Your charms are diverting my love

He Can Always Take Care of Himself

Vita immediately prepared food for me after cleaning and changing clothes, even me, I was the same. I've changed clothes in a casual dress. Vita prepared the chicken satay she had bought, and got me some rice.

“Don't do much, Vit. Already at night because, this is just to eat only for a wedge of stomach that has been hungry,” said I.

“OK,” reply Vita.

Vita arranged her food on the dining table, then she sat down next to me, accompanying me to dinner alone. “You really don't want to eat anymore?” my many.

“No, then just ask for one or two skewers. Let's eat first, should try this delicious you know?” vita said by taking one skewer to me. I immediately tasted it, it really tasted good. It's a very sweet selling food like it was, who ate there all in the car?

“Hmmm ... This is delicious, Vit,” my praise. It's really good satay chicken subscription Vita and his friends. It's only fair to buy people all cars.

“It's good? Yes already spent if good,” said Vita.

“Nih you want, come aaa ...” I feed Vita, Vita hesitates to open her mouth, but I force her to open her mouth. “Let's open his mouth, it's a pity already in front of your mouth?” the bujukku.

Vita opened her mouth, I bribed her, she smiled in front of me, and chewed the satellite slowly. She's absolutely perfect being a woman.

“Hai, don't look at me continue, that's the one here I spent,” pinta Vita by touching my arm.

“Ah yes, sorry,” reply. I bribe Vita again, so that one skewer is eaten. “That's a blow, your little kid's cake,” I said reflexively rubbing his lips with my index finger.

“Ah sorry, let me clean myself,” said Vita nervously by lowering her already red face.

“Let me alone, wear tissue,” I said. But, Vita instead took the tissue that I had taken. “I can do it myself, Mas. Mas continued eating,” he said while taking tissue from my hand.

“Ya already, I continue eating again huh?” my spoken.

“OK, but I'm asking for two more stitches, huh?” vita pinta.

“Hmmm .. Yes please, Vit. I'll eat there tomorrow, okay?” my door.

“Yakin? Not ashamed to eat with me on the roadside?”

“He's ashamed why? Same man as his wife?” my answer.

“Is—wife? Looks like I'm really honored to be considered your wife, mas?” said Vita.

“Ya .. are you really my wife?” I said nervously. I don't know why I feel so weird about myself, and reflexes talk like that. She's my wife but I never thought of her, and only tonight did I blatantly say this.

“Now recognized wife? Already done yesterday?” said it.

I kept quiet, and my mouth stopped chewing food. I realized, yesterday I asked for a divorce from him. Yes I talk like that, I want to divorce him, because I want to marry Nadira, but why am I talking like this tonight, I feed him too?

“Lupa ya already dropped talak on me? Aware not yesterday the divorcee from me because he wants to marry your lover?” he said with a smile, but his bead looked sad looking at me. “Ah you may have forgotten, but I remember kok,” he said again.

“I—iya, yesterday I spoke like that, but I didn't mean to ...”

“For what? No need to think about it, tomorrow I will accompany you to eat there,” he said. “Kan until her eating straw?” he said by rubbing my lips. “It gets to the neck, Mom? Ups ... not sambal it turns out, but .. ah yes already continued eating, Mas.”

“Vit, want again?” ask me so Vita doesn't shut up anymore.

“Already, make mas only. Later mas less,” he replied with a slightly raucous voice.

“You're already sleepy, Vita?” my many.

“Ya not yet,” answered.

“This will no longer, let me bribe again,” persuade me again. I'm sure Vita doesn't feel good seeing the red marks on my neck. “Come open his mouth, aaa ..”

“Ih really make this!” he said, but he opened his mouth. “Again, spend.” I bribe Vita again. Vita gulped down some water in front of her, but it was mine. I took the rest of the water and I drank it.

“That's why I drank, why did I drink?” said it.

“Nothing, anyways you take Just one glass?” my answer.

Vita just smiled, surely she was still thinking about that red mark. I really can't keep Vita feeling.

“Vita?” call me.

“Iy, Mas?”

“Sorry so look at the red mark on my neck, I was ...”

“No need to continue, Mas. I know how,” he replied with a pushy smile.

“But not until more, Vit.”

“More is okay, that is your right, your own sin with your lover, Mas?” answer's straightforward. “I'm going to the room, huh, Mas? Sleepy,” he said then immediately left me.

I know he's angry. I and Nadira shouldn't have done that. But, why am I not so happy with Vita? Though the reason I hurt him, but tonight I can't bear to see Vita who directly like that face.

I saw Vita's phone lying on the dining table, she must have forgotten to take it. His phone was shaking, like there was a chat notification or something. I was curious about Vita's phone, I picked it up and I opened the key. There's a password, what's the password? Her birthday? Or what? If it's her birthday, I don't know her date and month of birth? I tried to use my birthday, and I couldn't. Did you care once? I thought I was using my birth date? What's our wedding date? Yeah, maybe. I tried it, and it's right to wear our wedding date. Does this mean a marriage so much, that she wears our wedding date for her password? As long as she marries me, I'm always mean to her?

I opened the app with the camera icon. There was a DM from an account called Arif, I opened it and I read it. He chatted just plain, asked the job, just asked the news, asked the project, and nothing more than that. He said they like each other, chat how about work? I opened the WhatsApp app and other chat apps. Huh! Nothing interesting, just asking about work and work. And finally, I open the blue app with the letter F. There's a lot of inboxes with Arif. I scrool up and on, until from the beginning they chat maybe? I read one passage. I saw Arif's chat, who expressed love, and called him dear.

And Vita's response was so relaxed, then Vita replied to her, “Don't love me, I've been stopped, I'm not free, I've been bound, and please appreciate our friendship, Rif.”

And after that, just a casual chat. Although Arif often fishes romantically in his chat, Vita only responds to ordinary. And, one more time when Arif invites him to walk, Vita always involves Firda, to be invited together.

“You know for yourself, Rif? I've been betrothed, I don't want to want to, I don't want to oppose my parents. And, why do I ask Firda, because I respect my future husband's family. I am not free to walk with men, alone, even if only just friends. Because if there is a misunderstanding, it will be difficult to explain.”

“Yes, I understand that. Okay no problem invite Firda, same who else, let's rame-reme, Vit.”

Looks like this inbok from their college, or High School. It's been a long time, but it's still tidily tucked away. Just an ordinary chat. He's so looking after himself. Not just him, but his family's good name, and my family's good name.