Your charms are diverting my love

Dilemmas

“I go home ...” Vita went inside, and immediately saw me who was hugging Nadira and kissed her forehead. “Eh sorry, there is a guest apparently,” said Nadira with a friendly smile.

I immediately let go of Nadira's embrace, I didn't know Vita was coming home, because I didn't hear Vita's motorbike coming into the yard. Maybe I didn't hear, because I was missing Nadira, hugging her.

“Vit ka—what are you going home with?” many nervous.

“Yes motorcycle, Mas? Will I leave on a motorcycle, yes the return also use a motorcycle?” answer Vita.

“Kok I didn't hear, Vit?” my many.

“Where do you want to hear? Are there guests, are chatting, and are hanging out with her boyfriend?” answer Vita. “Oh yes, have you eaten? Already taken the medicine?” ask Vita.

“Numbers, Vit.”

“Oh, but do not seem to need to eat and take medicine is also healthy? Isn't that right, sir, Mom? Did Dani look healthy? Have you been visited by your beloved girlfriend? Different, must be cured immediately?” said Vita. “Thank you Madam Nadira, has made my husband instantly recover, let me go inside first,” say goodbye to Vita by keeping a friendly smile on my guests.

Vita came back with a plastic bag, maybe it was food for me. I know he's mad, must be mad at me.

“Mas, I do not feel good with Vita,” said Nadira.

“Dani ... Dani ... You must be in a dilemma, right? Choose a wife or Nadira?” heru.

“Then it is mending release one of them, Dan,” said Irsya.

“I will go, Mr. Irsya. Actually next month I already have to move to another school, which is near my parents' house, and I may be two months away from getting married,” said Nadira.

“You sure, Nad?” my many.

“Iya, Mas. I'm sorry I really miss you, and I know you got sick because of me, I'm sorry. You should continue your marriage to Vita, Mas. I'll talk to him well. Let me go, however I am in the wrong position,” said Nadira. “Dan, you know that I'm the same Mas Dani has been in a relationship for a long time? Since High School me and Mas Dani have been in a relationship, but Mas Dani's parents betrothed Mas Dani to Vita when we were in High School, we have tried to ask for blessings on both parents Mas Dani, who is a child, but the decision of Mas Dani's parents is inviolable, and we until now had a relationship behind them, I know this is wrong, but I love Mas Dani very much,” said Nadira sobbing.

I hugged Nadira, I knew how she felt. She was embarrassed to the point that Vita was kissing me and I hugged. I know his feelings. Nadira is devastated at this time. He was forced to be betrothed to a man of his parents' choice, because there was no certainty from me.

“Have not cried, actually I can not accept your decision, Nad. All in vain, Nad. I've filed for divorce, but you're leaving? Can't you think about it anymore?” my spoken.

“Can't, Mas. You have to be with Vita, she's your parents' choice. Not necessarily if we are together, you will be happy. However, our relationship will never be sanctioned by your parents, Mas,” said Nadira.

Nadira said, I have to maintain my relationship with Vita. I told him last night that I would learn to love him. But now, my heart wavers again, because there is Nadira. “I go back first, yes?” pamittu.

I saw Vita still in the kitchen. He opened the trash can and would remove the plastic bag he was carrying. “Don't throw away, it's food isn't it?” I said stop Vita from throwing anything in the trash.

“Iya for what if not thrown away? Don't you need this mas?” answer Vita.

“I haven't taken any medicine, Vit. Let me eat. Here, don't throw it?” I took a plastic bag containing a rice box or did I not know.

“Iya, not yet.”

“Ya wait a minute I get.”

Vita went to the room, got me my medicine. I opened the food Vita brought. He bought me my favorite rames. Though he never knew I liked this rames rice, but he seemed to know what I was wanting.

“This mas, drink it first.” Vita gave me the medicine she was taking before eating.

“Still yes, Vit?”

“Iya.”

Vita pulled out a chair and sat in front of me. He looked at me with a sad and meaningful look. He suddenly took my hand, grabbed it and then he kissed my hand.

“Mas, I think, indeed we should part ways. Just go ahead with our divorce, Mom. I know your feelings, your heart, your affection, and your love for whom. Don't be forced to stay in this marriage, Mas. Because learning to love is so difficult, there is still a remnant of past love left in your heart. I'm sure it will be difficult for you to love me, as long as Nadira's name is still firmly attached to your heart,” said Vita.

“Vit, but I've decided to withdraw the lawsuit. I'll leave Nadira, I'll learn to love you, Vit. I promise.” My speech.

“Don't promise me, Mas. Promise your own heart. You have to promise your heart, to forget Nadira, to throw away all feelings for Nadira, to throw away the love for Nadia, and to promise your heart to love me, to accept me in your heart. Not a promise to me, Mom. Because one day you will deny it if you remember Nadira who is still in your heart.”

Vita said, I have to promise myself, to my heart to forget Nadira, and to love Vita.

“It's been fifteen minutes, eat gih!” titah Vita's.

“Iya I ate, have you eaten?” my many.

“Not yet, later deh eat it, all to the office again buy food,” replied Vita.

“I bribe, yes?” my spoken.

“Do not go later. Buruan spend, then take the medicine. Are you friends waiting?” said Vita.

I kept forcing Vita to eat together. I'm sure he's busy at the office and hasn't eaten. “Let's open your mouth, I bribe,” my door.

“Do not, here I eat alone.” Vita takes over her spoon and she eats by herself. He's just mechanizing some bribes.

“I know I love this food. Just spend it, I have it,” said Vita.

After eating, I took the medicine that Vita provided. I went out to see my friends who were still waiting for me. Vita immediately cleaned the table and cutlery, after I finished eating. Really I was in a dilemma once, on the one hand I still love Nadira very much, and not willing to let go. On the other hand there was a Vita that was so beautiful for me to admire, and I did not know what feelings were in my heart, as I remembered Vita.