This morning Vita didn't want to drink milk, so I made it at the office.


“Iya I'm on break, I'm cleaning email that has been a long time anyway, the same again playing games,” replied Vita.


“You play games?” my many.


“Two months at home, I'm saturated, I spend playing games, ordinary games, let's not get bored,” he explained.


“I guess that game should top up the balance or what to buy what is the name?”


“No, ordinary games only really, let's not saturate it.”


“Yes already milk drunk, I continue this first, yes?”


“Ih will be eating soon? Will you be full if you drink milk?”


“Eat later, I'm out of school huh, Vit? You see this I contacted again, before twelve o'clock should be already there.”


“Oke is okay.” Answer's relaxed.


I continued my work. I saw Vita was cool with the game. Let it be, for the entertainment of him rather than he goes to work, later even there are kecaepean.


^^^


My business with the school and the service is done. The application for early retirement has been approved. I'm not teaching anymore. Although the teacher is my goal, and indeed my dream is to become a teacher, but I realize that dreams do not always have to be realized. Maybe it's just mimipi, who stopped by in my sleep.


I want to continue my papa's word to take care of papa's legacy company. There is no way that Vita will continue to take care of it, because Vita's job is to be happy at home with children, not to work for a living. I should be working, providing for her inner birth, making her and my son happy. That's my job now, as Vita's husband.


After school, we continued our intention to eat at the rice restaurant mixed Bu Jamilah. But, soon to arrive, Vita changed her mind, she asked for soto.


“This is coming? Sure change menu?” many ensure.


“Yes, I've imagined the smell of garlic, it must sting. Let's eat soto?” the answer.


I obey. Let's just say, pregnant women are used to it, who used to be a young mango peeper, turn has been bought young mango does not want, he wants even asinan kedondong. Is it all wrong? As at this time, who wanted to eat mixed rice, the turn was about to arrive, changing to eat soto. It's okay, you're happy, honey.