Your charms are diverting my love

Feeling The Burden That Vita Emban Has During

No, I can't if Vita leaves. I'd let my mom and dad down if me and Vita parted ways, and I promised to learn to love him. I was wrong, I should have been able to maintain my attitude when Nadira was there. Yes I do miss it, and rightly said Vita, forgetting people who have long stopped in the heart is not easy, especially I have touched it even though it is not as deep as being related as husband and wife. I did it with Nadira a lot, even since we were in college.

I confirmed Vita's words, forgetting Nadira is certainly very difficult for me, but with Vita gone can I live alone in this house? I just sat there, thinking where Vita was going. The number is inactive. I asked Firda, she said she wasn't with Vita. He's out of town. No way Arif asked, I did keep his number, but I saw his status post on WhatsApp he was accompanying his mother. Should I ask mom or mom? That's not possible.

“How? Anything you can contact other than friends Vita, Mas?” ask Nadira.

“Nothing, Nad. I can not ask mama, later even mama suspicious, let alone ask her mother Vita. For a moment I asked Tantri, the next time Vita told her where she wanted to go.”

I asked Tantri, Vita is in the office or not, instead she sent me to the office. Because he said Vita did not return to the office, and there is something that must be completed now. Since there was no papa either, Tantri went to the office as well. Papa and Vita could not be reached Tantri said.

“Iya, I'm going to the office, I'm ready first,”.

I turned off my call with Tantri. I'm sure, Vita's gone. But I don't know where he's going. I finish the office business first, after that I'll find Vita. I can't do this, I have to talk to Vita.

“Sorry, I have to get to the office right away. There is no Vita, there is no papa, soon the client comes, there is only Vita's secretary. Firda Vita's best friend and confidant is also out of town, so I have to go there, papa and Vita can not be contacted because,” my saying to Nadira and all.

“Iya, And. We'll take it easy, finish everything well, calmly. You too, Nad. I don't want you to be the third person, Nad.” Said my friend.

“Iya, I'll talk about it again. I want to get ready first,” I said.

They say goodbye, I drive him to the front door. I saw Nadira with her eyes puffy, and she just kept quiet, no spirit at all. Let's just say he's leaving, he's not gonna be here anymore. I love him so much, I don't want to lose him, I want to stay with him, but I realize, there's Vita. He's the one I have to fight for.

I rushed to the room, washed my face, then I took my clothes from the closet. Messy. Yeah, I can't take it, and I see my closet's falling apart. I remember Vita, if there was Vita, she would have been all that prepared it, and it wouldn't have been such a mess.

Tie, t-shirt inside, socks! Vita put it where the hell? I looked for her, I opened every closet drawer, and I found a drawer where she kept a tie, and next to her in a bulkhead to put her socks on. Stay t-shirt inside, it doesn't feel good not wearing t-shirts inside. I open the next drawer again, right in the drawer it is sealed into two parts for ********** and t-shirts in. I took it carelessly, until it fell apart again.

I was so nervous, Tantri freaked me out, she called again. No papa, no Vita, Firda, and Arif. I had to go forward alone, and was only accompanied by Tantri, Vita's secretary.

I drove my car to the office. Again Tanti called me, asking I had left yet and where.

“Sabar, Tantri, I'm on the way!”

“Iya, sir, but the client has arrived, already in the meeting room.”

“Arrange first, tell wait a few more minutes,” I said.

I increased the speed of my car. It turned out that I felt what papa, mama, and Vita had been feeling all along, while being chased by sudden work, sudden meetings, and anything sudden. It's worth not Vita, papa, and mama are always disciplined about time. I was the only teacher who was never on time to go to school. Sometimes come mopping hours absent in the morning. Most if reprimanded yes already reprimanded, I still receive my full salary every month? Sometimes there is a raise even if it comes too late. Papa deserves to always say people like me are a burden on the state, because just go to work relaxed, mengepet time absent in the morning still I pay intact, even there is a rise in the honor usually?

I got to the office, I walked quickly to Tantri's room. Tantri immediately gave me some documents that I had to sign, because if there was no Vita, I would replace him, not papa anymore. After finishing, Tantri immediately invited me to the meeting room.

“Good afternoon, sorry I was late, because there was a little obstacle. Good meeting this afternoon we start.”

I started to discuss cooperation with big investors, which he said the project is huge and profitable. I studied the proposals well from them, I discussed, fortunately Vita taught me to be more careful and thorough, so I don't want any mistakes.

“Pak Dani is fine?” ask Tantri.

“Again's dizzy, Tan. Can I have some warm water please?” my door.

“Ba—baik, sir,” he replied, then he went straight out of the meeting room.

It felt dizzy and aching my head, until it felt like spinning all over this room. Fortunately the meeting was over, and it went well. It turns out that papa and mama are looking for money this hard, just a little late, a big and profitable project will float out of hand.

“Vit, I feel the burden you are feeling right now. For a few hours I felt your weight was heavy. Not burden your heart because of me. Where are you, Vit? Don't go Vit. I'm sorry, I promise I'll fix everything.”

I don't feel my tears dripping. Yes I admit because of Vita, I don't want Vita to leave. No, not because this company needs Vita. I need him too. Where are you, Vita? Please go home, Vit.

Tantri brought me a drink. I take a warm water. Tantri was watching me.

“Isn't Mr Dani sick? Miss Nadira yesterday said Mr Dani had a fever?” ask Tantri.

“Iya not feeling well, already lightened earlier, this but suddenly dizzy once,” I replied. “Oh yes, Vita do you give me the same message?” my many.

“No say anything. Say no to the office anymore, and if there is anything I am told to contact Mr. Barata or Mr. Dani,” replied Tantri.

“Don't say where you want to go?” many ensure.

“No, Sir. Where did Bu Vita go?” ask Tantri.

“No idea where he went, Tan. His phone is off,” I replied.

“Usually if you do not tell me, Ms Vita will return quickly anyway, but why not this? I'm just confused sir, just want a phone to tell at three o'clock there is a meeting Bu Vita is not active number, even Mr. Barata, buyua is also inactive,” explained Tantri.

My phone rang, my mom called me. Must be asking about Vita, or maybe Vita has met mama and papa. I'll just pick it up, maybe it's important.

“Yes, Ma? How?”

“Where are you, Dan?” ask mommy with a kettle.

“In the office, out of meetings dressing Vita. Vita is out, but not yet back and forth, Tantri contact him but not active cell phone, papa is also not active, finally Tantri asked me who led the meeting earlier. But Dani wants to go home not yet, Dani's head is dizzy, muters all, Ma,” I replied.

“Wait for mama, mama will catch up with you,” Mama said.

“Good, Ma.”

Though I talked to offend Vita, but mama did not ask about Vita at all, maybe mama did not know about Vita who left.