Your charms are diverting my love

I'll Learn to Love You

I don't know why I want to see Vita smiling happily. Yes, Vita looks so happy tonight, but in her happiness, she harbors a million sorrows. Sad because of me, I made him sad from last night. Tonight I just focus on making Vita happy, because after this it will no longer be like this anymore. Maybe this is the beginning and the end of my happy Vita.

Vita was already in the room, she still had not changed her clothes. She's so pretty tonight, in a maroon-colored dress. He stood in front of the table, kissing the flowers I had given him.  White rose for Vita, a woman who is still holy, clean heart, kind, and elegant. Like the white rose, clean, holy, beautiful, and elegant. I knew she had just cried, but she quickly hid her cries when I came.

“You like the roses?” I hugged her from behind.

“Like, it's very pretty,” he replied.

“Like you tonight, Vit,”.

“You can, actually not only tonight I look beautiful, it seems like every day I feel I'm beautiful, but I never see it,” he said with a smile, then put the flowers, and then, and let go of my hand that was in his stomach. “Thank you yes, Mas?” vita said, kissing my hand. “For tonight, the next possible night will be no more.”

“Iya, equally. Yes, change your clothes, then we sleep,” I said.

“OK, mas also changed his clothes,” he said.

“This time we continue in bed, yes? Mom, do you ask for a grandson? Mom and dad too?” my spoken.

“Further in bed? Realize, you've sued me already? You haven't sued me either, I don't want to do it before you really love me. I don't want my son to be born in this world not because of our love, just because of lust, and because our parents want grandchildren. There are many reasons we can give our parents, why we do not have children yet, but is there a reason for our children, when he asks us to love each other or not?” said Vita.

“Yes, you're right, Vit. Yes, I learned to love you first can?” my many.

“Then Nadira?” ask Vita.

I'm speechless. Yeah, what about Nadira if I learn to love Vita? From last night I had absolutely no recollection of it, only Vita, Vita, and Vita were in my head after I gave her a lawsuit. I don't even know where my phone is right now, whether there's a call from Nadira or not, I don't care.

“Kok didn't answer, Mas? You've got him, you love him, you've done something like that? How can you say you want to learn to love me?” said Vita.

“Have forgotten that, Vit,”.

“Don't tell me you'll marry her without divorcing me? I don't want to be pitted, Mas!” he said it was full of emphasis.

“Iya is not Vit, time want polygamy?” my spoken.

How can polygamy be valid, most commonly I marry nadira by siri marriage? If lawfully it is not possible, I am a PNS, can not marry two women who are lawful according to the state and religion.

“Ya let me go, marry Nadira. Lagian mumpung me and mas not too deep,” said Vita.

“Yes, later it will be taken care of. Yes I went to the bathroom first, I want to change clothes.”

Vita nodded, then I took a change of clothes, I took it to the bathroom, there is no way I change clothes in front of Vita, there he screamed like this morning when I only wear a towel that I wrapped around my waist.

“Enak yes, being the same wife to forget the same me who he said will be fought for?”

“Have it been, don't be pretentious to make my heart calm, with you saying you want to divorce Vita as soon as possible? Until now you have no news, Mom? You even like being with Vita. Oh yeah, you guys are at the hotel, right? Surely you guys sleep in the room, delicious dong can be steady-eat with the wife? So who said he wanted to fight for me, but forgot when he was at the hotel with his wife?”

So many messages from Nadira, he was angry with me. I was wrong, I forgot about him, last I told you two hours before I gave Vita a lawsuit. I haven't told Nadira that I've filed for divorce with Vita. I've been taking care of the divorce with the help of my lawyer friend. I took the lawsuit, and I took the photo, and I sent it to Nadira.

“I've taken care of it, just waiting for the hearing, Nad. Sorry I'm so busy, so much work, Nad. I beg you to understand that I'm here working, not having fun, and see that the lawsuit has been signed by Vita, meaning that Vita agreed to separate. Take it easy, are you patient? Just wait for the trial schedule. I love you so much, Nad. I beg you to be patient, dear?”

I reply to him like that. Indeed, the reality is like that, I have filed for divorce, Vita agreed, and I am also busy with my work. If for dinner last night, it's just a distraction, because I want to make Vita happy before we part. That's my only goal, I really want to learn to love Vita, but rightly said Vita, what about Nadira? There's no way I left Nadira because I love her so much, whereas with Vita, I'm just amazed, and just want to try and learn to love her.

I saw a reply from Nadira. He replied to my message but it was as if he was telling me to stay with Vita.

“Toooooooo, Mas. I don't want to be a destroyer of people's households. I realized, I was never accepted by your parents, your mother had also told me that you had been betrothed. I realize I was wrong. Don't divorce, Mas. Enough of our relationship here. Sorry.”

I don't know why Nadira would send such a message. He's not usually like that. Who is he was always angry if I reply late messages, let alone not pick up the phone? He was angry and would not return my message again. He retorted like he wanted to let me go. I'm sure he's not okay, he's hiding something from me.

I tried to contact her, but she didn't want to, she sent me another message.

“Tomorrow I want to have an important talk with mas. Could you take a minute, right, Mas?”

“Now, pick up the phone!”

“Tomorrow, Mas. I can't if it's now. I'll have one o'clock, I'm sleepy.”

“We used to call until dawn, Nad. Don't excuse it's late at night and it's sleepy!”

“I've been busy this morning, Mas. Later tomorrow, I clean the house until the afternoon, I'm really sleepy. Tomorrow huh, Honey?”

“As of you, Nad! You are strange to know!”

“Already tomorrow, good night, good rest. I love you so much.”

“Nad, you're fine, right?”

“Yes, I'm fine, Mas. Yes rest, see you tomorrow huh, sweetheart?”

“Iya sayan, beautiful dream. I love you, love you so much.”

I don't know, Nadira feels so weird. He was angry but the end was like this. What will he tell me tomorrow? What is this why? What happened to Nadira? It seems like there's something he's hiding.