Your charms are diverting my love

There's More Want

I still see Mas Dani sitting on the chair in the lobby of my office. I thought he was going home, but he hasn't been back to school.

“Not be the same I am, Vit?” ask Firda. “Tuh her husband is waiting. Tumben the hell he wants to take you?”

“Other people want, yes so Fir,” I replied, yes,

“Evening Vita was meeting followed by Kok Fir,” said Arif.

“Hmm .. It looks like there's been a change?” firda Ledek.

“What changes, Fir?” ask the curious Arif.

“Yes, Rif. I usually use my own car, even if I never get picked up at a meeting at night. Yes maybe he was worried, last night I slept until night, he did not allow me to drive myself,”.

Arif does not know what happened to my household that is not okay. I don't want anyone else to know, only Firda knows, the person I trust the most. My parents and Mas Dani's parents just don't know about this. Moreover, knowing Mas Dani who will deepen studying the company only to get the blessing to marry Nadira, and so that when divorcing me, there is already Mas Dani who already understands the company.

“Ya already, Fir, Rif, I first, yes?” pamittu.

I walked over to Mas Dani who was reading the newspaper. I'm sitting next to him, “yuk already wants nine,” take me.

“It's done?” ask Mas Dani.

“Already,” I replied briefly.

“Later tonight so same dinner papa, right?”

“Iya so, why? You have an appointment with your girlfriend?”

“No, I want to talk to you, if I'm going to learn about the company. I want you to know that I want to learn the company,” said Mas Dani.

“Continue saying no, your goal is to learn about the company? For example, because you want to divorce me, then marry Nadira?” my spoken.

“Ka—if that, I have not dared, maybe if later I can make papa believe that I can. If now I say, namanyan looking for dead dong, Vit?”

“Yes all the time said, I'll help you say that,”.

“Yes no, Vit!” tukas Mas Dani's.

“Why are you still afraid?” my tease.

I occasionally glanced at my husband who was focused on driving. He was so handsome. Maybe people out there think I'm lucky to have a husband like Mas Dani. The handsome, wealthy, perfect, friendly, wise man, it was in the eyes of those who did not know Mas Dani's attitude. Yes maybe that was his attitude, but with me being unloved, how could he be nice to me? So what I saw in my eyes, Mas Dani was nothing good. He's selfish, stubborn, grumpy, lazy, spoiled, can't take care of himself if he's not treated. Probably because of his only child, so until adulthood he was spoiled.

Mas Dani was dependent on his personal assistant since childhood. He relies on Mbok Sum, especially mama is busy with the office, so all the needs of Mas Dani, who prepares Mbok Sum. That's why, Mas Dani can't do anything. Just take a messy shirt. Don't take clothes, put dirty clothes on the bed just can't? Good thing I got it all, and I'm a guy who doesn't like things that are messy and dirty.

“Not still scared, Vit. Not yet,” replied Mas Dani.

“Yes I also take care of my mom and dad's heart, even though I'm so distressed by his decision. I have disappointed my mom and dad for not following in their footsteps, so I have to obey them about this matchmaking, even though I hate it, marrying not the person I love,” he explained.

“Why not refuse? If I refuse, I can be free, live as I please, what would not be constrained like this?”

“I thought you were happy to marry me? Can good in-laws, can company, high position?”

“All is meaningless, I am an ordinary woman who dreams of a warm and beautiful marriage like a pair of husbands out there. But, that dream was wiped out, when the man who married me, did not want me at all. Yes I know, the name is also betrothed, but many are betrothed directly to each other, living happily, warm families, and harmonious. But, there are also yan like us, then ended up separating. And we did plan that, didn't we?” my spoken.

“Yes how else, Vit? I told you from the beginning, I don't love you, and I won't touch you,” said Mas Dani.

His words were so humbling. But, it was already that suit. The suit is inhuman. Let it be up to him. I'll prove you'll fall in love with me, I'm sure of that.

^^^

Tonight we went back to my mom's house. Obviously we're staying over. Every Saturday night we stayed at my mom's house. And Sunday night we went home, because Mas Dani wanted to walk with Nadira. Surprisingly, he did not appreciate me at all. He should have learned to respect and respect me. He's a husband, though not in love can't learn to love? How about love, if you don't want to learn?

“Papa happy, heard you will be balajar company. If you can tomorrow Monday, after going home to teach, you go to the office, meet papa there. Papa will give you a position there, then you learn with Vita,” said Papa.

“What can I do, Pa?”

“You are intending to learn no? If you want, you can!” answer papa firmly.

“Yes too anyway, so Monday I start at the office?”

“Iya, to the office only, papa Monday a day there, papa is taking care of a new project with Vita,” replied papa.

“That's dong, Dan? Why didn't you learn?” say Mama.

“Ya new peeper now, Ma,” replied Mas Dani.

That's all he wants, right? Just try if there is no intention to fight for his relationship with Nadira, and want to separate from me, yes he will not be as enthusiastic as it learns? Let it be, hopefully like this, Mas Dani can get closer to me, and slowly stay away from Nadira. Although Mas Dani's goal is not good, hopefully all this will be a good start for my household.

“You're staying tonight, right?” ask mama.

“Ma, tomorrow Dani has a meeting, so tonight can not stay,” replied Mas Dani. “Next week yes, Ma?” coined.

“Ya it's okay, all of you let next week mama take Vita to the Salon, continue mama also want to invite you arisan. Would you, Vit?” ask mama.

“Iya, Mother. Vita next week also no event kok,” I replied.

Though I was lazy to gather with friends arisan mama, let alone ask always a grandson. How come there's no granddaughter? I'm two grandchildren? When pregnant? Want a year not to get pregnant? That shitty question always crammed my ears. But, if it runs out, mama must take me to the mall, to the salon, so I can fresh again his mind, and do not think about the questions of friends arisan mama again.