Your charms are diverting my love

Nadira's request

She was so sweet, she was so gentle, she said, patient, beautiful, strong-willed, even though at night I often saw her crying. She's perfect, and I just realized, everything that a man out there dreams of is in Vita.  Arif seemed to admire her so much, even love her.

Eight months I studied and continued to learn to accept destiny, that I was married to a woman chosen by both parents. That is so cant wait and perfect born inner. Yes, even though he was a little fierce, but it was just a notch of him, so as not to be too nervous when I looked at his face.

And in this tenth month, I was a little more familiar with him. Often chatting, even sometimes exchanging thoughts, especially now I also work in papa's office. The closer I get to Vita, the more dependent I become on her, not at home, but in the office I always depend on her.

The attitude of patient attention makes me comfortable being around him, until I refuse to be given a secretary, because if there is a secretary I become rare with Vita. And, I forgot, this afternoon after work I have to go to Nadira's house. It's only been a day, but Vita's charm is able to divert everything. Yes, I even accompanied him to meet guests, and accompanied him to work on some reports that had been delayed because all day I always troublesome him.

If only Vita hadn't reminded me to go home, and said she said she wanted to go to Nadira's house, I might have completely forgotten about it, because I was so cool with her, while I study companies I don't yet know. I realized, as she reminded everyone that I was going to Nadira's house this afternoon, and she also wanted to go straight home to Firda and Arif.

I really want to join Vita, and want to know how close Vita is to Arif. But, I made a deal with Nadira, if I wanted to go to her house, and I was afraid Nadira was angry again if I canceled her not to come to her house. And now I'm at Nadira's house. True he still inhabits me, he is still angry, and still does not want to look at me, even sitting we are far apart, unlike the usual we sit side by side, even friendly. I sometimes sleep on his lap, and vice versa, he sleeps on my lap. But, now Nadira is angry with me, because I came late.

“What are you looking for, Mom? With you working in your papa's office?” ask Nadira.

“You ask me what I'm looking for? Don't you realize you're asking like that? I've been back and forth explaining, this is all for you, Nad!” my answer.

“For me? If for my sake I don't get it, Dan!”

“Then how to?” many confused.

I'm doing all this, it's the goal so I can denan himself. With me controlling everything, I can melt the hearts of papa and mama. And, maybe when I part with Vita, mom and dad won't ban it, because the office already has me, who you can count on. Then I can marry Nadira as soon as possible.

“I'm tired, Dan! Until when we're like this, there's no clarity at all, Dan. Tau capek!” nadira said with teary eyes.

Yes, I didn't give it any clarity. I'm really interested in my relationship with Nadira. We just rely on loving each other, without thinking how next, and where this relationship is going.

“Then I have to how, Nad? You want me to marry you? You can be my second wife? If you can, let's go to papa's house and mama's, I'll introduce you, my second wife-to-be. Come on if you want some laziness now, Nad. Less clear what to try? Let's now go there, without waiting for me to part with Vita.”

I'm reckless to talk like that, if he wants to, okay I don't matter. I have no problem not being considered a child by my mother.

“Come, but you know what the consequences are, right? PNS can only have one wife, so I will marry you in series. Before I officially split with Vita, I couldn't legally marry you,”.

Nadira was silent, maybe he was thinking. She cannot be a second wife. I know that no woman in this world wants to be a second wife. In this world no woman wants to be combined, unless there is a reason to do such a thing.

“Nadira, please be patient. Love my time. Two months, or three months. For everything to be done, and I'll divorce Vita, give her back to her parents. I haven't touched him at all, Nad. I have to give it back as best I can, like when mom and dad ask both parents,”.

“I'm different how, Nadira? I still love you, I love you, I love you, and only you, Nadira?” I say sincerely and sincerely.

“There you go home, Dan. I want to be alone. With you also can not solve the problem, even there is a problem that is getting longer, and still remains the same as this. Walk in the place of our relationship!”

Nadira told me to go home. Only this time Nadira was this angry with me, and it was really hard for me to persuade. He seems to be angry with me, and I understand, besides he also seems to have other problems.

“What problem do you have, Nad? You're angry with me, you're not like this, Nad. Not until you throw me out like this. Nad, if there is a problem with my story,” I said.

“My life from the past has been a lot of trouble, Dan! You know what the problem is, right? My biggest problem is that our relationship hanging around is not as clear as this. To take where our relationship is, Dan! Wrong relationship, and I should've had it a long time ago, after I heard you say a qobul in front of the ruler, and the name of the woman you're referring to in your qobul is Vita. Not me.”

Yes, it is true, everything must be married since I married Vita. But I can't. I still want Nadira. I still want my relationship with Nadira to continue, so that I can find a bright spot how my relationship with Nadira remains united. I silently heard the narration of Nadiar earlier.

“Nadira, we are not too late yet. Help me, in two months I'm sure I can master what Vita taught me about the company, Nad. I beg you,” my door.

“Better you go home, Dan. I want to be alone first. I'm sorry, this time I really want to be alone first,” the door with teary eyes.

“I don't want to leave you in your state like this, Nad. I don't want to,” reject me.

Nadira cried, I grabbed her body, I hugged her warmly. I let her cry in my arms.

“Please your heart first, Nad. Cry, if crying will reduce the burden on your heart,” I said by rubbing his head with love.

“I love you, Mas. But why is it this complicated? If I can choose, I prefer not to know you from the past, Mas,” he said.

“Don't talk like that, Nad. God has destined us to meet, even though the path is like this. I believe, if there really is a way for us to unite, we must be united, Nad. I hope you're patient, huh?” I said with a look on his face.

Nadira looked at me with a sad look. I kissed her forehead, and I gently kissed her lips. As we get deeper we get washed away. Our tongues twitch each other, we really miss this. I've forgotten about it since I was busy with the office. Yes maybe Nadira wants it like this, so she's emotional like that. I pacified him in my arms and kisses that were growing wildly exploring his neck to his chest.

******* little* loose from his lips. I wanted to touch her more deeply, but I always did not dare, I did not dare to do anything more than to touch her.

“Mas, do it, if with like this will make us faster to unite.” Whisper to me.

At first glance I think, there is also a point to say Nadira, if I do it more, I will be able to quickly marry her, especially if Nadira is pregnant, would all urge me to marry her.