Your charms are diverting my love

Your charms are diverting my love
Meet Nadira



Mama met me in the meeting room, apparently with papa too. I'm still in the meeting room because I'm so dizzy with my head, I can't walk into my room. I still hold my head with both hands. My head hurts so much, it's dizzy, it's heavy, and everything's spinning.


“Dan ... Are you okay?” ask my mother to come closer to me.


“Just the usual dizziness, Ma,” I replied in a slightly raucous voice.


“Ordinary dizziness to pale like this you?” papa said.


“Perhaps the new effect a few hours taking the drug, then Dani directly here, because in the office there is no one. Vita is not there, Firda is out of town, papa is also contacted can not. So I came here, changed Vita to meet the client,” my Jealas. “Mama same papa here what is it?” my many.


Papa sitting in front of me, I saw papa's face as if implying disappointment to me. I looked at my mother beside me as if she was angry with me, but it had not been revealed because of seeing my condition like this.


“Dan, what's your problem with Vita?” ask Mama.


“How to problems, Ma?” I asked back, pretending not to know.


“Why are you still in touch with your boyfriend first, Dani? Why don't you tell mommy that you're still in touch with your boyfriend! You should've told me mom and dad, if you were still with your boyfriend, so you didn't make Vita what she is now, Dan. Mama is ashamed of Vita's parents, and!” mama said with occasional wiping of her tears. “Mama is ashamed, mama is ashamed of them, because indirectly mama also hurt him because of you!”


I couldn't answer anything, I just kept quiet. It's true, indirectly mom and dad also like to hurt Vita, because it has brought Vita to enter my life.


“Dan, you're a boy. You are a husband, and right now you are hurting the woman who is your wife. Don't you ever think, it's not good that Vita is with you, Dan? Until your heart won't touch her until now? Dani ... The wedding is not for the game, if you don't want you to say the same papa!”


“How Dani said the same mama and papa, while papa and mama always cornered Dani, taste Dani's son who always defiant, mama and papa also said, I have to marry Vita, Vita, because the decision of papa and mama can not be contested, moreover I have opposed papa about education and my work. Do I have to fight again the problem of a mate? Dani can't, Pa, Ma! Dani also thought, with Dani choosing a different profession, which is not approved by papa and mama, Dani has disappointed mama and papa. Dani just doesn't want to make mom and dad disappointed anymore, that's why Dani married Vita, and the reason Dani hasn't touched Vita, because Dani doesn't love Vita. Dani can't bear to touch a woman Dani doesn't love, Pa, Ma!”


I was wrong. I was wrong. All this because of me. I'm really sorry. I want to fix everything, but where is Vita now? God, why am I worried about him. Though I know papa and mama must know where Vita is now.


“Dani has indeed filed a lawsuit against Vita, yesterday while in Anyer, during Vita's birthday. Dani doesn't know that Vita's birthday was that night. Dani felt guilty, Dani invited Vita to spend the night again in Anyer, but we did not touch each other. I just want to solidify my heart, Ma, Pa, I'm a pity at all Vita, I'm a stupid man. Yesterday I dropped the lawsuit, I said I would learn to love Vita, I would defend my marriage to Vita. But, this afternoon, Nadira and other teacher friends visited Dani to the house, Vita saw me hug Nadira, heard everything I said to Nadira, if I still loved her very much, Vita saw me hugging Nadira, and like this it will be. Vita returned our wedding ring and our fiancee, and then she left. I don't know where he is.”


I cried, roared, regretted everything that had happened. I really lost Vita this time. The woman who has opened the door of my heart a little, the woman who has taught me what it means to be patient. I've wasted Vita.


“Mama know Vita where?” my many.


“No need you know, it's better that he's gone from your life. Marry Nadira, she's the woman you love, isn't she? Mama gave Vita permission to divorce from you, and to bless your relationship with that woman! After that, please you live with him, do not know mama again. Mama's better off losing you, Dan, than losing Vita, who you've loved a long time, you don't want to lose Vita. Please marry the woman, but after that do not go home mama.” Mama said with a sob.


“Ma, Dani will not marry her, Nadira has been betrothed to a man of her parents' choice.”


“That's also because you didn't propose to Nadira, right? So her parents set her up with another man?” said mama.


“Dani didn't do it, Pa! We were dating, Pa. We just touched each other!”


“You said it was natural? Where's your brain, Dani?!” papa's sarcasm. “Papa don't want to know, you have to marry her, papa won't keep Vita to live with depraved men like you!”


“You know her parents' house? Take mom and dad there!” pinta mom.


“Ma, I won't marry her, I can't, Ma!”


“Then you want Vita back with you? You've hurt her too much, Dan! Vita doesn't deserve to live with a guy like you, even though you're a mama's boy!” shouting mama.


Mom and Dad were really disappointed in me. I can't do this, I can't marry Nadira. I want Vita home. I know I was wrong, but this is not the way. I don't have to marry Nadira to get this done. I was wrong, I touched it, but Nadira was still intact, I had not touched it deep.


“Come, take papa and mama to the woman's house!” force papa.


“Pa, but not like this too!”


“You've chosen your own way of life, Dan. From your High School, papa has often argued with you. We always have different opinions, until papa chooses you a future wife, and you accept it, papa thinks our feud, our debate is over, because you think you want to accept Vita well, and because of the Vita you also want to take part in the office, you want to learn little by little, so you can be released to lead your own meeting. Papa is proud of you, but now papa is disappointed in you again. You ignited the flames of our feud again, Dan. Just because of a woman you loved from a long time ago,” said papa with great disappointment.


“Mama thought, you haven't been in touch with Nadira since you took her home, and told mama that she's your boyfriend. Mama already said, already willing with you leave the mumpung still new dating, because mama has prepared Vita to be betrothed to you, do you not understand that? You have continued it until now? Mama is disappointed in you, Dan!” Mama was crying, sobbing. My mom really looks disappointed in me.


“Now take us there, to the woman's house!” pinta mom.


“For what, Ma. Already, it's done everything!” my er.


“Completed? Finished what? You said you were done with him, but what? Still in touch!” cetus.


“Papa don't want to know, take papa and mama there!”


“For what, pa? That's enough, Pa! I don't want to!”


“You said you didn't want to, but tomorrow you still see him, it's the same! Take papa now there!” snapped papa.


I can't resist papa's wishes. Finally I took papa and mama there, to Nadira's house. I don't want to continue fighting with papa. Let papa and mama talk to Nadira how later.