Your charms are diverting my love

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Dani likens me too much to herself. I can't be free like you, Mom. I am a woman, the best of women is the one who can keep her honor.

“Very different isn't it, Mas? If mas may be free, can express what you want mas, until the decision of the mas choose to be a teacher only mas can make it happen even without the blessing of papa and mama? Yes mama blessui, because mama does not want the child and her father always argue, just because of the educational problems that will be taken. Mas can also enjoy the teenage mas so perfectly, can fight, can rebel, to have a lover, enjoy what it feels like to date as a teenager, and it's only in my hands, because all that feels destroyed from my life,” I said.

“I didn't know you were so constrained back then, I thought you were the same as me, revolted, and fought them, but in the end it was like this,” said Mas Dani.

“Ya have you come home? I'm already sleepy,” take me.

“Iya let's go home, you can still drive the car?” ask Mas Dani.

“Can, time can't?” my answer.

“Kan said earlier sleepy?”

“Tickness is common, I can walk slowly, it is common to also drive the car it feels sleepy anyway,” I replied.

“Yes maybe together, your car stay in the office can, later in the morning I take you,” bargain, whether it's a pleasantie or how.

“Let's trouble you instead, Mas,” I replied.

“Have just put your car in the office, near also your office,” said Mas Dani. “There you put the car office, it's night too, we go home together.

“OK, I put my car first in the office.”

“Iya, already let's go home.”

I obey Mas Dani's words to go home together, what's wrong with me coming home with my husband. Maybe in this way Mas Dani will get closer to me, and can forget Nadira, also retracting his desire to separate from me.

I got into Mas Dani's car, after I had driven the car in the office at the night security guard at the office.

Just this time I was this late outside with Mas Dani, and only this time we had dinner together outside, without our mom, dad, or family.

A hairpin? I saw a hairpin on the dashboard of Mas Dani's car, I'm sure it was Nadira's. Did Nadira open the hijab in front of Mas Dani? Ah maybe she wears a hijab while teaching alone, if it's a normal day she doesn't wear it.

I picked it up, and looked in detail at the hairpin.

“It's Nadira's, missed yesterday when he finished swimming,” said Mas Dani.

“Wimming? Same with you, Mas?” I asked a little in disbelief.

“Yes, who else will you be, Vit?” my answer.

“Oh, just the same as you?”

“There were girlfriends, that time together kok,” he replied.

“Oh is?” I said as I put Nadira's hairpin back to its original place.

“I'm sorry yes, Vit. All this time my words are often rude to you, I act arbitrarily, speaking rudely, no matter how you feel,” said Mas Dani.

Why did Mas Dani suddenly talk like that, he just woke up or what? It could be that for eight months he just realized and apologized to me for what he had told me, and for his rudeness to me. This is really funny. Yes, this is how people want to be, especially all that for the sake of people who love so much.

“Iya, I also understand the position of the mas and the feeling of the mas kok,” I replied.

“Vit from now on, you do not shut up, if you need anything you can ask for my help, I have also been a lot of trouble for you,” he said.

“I've got used to nothing myself really, Mas,” I said.

“You don't need help getting close to Arif?” ask Mas Dani.

I smiled with a hard feeling. This my husband? Husband who instead told his wife to be close to his past again, instead of keeping his wife in order to keep the view out there, he will instead help me to be close to Arif again? If I have the intention, do not need to help him even I can? What can't be for me? I can hold everything if I want. And I want, I can have you all, Mas Dani! You're my husband, I want to make you realize that what you're doing is wrong, what I'm working on is that, and until now I haven't found the word surrender, either I'll give up.

True to my guess, he wanted to barter for help. I helped her get on with Nadira, and she's gonna help me get on with Arif. Funny way, how cunning your game, Mas! I am not a woman who always looks back, staring at what I have left. I am your wife, for what I saw a man in my past, and want to go back with him. Maybe even Arif will refuse with your ngawur offer. Arif and I both have mutual respect. He appreciated my decision, and I appreciate him as my client now.

“How, you don't need that, Vit?” my many.

“Ngapain so? If I don't want to be helped by anyone I can do it? If Arif wants to, we don't care about status. Arif is not a stupid man locked in the past. He is a man who accepts destiny. She was so airy accepting everything, accepting that I had been betrothed to you since adolescence. She values people's feelings too much, she also has great respect for the people she loves. Please just offer your intention to Arif, if you are not labeled as a stupid husband by him, I will pay whatever you want,” my challenge.

“You're sure he's like that?” ask Mas Dani curious.

“Surely, I know too much about him, so I'm sure,” I replied straightforwardly. “Already, I do not need to bargain for things I will not do. I am a wife, it is appropriate, and it is my duty to maintain the good name of the husband, the good name of the family, maintain the honor of the husband, and my own honor as a woman, especially as a wife,”.

Dani is silent. Not talking anymore, maybe he was thinking about what I said just now. Let him look at her. He is not yet too mature to know how to appreciate someone, especially appreciating the feelings of his wife. He only knows to take care of the heart of the woman he loves only, namely Nadira. I can still hold on, I'm still strong, and I'm sure God will open the door of Mas Dani's heart for me, she will let go of Nadira, and accept me with all her heart, being the only woman who accompanies her.

We got home, I opened the gate, and opened the garage door for Mas Dani's car. How dare I put my car in the garage? The garage is only for cars and two motorcycles belonging to Mas Dani alone. I opened the door and went straight inside. I feel tired all day taking care of work that never gets done.

“Vita!” call Mas Dani when I'm going into the room.

“Iya, why, Mas?” my many.

“Tomorrow what time to leave?”

“Hour seven must arrive at the office, Mas. If you can't deliver, I can take a taxi,” I replied.

“Touch I drop off,” he replied.

“Mas if there's seven o'clock at mama's house, huh? I forgot, papa said you want to have dinner together at his house,” I said.

“Bby, I have also been told by papa kok,” he replied.

“Yes already, I'm sleepy. Want to sleep,” pamitku.

Mas Dani just nodded, then I went inside the room, and immediately cleaned my body, then took a break. I was tired, tired of my mind and body.