Your charms are diverting my love

Divorce Meaning?

“Vita, can we talk?”

Mas Dani stopped my steps who was going to the kitchen to get drinking water.

“For a while, I'll take some water first,” I replied.

This afternoon I was at home, it was all because this afternoon the work was not too much, and all the meetings I deliberately canceled. I feel like I want to be home, want to clean up the house, and spend the pile of clothes that I haven't ironed. I just finished ironing my clothes, and I just got dressed in Mas Dani's room.

It feels good that the homework is done. I could have used a housekeeper. But if you think I can also do it myself, because I am also still not troubled, there are no children, and it may be difficult to present a baby in the middle of my household and Mas Dani. That's also so I have activities at home, what if it's not used for some? Having a husband is like not having a husband? Instead of loneliness, seek out activities.

My throat was very dry, I took the water from the dispenser, and immediately I finished the glass of water. Mas Dani just got home, and I don't know what he wants to talk about, why he just came he immediately wants to talk to me. I made tea for a chatting friend, Mas Dani is waiting, and still hasn't changed his dinner. I don't know what Mas Dani's going to talk about, I don't know, and I'm curious, it seems very serious.

I brought the tea to the tenga room, and put it in front of Mas Dani. “Tehnya, Mas,” I said, while putting a teacup in front of Mas Dani and a small plate containing a sponge, which I had bought all back from the office.

“Thank you,” the answer is short.

“Mas want to talk what?” my many.

Mas Dani took a heavy breath before he started talking. “We've been married for almost nine months right, Vit?” ask Mas Dani.

“Iya, why?” my answer.

“Vit, can this marriage continue without love?”

“Who said without love? I've loved you, Mom, since I've resigned, you're the one who's going to be my husband.”

I just sat down, answering Mas Dani's words. Yes, I already love my husband, although he can not be embraced, although Mas Dani can not accept me as his wife.

“It all depends on each of us, Mas. Many marriages occur without love, and even last. Sometimes even marriages based on love, often only for a moment,” I replied.

“But, different from me, Vit,” said Mas Dani.

“Ya is obviously different, because mas never want to try, and never assume the existence of our marriage?” my answer.

“You know I love women right, Vit?”

“Iya, know. So why? Want to marry her?”

“How do I marry her, Vit? I'm your husband, and there's no way I'm marrying him to be a second wife. I can't, Vit. I'm trying to accept this marriage, trying to love you. I don't want to give my duty as a husband without loving you, Vita. Almost nine months of love was not yet present in my heart, and I still love Nadira,”.

“Then how?” I tried to casually face all of this, even though my tears were about to fall, my chest was tight, and my heart was torn.

“We've got this wedding drama, Vit,” he said with a lowered head.

“Divorce means?” ask me to clarify Mas Dani's ambiguous remarks. Dani just nodded.

“Astagfirullah ..” I muttered softly, and perhaps Mas Dani heard it.

“I'm sorry. I can't hang you gini, Vit, because forever I can't love you,” said Mas Dani.

“I can't do it without love, Vit. Poor you, if I give you my duty, but not with love.”

“Mas want to split? Sure?” ask me to regulate the feeling that is increasingly not crowded.

“Iya, sure, I want to split.”

“Mas talks about all this to mom and dad, and mom, huh? Our marriage will happen because of them, Mas?” my spoken.

“How do I tell my mom and pap, then to your dad and mom?” ask Mas Dani.

“Ya mas just say it, like the one mas told me earlier. Easy, right?” my answer.

“If we take care of ourselves how, Vit?”

I didn't think it was that easy for a Danial to decide something so sacred. I guess she'll try to accept this marriage, apparently not. So what am I keeping up for? Is it time I let go? Nine months is not a short time. It may be short enough for a married couple who are fine, and in love with each other, because the household is full of happiness. While me? Nine months feels like two years.

“Urus himself? I'm sorry, I have to talk to my parents and my parents. Give me back to my parents well, like when your parents asked me to my parents, well,”. “I've lied a lot to your parents, Mas. And my parents too. I know what I thought when I was always asked when I was giving grandchildren? Do you know what I was answering at the time? I'm still a virgin!” I continued with a slightly raised voice.

“Then I have to how, Vit? I love Nadira so much, and I want to marry her,” said Mas Dani.

“Yes it's your business with her, but if you want to marry her, take care of our business first? Tell my parents and your parents, like I said,”.

“Mas, I have no problem letting go of you, please go and marry Nadira, but I have to remember, my trust with my parents is very big, I do not want when I let you go, I do not want to, I still hold the trust of your parents, I don't want to. I also want to be free, free from you, and from the trust of your parents, who should have been you who carried that trust. Your company is number one. Fortunately I was given the trust to take care of your company, otherwise I would be stressed at home, because I had to focus on taking care of a husband who could not accept me.”

“Then I have to how, Vita? Give me a solution other than I have to tell mom and dad, and your parents, if we want to split?”

“Only one, build papa's trust in you. You'll get what you want, ma'am. You must be papa's successor. You're an only child, you should be papa's successor, not me. Learn to be in control of the company, show papa, if you can. I'm sure, if you do that, papa is proud of you, and you can also let go of me, because I've given up my responsibilities to you,” I explained.

That way I can show better than Nadira. Who else would you study with if not with me? The papa company is already in my grasp, papa anything rely on me, how can papa teach Mas Dani who wants to learn about the company. Especially now that papa company is getting bigger.

“Where can I take care of papa company?” said Mas Dani kebingunang.

“Learn, definitely can,” I replied.

“I'm not sure I'll be able to.”

“People look really can't?” my answer. “I will teach everyone, if you can please let go of me, and be the successor of papa. If you can be trusted, you are free to do anything. Try from the first you obey your father, maybe this match will not happen, and surely you are married to the woman of your choice. Sometimes parents impose the will for their children, it is all for the good of their children, Mas. Papa and mama chose me, because I am in line with your father and mother, if from the first your mind is in line with your parents, I will not enter your life, Mas!” my continue.

I get out of my seat. My heart rumbles, boisterous throws up a poem of pain. Not intentionally Mas Dani has been stalking me. Yes with him expressed the intention to separate, and there was also a talak from Mas Dani.

“Vita.”

“Ya.” I answered without looking, for my tears had fallen down my cheeks.

“Teach me about the company,” the door.

“Iya, I will teach you,” I replied, then went to the room leaving Mas Dani.