Your charms are diverting my love

Morning Makes Mood Messy

This morning I decided to go to my own office. Mas Dani said he would take me. But I don't think I need to, I've ordered a taxi anyway. Mas Dani is having a weird treatment with me. I'm happy, even happy he's so considerate of me, he's doing things like that, thinking of me as his wife, acting romantic towards me, but in my joy and happiness, filled with fear, I'm afraid I'm falling for her more and more, and I can't get through it.

I only remember her one goal now, why Mas Dani got so good to me. It's all because he wants to. He was looking for a loophole so I could help him talk to his parents, that he would divorce me, and marry Nadira.

It is so sad my fate. And all those who see my life, they feel I am happy, have good in-laws, handsome husbands, and can be a leader in the company of his in-laws. A lot of women out there are probably jealous of my position right now. Envy because I have such good in-laws and love me, envy because I am only a son-in-law, but I get the highest throne in his company.

“Vit ... Come on out with me?” the Mas Dani.

“Mas see there is already a taxi in front, and I have to leave immediately,” I replied. “See you later noon at the office huh, Mas?”

“Ya have you been careful huh, Vit?” said Mas Dani with a slightly disappointed face because I did not want to be escorted.

“OK, mas also be careful,” I replied. “Oh yes, Mas. wear a shirt with a slightly high collar, tuh red neck,” said.

“Iya ih, nagging you!” upset answer.

I just put my smile on. I kissed Mas Dani's hand before leaving for the office. “Be careful, Vit? Until the office tells me,” she said by wiping my hair as I lowered my head to kiss her hand.

“Iya, I'll call you later,” I replied.

“Can I kiss your forehead?” pinta Mas Dani's.

I just looked at him in wonder. Mas Dani from last night possessed by a demon what, how did it change like this? Something is wrong with his brain. In the office job love, his brain immediately shifted?

“Mas hurts? Or is the cure over?” I asked by holding his forehead with the back of my palm, ensuring his body temperature.

“Isshh .. You, the kisser of his wife's forehead just said sick?” his protest.

“Yes out of that, aren't there any of our parents? Why do you kiss everything? Weird!” my spoken.

“Ya is not allowed?”

“Not allowed, you're weird from last night, Mas! Why the hell?”

“Nothing, nothing strange in my opinion?” answer Mas Dani.

“Udah ah, it's noon too! Sana come in, keep getting ready for school, meet ayang there!” I left Mas Dani. No matter what asked me to kiss my forehead.

“Ih wait!” Mas Dani grabbed my hand, pulled me into the house again, then he faced my body in front of him.

“You're the husband who kisses the forehead alone can't?”

“Can't be, can't you ever want to?” my spoken.

Dani stared at my face. He confirmed my hair that might be a bit messy because I divorced him, then he kissed my forehead gently, and for quite a while. It seems like he really wants to kiss my forehead. He smiled after kissing me. It felt completely different, with the kiss he usually gave us in front of our parents. This morning, it felt like my heart was warm, my heart was flowery, my heart was pounding like this from Mas Dani. Maybe my face is blushing this time, because I really feel the vibration of love flowing in my heart, which was empty for so long.

Mas Dani lifted my chin, until I slightly raised my face to look at him. Mas Dani's face was getting closer to mine. I closed my eyes, but I realized what Mas Dani was going to do. Nah! I can't be hooked like this! I didn't want him to do more, his heart wasn't entirely mine, and I'm sure Mas Dani was fighting with Nadira, until he vented it on me from last night until this morning.

“Why, Vit?” ask Mas Dani. “I can't kiss your lips?”

“Bby,”my answer is short.

“Then why didn't you want to?”

“Because I don't love me, even though I am my husband,” I replied by unraveling a smile at him.

“What should love you first, to kiss your lips?”

“Yes, must!” firmly answer. “I have a principle, who kisses my lips, he is the one who has to live with me, until I age, he who will get all my love, and get the whole of me,”.

“Oh yes? Then your girlfriend?” ask her.

“Pacar? Who is my boyfriend? I never had a boyfriend?” my answer.

It's good, whose girlfriend? From Junior High I was tied up by my parents because of you! My life was no longer free when your parents asked me to be his daughter-in-law. My life is monitored every day by my father, mother, and all my brothers, as well as the assistant at home. How can I date? How can I play outside the home? Who do you want to work with, who are there male friends or not? And who's all that for trying? For you! Until studying Abroad was the same eye uti kakung accompany me, also sometimes my brother. Until Firda was also restrained at last.

“You don't have a girlfriend?”

“Who's my girlfriend?” my many.

“Arif?”

I laughed when I heard Mas Dani say, Arif is my girlfriend. “If he likes me, yes I admit he likes me,” I said chuckling. “But it doesn't mean I'm dating him, Mas! The name of the courtship is equally in love, mutual affection, we are committed, yes like you with your boyfriend, until now, right?” my spoken.

“I'm with Arif, it's impossible to be together. Yes I admit I was amazed at him, I had a crush too, but I think I am already bound from Junior High, not free my life because of you, Mas! I'm not like a teenager in general, I'm everywhere always followed by my brother, guarded wherever I go, can't be free! Want group work I was escorted, until Firda also felt constrained, it was all because of you, Mas! Because since Junior High I asked your mom and dad to be betrothed to you!” I said with annoyance.

Yes, I am angry, because even now my life is not free. I thought I was going to marry a prince from a rich kingdom, so I was precious, like a diamond diamond. I was always taken care of by my parents, my brother, even all the assistants at my mother's house were monitoring me. I can't go anywhere by myself. Only with Firda do they trust, only Firda is a friend they trust.

“Now I understand, right? So don't talk about Arif anymore, don't tell me Arif is my lover. If I wanted to, if I was against like you, and if Arif didn't respect me and respect my family, maybe I would be like a mas, against a parent, against a parent, I will obey my heart to stay with Arif, but not for me, Mas! Because I believe what mom and dad gave me was the best for me!” I saturated with annoyance.

“I don't want to beedebat again, I'm leaving! Night arguing with you, because it will make me badmood only!”

I left Mas Danial. I really don't understand what's in her brain from last night. He dared to sleep in my room last night, how dare to hug me? What does he want exactly? He's still in touch with his girlfriend, but he wants me? Just yummy!

Huh .. I stabilized my emotions in the office before I led meetings with several divisions in the office. Dani really pissed me off this morning. Could want to go directly nyosor that way! It's so good for him! Yesterday after work got rations from Nadira to his neck a lot of red marks? Now he wants to nyosor nyium me? It's so good for her, to share a woman? Want to practice polygamy?

It's good to be polygamous! Nata clothes alone do not pinter want to have two wives. Mending had just ended my marriage with Mas Dani, my only forehead mumpung who is not a virgin, which is often kissed.

My work is very busy this week, not yet next week there is an event in Anyer. All preparations should also be mature from now on. Fortunately, Firda and Arif, as well as Tantri they are so alert and compact. Hope the show goes well. Plus there's Mas Dani in the office, and that's also what I have to monitor and I guide his work. But Mas Dani was quick to respond when I taught.

I'm still thinking about Mas Dani's treatment. Actually, if Mas Dani did not have a lover, and when I first finished Ijab qobul Mas Dani did not say that he did not love me, maybe I did not care that Mas Dani kissed my lips, maybe I'll even free him from touching me as he pleases. He's my husband, he's entitled to me. But, because of his words after the marriage contract was finished, and the words yesterday who wanted to part, I so thought hard not to fall deeper in Mas Dani's arms. Because I don't want to be hurt. I didn't want after I completely gave up everything, and the more I loved her, the more I was left behind Mas Dani.

There's no way Mas Dani hasn't done more with Nadira. Just a lot of white-toothed nyamut bites? There's no way Mas Dani didn't touch Nadira inside. Maybe they have often done relationships like husband and wife. But, if it is so it must be difficult to escape. Clearly, it's hard to get out of it now? And, I'm sincere if my marriage to Mas Dani is over because I don't love her, and my husband loves another woman.