Your charms are diverting my love

I'm Ready to Split

I went straight into Vita's room. He seems to be busy with his work.

“Mas, thankfully you have arrived. Come with me, papa can't come here, papa out of town. Tantri is doing a lot of work,” invite Vita.

He just came to take me to a meeting. I haven't had any preparation, and I can't. How can I accompany him to see a client?

“You're not wrong, Vit?”

“What's wrong, Mas?” vita answered by looking at me.

“Yes not wrong you take me to see a client?” I want to make sure again.

“Gak is, where is it wrong?” answer Vita relax. “Let's accompany me, I can't take Tantri, usually either papa or mama, they have business he said outside the city,”.

“I can't do anything Vit?”

“Later can also and get used to it. Come on, in half an hour I have to get there, Mas!” he took her directly to draw my hand, but in the doorway he looked at me and breathed heavily.

“Ih Mas Dani is a mess anyway?” he said while fixing a tie I haven't worn yet. “Why is the tie still like this, Mas?”

“Intentionally let you wear, Vit,” replied me origin. But, it's like that. I purposely let Vita's attention, because no matter how angry and irritated Vita is with me, she must still care about me.

“A reason does not make sense!” hatchlings. “It's neat, gini dong Pak Director? Messy time?” He said holding my shoulder and finished putting my das on.

“Content Bu Revita Adriana,” I replied by concluding a smile in front of Vita.

“Ayo departing!” bring him.

Vita walked quickly in front of me. He wears high heels, but can walk that fast. His steps were firm and certain, ignoring the possible left right and ignoring the obstacles in front of him. That is the characteristic of women who are firm, brave, and not easily give up. I accelerated my path, I really could not keep up with the pace, even though I was a man, should be more firm and firm in stepping.

“Huh ... You brisk walk once, Vit?” I said with gasps.

“You're the catapult, Mas!” the answer.

“Ya already, enter Vit!”

Vita got in my car, I put a seat betl while Vita was busy with her phone, not installing the seat belt.

“Mas, why not take a walk? Come hunted!” vita said with a look at me. “Idih even look at me again?”

I approached Vita, intentionally leaving Vita as frightened as this morning as I was about to kiss. “Mas ... if you want what?” One hand of Vita pushed my chest closer to her, and another hand she pushed my face.

“Use the seat belt, Vita .. how can I drive this car, if you are not using this?” I said by swiping the seatbelt.

I looked closer at Vita's face. Vita's breath was seen up and down in her chest, her breath was so warm about my face, she was so beautiful, maybe if I just attach importance to lust, I've kissed her, she said, and maybe I did my job as a husband. But, I don't want to do it, because I don't love her yet, but I don't know.

Vita closed her eyes, but she turned her face away. I kissed her cheek, and she immediately looked at me sharply.

“Not to be angry, Just kiss the cheek, Vit. I won't kiss your lips. Already let's go,” I said.

“Don't repeat something like this, Mom! If you want to kiss me, it can be in front of your parents or my parents, as you said at the beginning of our marriage. You remember what you said to me, right?” vita said with her face down.

I knew he was disappointed when I said that. Yeah, I used to tell her that I didn't love her, marriage was just marriage, I didn't want to touch her, and I said I kissed her just in front of my parents or her parents. Beyond that, there won't be a kiss on the forehead or anything, but today I broke it myself. Like licking your own spit. And, I just remember now, that Vita didn't remind me of what I said after marrying her.

“Have remembered what you said, Mas?” ask Vita.

“Please do not repeat again,” he said then he turned his face away. He looked to the side, out the window.

Maybe he was disappointed in me, but I'm sure he loved me, if I woo him he would want to do it, but he was a difficult woman to get. Hard to seduce. I am her husband, we are husband and wife, maybe if other couples, even though her husband has said such things, continue to be seduced again, must be resigned. Unlike Vita, she was chuckling with her stance, she was guarding what she said, and what I said.

“Mas, later next week help me in Anyer can, right? You don't have an event with Nadira, do you?” ask Vita.

“Not like it,” I replied.

“Weekend, Mass. Is there a show? If there is no yes I can find people again,” he said.

“Weekend, nothing. There was no show with Nadira. He's lashing out anyway,” I replied.

“Oh, why? Like ABG alone,” he said. “Evening given ration time lambek. Or maybe less rations?” continued Vita.

“Apaan si Vit! Don't talk so much,” I said.

“Ya if not so how? Here?” said it.

I was silent, Vita was really calm I was talking about Nadira, and she was calm too, when talking about last night.

“Mas, if mas already overdo it with him. Why don't you take care of the divorce with me now. Don't hang him too long, if you've touched him. I'll talk to our parents if we're separated.  You have no pity on Nadira? You touch him, with no certainty? I also felt what Nadira felt, Mas.”

Vita's words made my heart knock. Yes, I hung him without certainty, but how can I divorce Vita? How will papa and mama? I let my mom and dad down because I chose to be a teacher. If I divorce Vita, will it not disappoint papa and mama again?

“Don't think of papa and mama, Mommy? I know they will be disappointed, but why do we continue our loveless marriage? And our marriage hurts other women,” said Vita.

“I don't know, Vit. I don't love you, I love Nadira. I've done more with him. But, would I not disappoint my mom and dad if I ended this marriage?” my spoken.

“Mama and papa disappointed for sure. But, surely they will understand that love cannot be forced, Mas,” he said.

I saw Vita from earlier slightly wiping the corner of her eyes. I'm sure he's crying, he's hurting his heart to say all this, let alone I know, he loves me. Yeah, I saw it in the little book on the table. He poured it all out there. I don't understand he's gonna talk like this.

“Then how will the office?”

“You can leave the office. After all, I am in the papa office for only a few years as CEO, if my work is up, it will be up to papa how? If you want to learn, I will teach. This mumpung I still want to teach mas, please study seriously, Mas,” he said.

“I'll be earnest, Vit. But to marry Nadira, I have to part with you first,”.

“Ya you just have the file ready. I'm ready for you to let go anytime, Mas,” he said.

Vita was silent. He looked at the car window again. I'm sure he's talking like that with a heart that's not okay. I saw Vita wiping her tears. Her body was shaking more and more, I knew she was crying after saying all that.

“Vita, are you okay?” I asked by rubbing his shoulder.

“Yes, I'm fine,” he replied in a raucous voice.

“You cry?”

“Just shed tears. I'm relieved to be able to talk like this, I don't want to get more tormented in this unclear bond, Mas. Let go of me, you don't love me, what's the point of this marriage. I'm ready for you to let go, Mom. I'm ready if we part,” she said by wiping her tears.

Oh my God .. I can't bear to see him cry, I know how he feels. He was so neatly keeping his feelings to me. She was so calm, even though she was crying. Should I divorce her now?