Your charms are diverting my love

She Belongs to Another Woman

Nadira POV.

Is it wrong that I love Mas Dani, who already belongs to another woman? Would it be wrong of me if I wanted more on Mas Dani? I love her so much, but I realize she's married. Even though he loves me so much, I'm still scared. I'm afraid he can't let go of his wife. I'm not ready to lose him, I'm not ready to let go. Not really ready.

We have committed to ending it. But, we can't, it's not strong not to give attention, it's not strong to keep quiet, and we can't at all. Moreover, we are one profession, and work in the same place, every day meet. One room, the table next to each other, going out and going home to teach always together. It's not wrong that we can't let go of each other, and are sincere about ending our relationship.

Since I knew Mas Dani had been betrothed from High School, I had actually given up, let alone his mother Mas Dani really advised me to be sincere, that Mas Dani had been betrothed to Vita, and cannot be bothered. The love that started from the white-gray period until now is still intertwined, and still gray, there is no sign of any other color in our relationship.

I'm still sitting at my desk. Dani just came home, without offering to come home together. Maybe it was because I refused, so he didn't offer me any more. But, it's usually not like that. If I crave and don't want to, surely he'll persuade me until I want to? Now, he just left, he was nervous and would not persuade me anymore.

Let's just say, he'll come back later, will he persuade me again? I was already angry because last night. I had put myself in with all my heart, but he did not respond to me, instead rejecting me. Why would he bother to learn the company for the sake of parting with Vita and later inaugurate it with me, if the fast and sure instant way could be? Like last night, if she wanted to, and I got pregnant, wouldn't that make it easier for her to be with me?

Yes, I am indeed like there is no pride in him then. But, isn't my pride also collapsed because I love people's husbands, and dare to have relationships with people's husbands? Then why don't I drop my pride in front of Dani? But Dani was so pretentious, not willing to do it, but every time we met we touched each other until sometimes to reach the top together, even without doing it. Strange if you don't want to, I'm sure Dani has started to be curious and wants to be close to his wife.

Which guy isn't interested in Vita? Vita came here alone, all the male eyes did not blink, and all admired Vita's figure. But, I'm proud, because Mas Dani chose to love me rather than him. Dani was also willing to do all that for the sake of marrying me. I admit Mas Dani's efforts so hard to get the sympathy of his parents, then continue to divorce Vita.

Now I prefer to be quiet, since Mas Dani has the intention to learn about business and manage the company. Moreover, he would be close every day to his wife. How he's not close to his wife. The company owned by Mas Dani's parents is in the hands of Mas Dani's wife. So if Mas Dani wants to learn about the company definitely with Vita. Not possible with your mom or dad.

“Bu Nadira, why did Mr Dani not take a trip home together?” ask Miss Wulan.

“Maybe she's nervous, Miss Wulan,” I replied.

“We're looking for a good chat, Bu.” Take Miss Wulan who seems to know what I'm feeling right now.

Wulan and I have been friends ever since we were both transferred to our current school. If in the office, and still in the school area, we do not dare to call by name alone. Unless we're not wearing official clothes and we're outside. We still appreciate the way we call you in the office and school area. We decided to go home, and Wulan came to my house. I screwed him, he's on a motorcycle. Usually he was with Mr. Heru, a teacher's friend, who was none other than his husband, but he was only married to a series, because Mr. Heru already had a wife, and two children.

We got to my house. I immediately let Wulan in. I'll get you a drink and a snack, make a friend chat. I changed my uniform with my house clothes.

“You want to order a meal, Nad? I order food, huh?” ask Wulan.

“It's up to you, I'm coming, Lan,” I replied from the room.

“Nadira ... Your neck is a lot of bite marks?” Wulan's eyes sharpened looking around my neck.

“Night, usually Dani,” I replied casually, because Wulan already knows what Dani and I are like.

“It's so?”

“Numbered, Lan. He refused, I was resigned, I gave up my pride, and last night completely fell my pride in front of Dani. If Dani wants to, I don't care, because we both do. But, Dani refused, that's what made me feel like my pride fell once in front of Dani,” I said with a look that thrills out.

“Dani refused? Nicely loved man resisting? Ih... holy pretentious once she!” wulan is upset.

“That's why I got him this day, and he did, no matter what. Just look at half an hour he left me alone, until now he does not chat me, Lan?”

“Yes maybe he's busy, Nad?” wulan.

“Maybe,” my answer is short. “Did I finish everything, Lan? There is no hope like that. Wait until when? There's no way I'd marry you like you to Heru, Lan. My parents couldn't possibly allow it,” I said worriedly, with teary eyes.

“Yes if be—lum, not Nad! Don't marry like me. Free, we eat liver every day, Nad. Okay, I'm financially fulfilled, but I feel like I'm like a closet, which Heru needs to dispose of. Once satisfied, he returned to his wife's arms. Whole household, if bored with wife, he's onto me. No, Nad. Nothing good to be second,” said Wulan.

“I'm actually proud of Dani's attitude like that, she really struggled to get me well. He commits to his wife, not touching her at all, just because he still loves me so much. He tried hard, so that he could carry out the duties of his father who had been carried by Vita, just because he wanted to divorce Vita, and wanted to marry me. But, when is Lan? Add to this, my age keeps growing? I'm an ordinary woman who wants a perfect marriage with the person I love so much.”.

“Same, Nad. I also want to have a partner who is not clumsy. I really wanted to get away from Heru, but I couldn't. I feel like I've caught him, Nad. That's why I said to you, but not yet, you're not like me. You wait for Dani how, I'm sure he really fought you out, Nad?” Wulan.

“But how long? While mom and dad are going to introduce me to a boy, Lan? It's all because I haven't introduced men yet, so they're the ones who are looking. They thought I hadn't had a boyfriend in all this time, Lan.”

“Yes if it is, I choose according to the parents, Nad. You are still intact, you have never touched a man. Different from me, and you don't get to be like me, Nad. If I were you, I would have sorted mom and dad. If I were a virgin, I might want my parents to match me, I am married to a husband, no status, even if the betrothed would be questioned by my husband. You're still a girl, but you're not a girl. The Virgin is not a widow, is she? Don't let you do that, Nad. Enough I feel,” said Wulan.

I was silent to Wulan's words. I guess, Wulan will tell me to be like her, be a mistress, be a wife of the series, it turns out Wulan even supports me being betrothed. But can I forget Mas Dani? Can I let it go? But, I have to be able to, I really have to let go, I can't keep doing this. I was wrong, why when we committed to separate from Mas Dani, we communicated with each other again.

I think, the most heartbreaking moment, when Mas Dani and I decided to split up, to end it all. But apparently, there was something more heartbreaking, when our first meeting, in the state of Mas Dani already had another woman. Dani is married. On his ring finger is a ring marked that he is fully owned by his wife.