Your charms are diverting my love

A Different Morning

Today turned out to be Vita's birthday. I don't know at all, really don't know. If I had known it was her happy day, I wouldn't have given the lawsuit. I will make her happy, even though I can't love her yet, at least by making her smile on her happy day, not like before, seeing her broken, crying in Firda's arms.

No, it's not because of the reason that Firda didn't congratulate the first because now I'm the first. That's not. I know he cried because he received a lawsuit from me. Tonight I'm really sorry, I feel so guilty about making this decision, I should have thought about it, I just thought about Nadira, I know I've hung up my relationship with Nadira, until I don't think about Vita's heart. I know he's devastated tonight, completely destroyed.

I should have thought about her feelings, even though I didn't love her. Especially from yesterday I always give more attention, even Vita, since I was in the office, Vita really cares with me. Yes, even though the days after the wedding he was also attentive to me, but nothing more like now after I wanted to learn about the company.

I went into the room following Vita. I saw him standing in front of the window facing the beach, he opened his window until the cold came into our room.

I approached him, then held his shoulder. “Vit, the wind is strong, it is night, the window is closed and then rest,”.

“If you want to rest, rest. I don't want to sleep yet, maybe I mostly took a nap,” he replied.

I turned to the front of Vita, I looked at her sad face, her eyes were swollen and red, still visible tears in the corner of her eyes. I knew she must have cried again. “Cold, Vit. Close the window? Later you catch wind.”

“Hmm ...” the answer is just mumbling.

Vita was still standing next to me who was closing the window and then closing the curtain.

“Vit, I'm sorry,”.

“For?”

“I didn't know it was your happy day, I shouldn't have given you that letter. I'm sorry, Vit,” I said with his hand.

“Already, want to give this letter now or later, also the same, Mas. You don't have to apologize, is it the deal you want to learn about the company, and will divorce me? Yes sooner is better too, pity your lover, has often been touched not copied, later if pregnant how? Not only are you ashamed, but your extended family and her extended family,”, said Vita.

“For God's sake, I never touched it that deep, Vit,”.

“Yes in or not is none of my business, Mas. If there are a lot of red marks, where might not get inside? Yes, right?”

Yes, it is true what Vita said. Maybe if yesterday when Nadira put everything down I want, it must have been something like that. Fortunately, I was still able to control my desires, plus a shadow of a woman was drawn in my eyes. I remember you back then, Vit. I don't know why your shadow flashed that night, when I almost did something I shouldn't have done to Nadira.

“Yes is mas, rest, it's late at night. Tomorrow we still have a lot of activities, mas also have to rest,” he said.

We both went to bed. Tonight we sleep in one bed. I actually wanted to book a room, happened to be a full room, there were no empty rooms at the resort we rented. Want to sleep on the sofa, the sofa is too small, my body also needs a comfortable place, especially tomorrow there will be an event. I know Vita's not comfortable I'm sleeping next to him, but how else, indeed we have to sleep one bed tonight.

“If you are uncomfortable, I sleep on the floor yes, Vit,”.

“Don't mas, later you catch wind,” replied Vita. “So I tried to order an additional bed, he said it was no longer there, book a room no empty room.”

“Sama, I also had a message, but no one is empty,”.

We were silent, both staring at the ceiling. I still see Vita who hasn't closed her eyes. I can't sleep, not even with Vita, maybe she can't sleep either.

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I woke up earlier than Vita. I looked at Vita who was sleeping facing me. I pulled out the hair that covered her face. She was still asleep, her face completely clean, natural, beautiful, and sweet. There are not many men who admire and like it, maybe I am the stupid one. Having a wife as perfect as this even I wasted, I winnow like this.

I get out of my bed, I don't want to look too long at Vita's face that looks so beautiful. I directly lit the teapot, cooked water to make tea for Vita, and coffee for me. While waiting for the water to boil, I went to the bathroom, to clean my body.

I put my towel around my waist. I don't wear my shirt anymore, because I'm nervous the water is boiling, and it's boiling. I pour water into a cup, the smell of coffee is smelled in my sense of smell, it's so delicious.

I saw Vita squirming on the bed, and then she woke up. He opened his eyes while looking at me.

“Mas Dani! Why wear it that way?” Vita reflex covered her face with a pillow.

“Sorry, I'm not wearing clothes yet, I'm nervous the next time it's boiling water,” I said.

I walked straight to the closet, I picked up a t-shirt and shorts, I thought I'd wear my work shirt later, because it was too early.

“Already, I've been wearing clothes, open the pillow,” I said. Vita opened her pillow slowly. “I'm still naked, Vit,” I said jokingly.

“Already, I've been wearing clothes. Open the pillow, I've made you tea. Ngeteh yuk, on the balcony while looking at the morning view,” take me.

“Hmm .. I cucia face first,” answer.

“Hair tied, Vit, let's not fall apart,” I said.

“Iya this I connect.

I brought tea and coffee to the balcony. I put it on the table. I also picked up a snack that I brought from home yesterday. Vita followed me to the balcony. He sat on the chair next to me, just stuck to a small table. This is a rare first morning, which never happened in my marriage to Vita. We slept in one bed, comfortably even though we didn't touch each other. Yeah, I was comfortable with Vita next to me last night.

Waking up, I saw a beautiful woman, who was still sleeping quietly and peacefully. Usually I look at the first screen phone, see no message or not from Nadira. And from last night I didn't care about my phone at all, where was my phone this morning I don't know?

“Vit?”

“Ya, how about, Mas?”

“What gift do you want?” tanyaku. I just want to open the conversation so I don't shut up.

“Kado? What, yeah?” the answer.

“Ya what is the request? It's up to you,” I said.

“If I ask, cancel our divorce how?” the door with a defiant smile.

“Ehhmm okay! I'm aborting now!” reply sure.

“Not kidding. What happened already, Mom. Maybe this is the fate of our marriage. If for gifts, the gift period is offered, I keep asking? No surprise dong? Not creative Mr. Guru,” he said.

I guess he really wants me to drop the divorce suit, if he wants to, yeah I'll pull it off now, I'm still worried about letting him go. Turns out he's not real. But looking at the look on her face, Vita did not seem to want this marriage to end.

“Ya I will think about what gift to you,” said.

“Must be today you know?” her door.

“OK, today, but there are conditions,” my door.

“What?”

“We stay here again,” my door.

“Ih what do you want? Not ah, later you will mess,” he said.

“Ya itung-itung honeymoon, vacation, or whatever,”.

“How is the honeymoon? Not ah!”

“Please ... overnight again, yes? I'm not gonna fuck around, Vit. Yes I want to vacation another day, from yesterday we do not know the time, Vit?” my door.

“By the hell holiday, but another room, yes?”

“Do not stay here, last night I did not do anything, right?”

“Yes last night, don't know if it's tonight?”

“Where, want not?” many ensure.

“By deh, yes it still needs refreshing.”

Yup! Vita wants to spend the night here again. My plan worked, tonight I want to surprise her. I'll make up for her sadness last night. I feel very guilty, maybe with my plan later tonight, I can make up for my guilt last night.