Your charms are diverting my love

Your charms are diverting my love
What Should I Do, Vit?



This morning I haven't seen Mas Dani come out of his room. It's been seven and fifteen minutes Mas Dani hasn't come out of his room yet.


Yesterday after coming home from Anyer, Mas Dani left immediately, maybe he met Nadira, told Nadira that he would divorce me, and had filed for divorce. Let's just say, that was his wish.


“Mas, it's noon, you're not going to school?” I knocked on Mas Dani's room door, but there was no word from Mas Dani.


I opened the door to her room, and she had a bad time. He would be angry if I didn't wake him up. I saw Mas Dani still sleeping with a blanket covering his body. His face looked pale, I tried to touch his forehead, it was so hot.


“Mas, you have a fever?” ask me while sitting next to him. I held her hand, it was cold, but her body was hot.


“Vit ...” Mas Dani opened his eyes to look at me and call me.


“Iya, Mas, how? I called the doctor, huh?” my spoken.


“My body hurts all, my stomach hurts too, Vit,” sighs Mas Dani with pain.


“I called the doctor for a while,” I said a little panicked.


I called our family doctor, then took some warm water to compress Mas Dani. Maybe he was tired, yesterday came home from Anyer immediately went again, and came home quite late.


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“How, Doc?” my many.


“Her stomach acid rose, it may be exhausted, I gave the medicine, and it should be spent. Don't panic, Mom?” said Doctor.


“Good, Doc,” answered me.


After Doctor Wira left, I made porridge for Mas Dani. Maybe he was tired, but from yesterday he wasn't late to eat? Last night I just saw Mas Dani glum, went straight to my room, didn't greet me, and kept quiet. Looks like he's having a problem, maybe with Nadira.


I went back to Mas Dani's room, I woke him up, because he was sleeping again after taking the medicine before eating


“Mas, wake ... Eat porridge first, huh?” I woke Mas Dani.


“Vit, my mouth is bitter, don't eat, Vit,” he said.


“How do you want to eat, Mom? You should take medicine. Let's open his mouth,” forced me.


“Tick tofu, Vit. Even nausea pee vomit,” said Mas Dani.


“Mas, hold dong? Don't geek? You don't want to heal? Did you hear the doctor say what?” the bujukku.


“Iya already, just once, yes?”


“Iya, let's open his mouth,” force me.


I bribe Mas Dani, inevitably I force him to eat. Let it be, I force it, let him get well soon.


“Vit dong already? He said once, even if you want to finish the porridge?” said Mas Dani.


“Yes let you recover, if not forced yes you do not want to eat, Mas? Come on again?” force again.


“Mnnch ... You really make it, Vit?”


“If I don't force you not to eat, you must be upset yes, must be marahan again with Nadira,” I said.


“Do not discuss him, Vit,” he said.


“Ya has taken her medicine.” I'm taking the medicine for Mas Dani.


There must be a problem with Nadira. The proof I discussed Nadira only he immediately spoke so. Don't wanna talk about it. Mostly Nadira was angry because yesterday Mas Dani came to Anyer, and Mas Dani rarely told him.


“Vit?”


“Iya, why? Want what? What inner?” much


“This is it, huh? Don't go to the office first?” pinta Mas Dani's.


“Iya I accompany you here,” I said. “Why, Mas? Nadira angry?” my many.


“Stupid?”


“Iya, Vit. Next month he will not be teaching here. Do not know, why he decided that, without talking to me first,” said Mas Dani.


“Yes maybe he should have been betrothed, because waiting for you is too long?” my answer.


Let me answer that. Good dong he wants to be betrothed? So I still have a chance to be able to improve my household, even though Mas Dani has sued me, what's wrong with me still expecting a referral with him? But yes, I don't want the spiciness first. Did Nadira just pretend? But if you pretend, can't Mas Dani get sick gini?


“I don't know why he didn't say anything to me. Though he has applied for a move from a month ago,” said Mas Dani.


“Ya maybe it's not time he said with mas,” I replied. “Why didn't mas persuade him again so he didn't go?” my many.


“Already, but it's his decision. The furniture in his house alone has been partly brought home,” he explained.


“Ya talk well dong. You two are like husband and wife maybe, why can't you talk from heart to heart? Slowly talk with a cool head, surely can kok,” said I.


Although I was happy to hear Nadira wanted to be betrothed, but still I talked like this. I guess I care about him. Though I want Nadira to leave quickly, do not have to wait another month.


I'm sure my household will be fine after Nadira leaves and marries the man she's been betrothed to. Yes, my household and Mas Dani will be safe. But yeah, I don't know how later.


“Vit, don't go yes?”


“I want to go where the hell? If I go later mom and dad so suspicious dong?” my answer.


“Let's tell them, huh? We go to his paris when I'm healed,” he said.


“If it has healed? Maybe we're not husband and wife. What do you want to go to Paris?” my spoken.


Dani is silent. Maybe he just remembered that he had filed for divorce. Where can I go to Paris under the circumstances that I am not his wife anymore?


Mas Dani rested his head on my shoulder. I don't know why he was suddenly leaning on my shoulder. Maybe he's tired. But, indeed he is spoiled, so yes.


“Vit, how should I do?” ask Mas Dani.


“What's the way?”


“Do I have to give up Nadira?”


“Ya is up to you. If you want to keep chasing after it. Say to his parents.”


“But I'm still your husband?”


“Yes it's your business, Mas?” answer me


Let it be, let him think to himself? I believe once Mas Dani will not dare to face Nadira's parents.


“Nadira's parents know, Nadira is in a relationship with me, but I already have a wife, Vit?” said Mas Dani.


“Lagian, like no other man? Like people's husbands? Was it me and Mas being set up? And, mas itself knows, when parents intend to match mas with me, mas do not know Nadira, right?”


“Yes, I don't know her yet, but I don't want to be betrothed, I want to find out for myself, determine who will be my wife later,” replied Mas Dani.


“But, how is reality? You are still married to me, right? Why not force parents to make our match? And, did you bring Nadira home?” my spoken.


“Already, Vit. We've been honest a long time ago, when I was in third grade high school, but my mom still didn't want to cancel it. And, mama said it herself with me and Nadira, if I already have a future wife, so want as close as any relationship I and Nadira, will never be united,” explained Mas Dani.


“Lagian is clear once you and he even complicates himself. As complicated as that, yes, a love affair with Nadira? Sometimes love does not use logic too, it is difficult when it has been discussed about love,”, I said. “You've rested, don't think about it, there's still a month, right? You can solve your problems with him.”


I got out of Mas Dani's bed. Actually I can not hold back my tears, when I heard Mas Dani telling me about Nadira, and he was confused what to do? Because Nadira wants to go, and want to be betrothed, Mas Dani until sick like this. Mas Dani to the mind until the whole thing. Happy to be Nadira? What if I go Mas Dani will be like this? Will feel a deep loss, until he is confused looking for me where? Ah, but it doesn't feel like it's possible. Who me? I'm not the person he loves, I'm just a wife, who he never loved.


“Where to go, Vit?” mas Dani asked by grabbing my hand as I was about to get out of bed.


“Ma—mau put the bowl, Mas,” I replied nervously.


“Let's go, you're here, I borrow your shoulder huh, Vit?” pinta Mas Dani's.


“Iya.” Answer me without refusing. Let's just say, maybe he's a little calm with a lean on my shoulder. He still needs me, to strengthen his heart that might be heartbroken because Nadir is leaving.